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~Beautiful Disaster~

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About Me

I'm a 24 year old female. I'm messed up in the head and have been that way for a while. I absolutely hate taking pictures. It's really hard for me to be around people. Quick tempered Hermit-crab is what I am. I dislike people who lie to try and make you feel better. My opinion about myself is just that. Don't put me down about it cause it only makes matters worse. I enjoy people who are a bit crazy. If a person can make me laugh life seems so much better. I dislike Cheaters and Women abusers. And people who take the innocents of children. I have a heart only when you can get passed the wall to my heart. My goals in life are to be a more optimistic and a kind person. I believe in telling others the truth even when it hurts.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Well I've meet the one that I've been looking for that someone who loves and respects me. Someone who will not put me down because of the way I view things. A person who can help me achieve my goals in life. Someone who can take me as I am. Someone who does not lead others on just to feel better about themselves.

My Blog

Robert’s a wothless little BOY

How the hell can a man sit back and take money from a women and swear up and down that he would pay her back knowning damn well that he had ill intentions f**king up someone else's credit because you ...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Dec 2008 01:35:00 GMT

Life sucks

Tis the season for a new piece of a$$. Call it what is or what it was. I can't say that noone could find true happiness but are willing to go through all the f***ed up ones to get to that one? Is it r...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Dec 2007 19:06:00 GMT

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Paint for me I want to feel your heart mind body and soul. Let me be your paint upon your pallet. Dip your brush into me. Spread me across your canvas. Show me who you are. Help me to see what has hap...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 02:40:00 GMT

The Never Ending Issues Of Parenting

The issue of the day is a single glass of wine.  Apparently this makes me a bad parent. My parenting is not based on others approval. This not an everyday or even an every month thing. For those ...
Posted by on Mon, 07 May 2007 15:38:00 GMT

My Confession

Every time I hear his voice it sends electric shocks down my spine. In the back of my mind I wish that he where mine. He might be leaving soon so what am I to do? I Love it when he calls and wakes me ...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 01:20:00 GMT

My inner feelings

One of these days I will find my inner beauty. I have now come to realize that when others say i'm ugly they are right. But It never seems to matter that I'm loving and honest. That I would give my li...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 20:38:00 GMT

Manipulators

I told this guy about some of  the things that women like to see in relationships but instead of using it as a learning tool for good.. He instead used them as a way of lying to women so that the...
Posted by on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 22:03:00 GMT

His death

Today was the day I seen his death flash before my eyes. He's piss ass drunk flying across town. Inside me I scream and cry. I wanna help but how can I? What I think and say won't matter anyway. The v...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 22:06:00 GMT