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Well as of sunday a good friend of mine asked me 2 simple questions. As of yesterday I have figured out what kind of person I am. On a note i used to be somebody that well, how can i say? Ok, I could have been a better person. I have been making some bad decisions, and i have made other people think twice about who they were friends with. I am sorry for that. I didnt mean to drag most of you along with me. Sometimes I wonder why the people in my life take such good care of me. You know, when you are falling they pick you back up, brush you off and smile, tell you it will be ok. I always thought i was a good person, a stand up kind of guy. But until this i was just fooling myself, and other people. Just thought I would say thanks to that person, you know who you are. A true 100% friend. I dont know how to thank you. I never understood what it would take to make a person doubt his self and then regroup in the same day. I always thought that it would take days, weeks, even years. Well this is about me. And from this day forward its only me. Not that other person i thought i was. Just me. I hope you enjoy. i feel better now. Part 2.....Alright. Here is a little about me. I am a Nerd. Huge. I love Star Wars, Video games, weird people, weird music, i have no attention span, i can't concentrate on anything I do. I should be wearing a helmet at times. But, the gooD thing is i can make Jesus his self laugh. I am religious. But not "Christian" if that makes sense. I am a college Grad. Alabama-"ROLL TIDE" Baby. I am still in the Army 10 yrs and going. I will be retired at 39 and living easy. I hope. I love pretty much anything fun. I am very out going, shy is not in my vocabulary. Some times I can spell, sometimes i can't. I love horror movies. ZOMBIE'S are a crack addiction to me. I can't get enough. Part 3....soon to come.......So Yeah, this is part 3. I am probly one of the most confused people on the earth. I can't figure out anything about anything. I can say that im smart. Only if i talk about something i know. Does that make sense? So in this point of my life as of 17 march 2009, i can not even talk about myself. I know, i know. I should know myself better than anything. But, I don't. Im very confident in the things i do for people, i can always help somebody else out; but, never myself. I wonder at time's why i am the way that i am. I have had multiple people tell me that i am, who i am, but i still to this day; dont think that they are right in anyway. I need something to attach its self to my heart and stay there. I need something to understand me, and feel the same, but be different at the same time so my life is not boring. I need something to laugh at, something to get mad at, something to live for, and to die for. i am that kind of person. If i dont have a challenge, i dont have anything, i can not have a choice, i wont make the right one i have to have a solid BLAM, not hey can this be true.......You get me? part four.....near a theater near you