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My name's Brittany, most call me Brii.
I feel alone at all times though I'm far from it. No one knows everything about me simply because there's no need. I put all of my trust in myself; I still feel as if I'm different from the rest of the world.
I'm picky.
Not accepting.
Not tolerant.
Not anymore.
I've changed and it's for the best.

No matter what I do I just can't seem to get rid of the part of me that strives to be everyone's favorite and occasionally everyone's doormat when I'm needed. Don't question my instinct. It's far better than you could imagine. There are only 5 people in this world I would go to the moon for, take a thousand bullets for without hesitation or regret. No names.
They are my pack and their happiness comes before anything and everything. Even life itself. I'm extremely protective of the ones I truly love. I'm pro war and I have my reasons. Hopefully one day I can prove them to the world. I have no fears in this life aside from losing the few people I've come to love and (against my own will) become attached to.
Reading is one of my favorite things to do; I enjoy my alone time. You will probably never see me cry. It's just one of those things I don't do. I'm not a very emotional person these days. I spend each and every day on
self-improvement:
Physically,
Mentally,
Emotionally.

I'm loyal and unusually brave. I plan on joining the Marine Corps next year and leaving as soon as school's over. I'll either reinlist after the 4 year agreement or I'll become a police officer of some sort in another state or big city. I have almost no tolerance for anyone anymore, but I have the most self control out of anyone you'll ever meet. I put too much thought into everything I say or do. I must say I've got the most efficient poker face you'll ever see.
Everything seems to bother me. I get jealous much too easy, I take everything personal, and I'm extremely insecure. None of this ever shows because I will not allow it. That's a sign of weakness and weakness is most definitely not a quality I believe in. Some would say I'm heartless. And to those people, I say you're almost right. Very few things get to me, and if they do, I block it out very easily. I always know what I want, but not in the long run. Once I decide upon someone though, it's nearly impossible to turn back. For my sake, that is a rare occasion.
If I tell you I love you, chances are I mean it.
Honesty is my new policy. Constructive criticism builds character and everyone knows it's desperately needed in this generation, so I will be one of the few who dare to deliver it. When it comes down to it, I can be one of the most selfish people you will ever meet and that is a fact. After all of this, it's a wonder I can have someone who loves me as if I were perfect. Some sort of unearthly power(not heaven/God because I am atheist) has rewarded me with the greatest person in the world.
You could say he brings out the best in me. He makes me feel pure, extraordinary. I gave him my heart and he's given me his. Equal trade, simple as that.
Lately I've felt as if I've been searching for something, that some aspect in my life was missing or not yet complete. I've found what I was subconsciously looking for and I couldn't feel more whole if I tried. Love like this is beyond comprehension and not to mention rare.
Holding him, kissing him, holding his hand, and over all just being with him feels more natural to me than my own heartbeat; every minute we spend together makes me feel as if we've known each other for a lifetime; And I can't get enough of it.