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Let go or let down...

About Me

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Music is the soundtrack to our lives. I've always known and felt that. I can listen to a song and remember how I felt when I was listening to that song. I remember how it gave me comfort when I felt like the pain was more than I could deal with. Hearing those words, it was like whoever wrote it, knew at that moment how I felt. They could put it into words. That's my challenge as an artist and a song writer. I know what my heart is feeling, but don't always know how to express it. When I sit down and start laying down those tracks, its like my feelings, my emotions bleed out and when I finish that song, it gives me some completion. It gives me some closure of what has troubled me or what was dying to get out.I don't need to justify my music or package it and say I fit into this category, or I'm like this or that band. My music is my own, and that's all that matters to me. I'm happy for those who enjoy it of course, but it makes me happy. It was always a way for me to express who I am and what I feel inside. Its brought me here, and for that I'm grateful for the gift that God as given me to create something I can be proud of and help me along my way.It's been almost 10 years since I bought my first guitar. Since then, I've been trying to figure out what the heck I'm suppose to sound like. I realized one day it really didn't matter what I sounded like. The only thing that matters is that I say what I mean, I mean what I say, and that I be the best I can at it. I've kept that with me ever since then...
I grew up in Fillmore, which is a small town in southern California (right near magic mountain). I did a lot of writing when I was in my early teens. Like a lot of teenagers, I got depressed a lot and I needed a way to express myself. Poetry was a good way to vent. By the time I was in high school I started hanging out with the punk crowd, and by the time I was 15 I started playing guitar. Most kids around that age who pick up a guitar stop playing a few months or years later, but when I was 16 my brother in-law introduced me to the exciting world of home recording and I was hooked! I was enthralled with the idea of being able to produce my own songs! I played in a couple bands that played shows occasionally and played mostly cover songs. That never really went anywhere.
When I got out of high school I took a break from my music for a while to pursue some church related things for a couple years. During that time I did a lot of reading and studying about music. Strangely enough I can't site read to save my life (ha-ha). I also did a lot of work on my voice. For most people it would be modest for them to say that they didn't used to be very good singers, but honesty I sucked lol. I worked on it though, and I got better. In 2003 I jumped back into making and recording music with more enthusiasm and more know-how and started to really take my music seriously.
I don't think there's a feeling in the world quite like making music. The feelings you get from the hard work in trying to put it all together and the amazing feeling to finally feel finished with it. It becomes your baby, and there's nothing else like it...
Thanks for listening!
-Mike

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Member Since: 3/19/2005
Band Website: mikewinmillrock.com
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Influences: Rated hero, Startingline, acceptance, Yellowcard, Amber Pacific, Number One Gun homegrown, Daphne Loves Derby, Lifehouse, Story of the Year, Dashboard Confessionals, And then I Turned seven, Maroon 5, Switchfoot, Early November, MxPx, NOFX, No Use for a Name, Jimmy Eat World, Good Charlotte, Green Day, Ryan Cabrera, This Providence, Mae, Goldfinger, Hellogoodbye, John Mayer, The Click five, Less Than Jake, Lost Prophets, New Found Glory, Simple Plan, Sugarcult, Taken Back Sunday, The Ataris, Brian McKnight, Don Henley, The Living End, Edwin McCain, Daniel Beddingfield, Goo Goo Dolls, Kalai, Our Lady Peace, Saves the Day, Matchbook Romance, My Chemical Romance,
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Sad Realization

Letting seasons go by-as my hope falls from my eyes- When a happy ending and a smile could so easily fall- And you realize that all your hopes and dreams have been a lie- They could be the redemption in your voice- They could be the bounce in your steps- But the biggest hopes and deepest aspirations- Become the weight that bring you down- Become the wound in your side- And the most meaningful words from loved ones- Dont help at all-Its just not alright- And sometimes I wish I were someone else- Somehow- I wish things could be different-

*Where have you been all my life?*

Waiting in hopes-
of all I ever wanted-
and falling through-
where I've been-
and all I ever needed-
And I wonder where I can get that chance-
to find the one-to find that one that fits-
my life-and turn my life around-

And I feel like I've been waiting so long-
Thought I was right once-but I was so wrong-
When I look at what others have-
that pure love and devotion-
that trust and reassurance-
And those beautiful eyes-
that would never do you wrong-
and that heart beating-
just as strongly for me-
as mine has for her all my life-
I wonder-
Why can't I have a girl like that?-

And I wonder-is she waiting for me too-
wondering where I've been-
thinking I'm out there somewhere-
waiting just to let her in-
I wonder if I've lost that chance-
or maybe I've missed her somehow-

And just to think-
Someone else might be holding her-
And someone else might be making her cry-
and I wonder sometimes-
how I haven't gotten that break-

Where has she been all my life-
Those beautiful eyes-
that would never do me wrong-
and that heart beating-
just as strongly for me-
as mine has for her all my life-
I wonder-
Why can't I have a girl like that?-


Record Label: JMW Records
Type of Label: None

My Blog

Leave your garbage in the trash, not on my page

ya know, I'm convinced that a lot of people are brain dead. I mean I've posted some dumb stuff on peoples pages and thought it was hilarious IE: poop spelling out "I love you", cheesy 80's videos, ant...
Posted by The Official Mike Winmill Myspace on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 01:18:00 PST

Finally...

Well boys and girls, the time has come...It's been over a year since I've made any new music. I FINALLY bought a new guitar yesterday after not having one since I moved here from washington. I totally...
Posted by The Official Mike Winmill Myspace on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 08:54:00 PST

Walking down memory lane

I was thinking last night...My little brother is coming home from his mission next month. He's been gone for 2 years (for those of you who don't know how long a mission is). It's weird how we both wen...
Posted by The Official Mike Winmill Myspace on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 09:00:00 PST

the 2008 Presidential Elections (according to me)

Okay, so I've been following politics for a while now, and just recently I've been intrigued with the candidates that are running for president. It's interesting to me how pathetic some of these candi...
Posted by The Official Mike Winmill Myspace on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 09:55:00 PST

remembering

--what it was like to love-- Is there a way to bring back those old feelings-of what was once there-where it felt so right-feelings so powerful-in that moment-right then-it changed everything- But lif...
Posted by The Official Mike Winmill Myspace on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 11:57:00 PST

Somewhere

There's a place somewhere- Where I can be myself- And there's a person out there- who knows just who I am- There is opportunity waiting-and it's not so far away- Just a step from the beginning-in just...
Posted by The Official Mike Winmill Myspace on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 04:28:00 PST

For LA girls

Stop acting like you're from LA. it's not really that cute. Try to at least pretend you care about more than your shopping, clubbing or most of all yourself. ...
Posted by The Official Mike Winmill Myspace on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 05:22:00 PST

Whats wrong now?

Do you ever have days where you just feel like things aren't going where you want them? Like things aren't necessarily wrong, but you just can't seem to find that next right step? I'm kinda feeling th...
Posted by The Official Mike Winmill Myspace on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 11:44:00 PST

Lesson for you boys and girls

Well boys and girls, it's that time again. I have another rant for you. I swear I usually only complain or flaunt in these blogs, but who doesn't like juicy news that's not their own? I'm not going t...
Posted by The Official Mike Winmill Myspace on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 08:00:00 PST

Just what you need

-Just what you need You can't live life scared of what might happen- Because the scariest thing is that it just might not- And the thoughts and feelings you're just on the edge of- The life you wish y...
Posted by The Official Mike Winmill Myspace on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 05:32:00 PST