and the chorus swells... |
it took me a while, but ive finally manged to get my road straight. ive managed to refrain from worring about home, and her and get my act together. just one more week of this mess, and im finally out... Posted by Vessel on Thu, 10 May 2007 05:15:00 PST |
My Birthday. |
was actually better then i expected. so yeah i didnt get to drink, stay up late, talk to Jennifer, or do anything exciting. yet i still felt alright. i didnt really expect much. more or less bec... Posted by Vessel on Sun, 06 May 2007 07:12:00 PST |
Lingering feelings of the one who lied to me... |
breeze still carries the sound
maybe i'll disappear
tracks will fade in the snow
you won't find me here
ice is starting to form
ending what had begun
i am locked in my head
with what i've done
i know... Posted by Vessel on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 04:47:00 PST |
Alone... |
I dont even know how to say it all...
there is so much on my mind right now, so much pain in my heart.
i miss my family terribly, and i miss my fiance more. i dont know why im feeling like this, i don... Posted by Vessel on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 06:05:00 PST |
Stressed... |
things are getting horrible. i hate it here. and now im locked in my room, and im not alllowed anywhere. just like the first day of bmt. things are gonna take a while longer then i had hoped... Posted by Vessel on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 04:37:00 PST |
Love is lost, |
and i love no more.
ive succummed to the pain in my empty shell, and it makes me feel no more. if what your thinking has somthing to do with my significant other, then your absoulutly right, and... Posted by Vessel on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 11:41:00 PST |
goddamn this noise inside my head |
The Becoming i beat my machine it's a part of me it's inside of me i'm stuck in this dream it's changing me i am becoming the me that you know had some second thoughts he's covered with scabs and he ... Posted by Vessel on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 12:06:00 PST |
Depressed... |
I dont know anymore....Im tired of waiting......Shes not coming today...just like yesterday, and the day before...and probably the same thing tomorrow...but its alright.really...I just wont get my hop... Posted by Vessel on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 08:59:00 PST |
Insomnia~ |
people always ask.. "John, how come you rarely sleep?" and i always answer with a simple, "I dont know" or, "cause sleep is for the week" ...........Ive finally realized why................. Posted by Vessel on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 10:30:00 PST |
CountDown... |
Its almost time for me to say my final goodbyes, but i would like to take the time to personally thank all the ones whove made me who i am, and gotton me this far. 1. My momma. i dont think any of my... Posted by Vessel on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 12:55:00 PST |