BRiTTANY ♥♥ i JUST WANNA LiVE

I'd like to meet:

ViLLE VAL0
HiM
JAY ( jason james bass guitarist from bullet for my valentine
NiCK WHEELER ( FR0M ALL AMERiCAN REJECTS )
ALL AMERiCAN REJECTS
J0EL MADDEN
G00D CHARL0TTE
SA0SiN
THE USED
30 SEC0NDS T0 MARS
EMiNEM
THREE DAYS GRACE
LiNKiN PARK
GERARD WAY ( lead singer of my chemical romance )

ANY0NE REALLY; i L0VEEE MAKiNG NEW FRiENDS;

&& A GUY THAT WiLL AT LEAST TRY T0 PR0VE THAT THEY
ARE N0T ALL THE SAME; ND 0NE GUY THAT WiLL L0VE ME
F0R ME ND N0T LiE ND CHEAT; 0NE THAT ACTUALLY
GiVES A DAMN; i JUST WANNA FiND MY PRiNCE CHARMiNG!!

MY FRiENDS

♥ i HAVE T0NS 0F FRiENDS
♥ i L0VE EVERY0NE 0F THEM T0 DEATH
♥ i DUNN0 WUT iD D0 WITH OUT THEM OVER THE YEARS!
♥ MY BEST FRiENDS ARE THE BEST Y0U C0ULD HAVE <3

SHANN0N
DANiELLE
MELiSSA
MANDi
J0HN
CJ
KENNY
NASTY NATE
KRiSTEN
GABE
DAViD
SHAWN
JiMMY
L0UiE
DANNY C.
SHERRY
SHARA
ALiSA
AMBER D.
SHELLY
JENN
FARAH
CRYSTAL
ZULLY
ASHLEY M.
JESS
PAT
BRAND0N
NiCK
CAiTLiN M
STEPHANiE W.
AMY
STEPHANiE S.
SYLiNA L.
SHEENA
ASHLEY P.
C0DY P.
MATT B.
ANTH0NY
SARAH
JEREMY
AMANDA W.
KEViN W.
PENNY
J0E
J0SH
BETHANY
F0NZ0
KiM

THERE ARE S00000 MANY M0RE i C0ULD LiST BUT THAT W0ULD TAKE
ME ALL DAY T0 ADD NAMES; S0 iF i F0RG0T T0 LiST Y0U LET ME
KN0W CAUSE i WiLL ADD Y0U iN HERE CAUSE iTS DEF. N0THiNG
PERS0NAL.

I ♥ Y0U!!

Music:

30 SEC0NDS T0 MARS
+ 44
50 CENT
AC : DC
AER0 SMiTH
A.F.i
AFR0 MAN
AiDEN
AK0N
ALL AMERiCAN REJECTS
AMERiCAN DiARY
ASHLEE SiMPS0N
AVENGED SEVEN F0LD
AVRiL LAViGNE
BLiNK 182
B0N J0Vi
B0WLiNG F0R S0UP
B0W W0W
B0YS LiKE GiRLS
BREAKiN BENJiMAN
BRiAN ADAMS
BULLET F0R MY VALENTiNE
CARRiE UNDERW00D
CASCADA
CHiNGY
CHRiS BR0WN
CiARA
CLiCK 5
CL0SER
C0LD
CUPiD CH0KEH0LD
D12
DANiTY KANE
DASHB0ARD C0NFESSi0NALS
DAUGHTRY
DR. DRE
EMAN0N
EMiNEM
EVANESANCE
FAB0L0US
FALL 0UT B0Y
FERGiE
FiVE
F0RT MiN0R
FRANKiE J
GiNUWiNE
G00D CHARL0TTE
G00 G00 D0LLS
GREEN DAY
GUNS & R0SES
HARDSELL
HAWTH0RNE HEiGHTS
HELL0 G00DBYE
HiLARY DUFF
H.i.M
HiNDER
iNCUBUS
JESSi MCCARTNEY
J0 J0
JPARiS
JULiEN - K
JUSTiN TiMBERLAKE
KELLY CLARKS0N
KENNY CHESNEY
K0RN
LEANN RiMES
LF0
LiL J0HN
LiL WAYNE
LiNKiN PARK
LL0YD BANKS
L0ST PR0PHETS
L0NESTAR
LYFE JENNiNGS
MADiNA LAKE
MAD0NNA
MANDY M00RE
MiND C0NTR0L
MY CHEMiCAL R0MANCE
MYA
NELLY
NELLY F
NE-Y0
NiCKELBACK
N0 D0UBT / GWEN S
0FFSPRiNG
0NE REPUBLiC
PANiC AT THE DiSC0
PAPA R0ACH
P-DiDDY
PiNK
PRETTY RiCKY
PUSSY CAT D0LLS
RASCAL FLATTS
RED H0T CHiLi PEPPERS
RE0 SPEEDWAG0N
RiHANNA
R0B Z0MBiE
SA0SiN
SAVAGE GARDEN
SEETHER
SENSES FAiL
SEC0NDHAND SERENADE
SiMPLE PLAN
SKiLLET
SN00P D0G
SUM 41
SYSTEM 0F A D0WN
STAiND
STAT Q0U
ST0NE S0UR
TAKiNG BACK SUNDAY
TAKE THE CR0WN
TiMBALAND
THE C0L0R FRED
THE D0NNAS
THE FRAY
THE RED JUMPSUiT APPARATUS
THE USED
THE VER0NiCAS
THREE DAYS GRACE’
THREE D00RS D0WN
T-PAiN
TYRESE
USHER
V00 D00 BLUE
WESTLiFE
YELL0W CARD
Y0UNG JEZZY

ND L0TS M0RE 0F DiFFERENT TYPES 0F MUSiC

C0NCERTS iVE BEEN T0

Movies:

» THE N0TEB00K<3 «
» A WALK T0 REMEMBER «
» A CINDERELLA ST0RY «
» 8 MiLE «
» H0W T0 DEAL «
» BLUE CRUSH «
» C0ACH CARTER «
» REMEMBER THE TiTANS «
» MEAN GiRLS «
» BRiNG iT 0N (ALL 0F THEM) «
» JAW BREAKER «
» RAiSE Y0UR V0iCE «
» THE FAST ND THE FURi0US «
» 2 FAST 2 FURi0US «
» FAST ND FURi0US T0KY0 «
» EN0UGH «
» THiRTEEN «
» STEP UP «
» JUST MY LUCK «
» FiRST DAUGHTER «
» SHES THE MAN «
» WAR 0F THE W0RLD «
» CR0SS R0ADS «
» i LiKE NE L0VE ST0RY THEiR THE BEST <3 «
» ACTi0N «
» H0RROR «
» ND C0MEDiES «

Television:

» MTV «
» FUSE «
» DEGRASSi «
» iNSTANT STAR «
» LAGUNA BEACH «
» NEXT «
» MTV2 «
» SUMMERLAND «
» 0NE 0N 0NE «
» ANY L0VE/DRAMA SH0WS THERE AWS0ME «

Books:

» & YES i D0 READ L0VE ST0RiES WHEN i FEEL LiKE iT «
» ND N0 JUST BECAUSE Y0U READ S0METiMES D0ESNT MEAN ANYTHiNG «
» H0W D0 i L0VE THEE «
» DEAR J0HN «
» TiME T0 LET G0 «
» SiXTEEN AND DYiNG «
» NEXT SUMMER «
» SUMMER B0YS «
» A M0THERS GiFT «
» THE WRiTE STUFF «
» PERFECT STRANGERS «
» MESSAGE iN A B0TTLE «
» & MANY M0RE THAT i CAN'T THiNK 0F «

Heroes:

» MiA HAMM «
» W0MENS S0CCER TEAM «
» ND FEW 0THERS. «
QU0TES

Im that girl thats always happy ;;
the one who never has problems,
& when I do, they dont get to me.
Everyone sees me as the one they can count on
to put a smile on their face
cause as far as they know,
I always have one on mine.
No one looks any deeper than that
I didnt want to start caring about someone like you like that,
& I know its too late to tell you that I even cared at all in the first place.
But just see it as this, I did like you & well none of this makes sense right now,
I just don..t want to get hurt.
So if those moments meant anything to you, like they did to me,
then well I hope you speak up cause otherwise
I just think I should walk away from all of this.
I think that..s the best thing to do.
Im the type of girl who will
have her heart broken a million times
& still some how manages to love the next
more than she did the guy before!
Im the type of girl who will
fall for a guy she barely knows;
Who will listen to a love song
& see his face;
Who will look for him wherever she goes.
Im the type of girl who doesnt get over things easily;
Who will beat herself up when someone doesnt love her back;
Who will cry herself to sleep cause she feels shes not good enough.
But Im also the type of girl whos strong;
Who can cry her eyes out
then forbid them to come back the next morning;
Who will blast some old pop song
& sing at the top of her lungs cause she feels like it;
Who will be no one but herself.
it's been too long, & i say i'm over you.
we both know it's a lie. you love me too.
& we'll keep running back to each other.
we're known as bad habits, not easy to break.
once you expose your deepest fear
fear has no power.
I would have done anything in the world
to make you happy.
If you only gave me a chance to
show you that
when I see him; his smile, those eyes, just everything about him,
I end up loving him just as much as I did before I stopped.
I guess once you love someone, & admit it, theres no
crossing back. Its a line that will forever stay embedded
deep within your heart, cause once you have loved someone,
it doesnt go away..youre forced to care.
I tried to move on.
I really did.
I tried to tell myself that you don..t want me
& I cant have you anymore. I tried so hard.
But how can you let go of the only person who makes you
happy? The only person who makes you feel alive?
The only reason you..re still here?
You can..t just let go of someone like that.
& iTS N0T THE FALL THAT KiLLS Y0U;
iTS THE SUDDEN ST0P AT THE [ ( E N D ) ]
WANTED:
one boy who will make my dreams come true.
one boy who will love me no matter what i do.
someone that i can hug, who won..t break my heart.
who will know how to treat me right from the start.
i used to be a strong girl.
but a lot has changed,
a lot has happened,
& i've had to deal with so
much more than anyother person
should ever have to go through,
& you know something?
i finally broke.
everything around me crashed,
& i fell right with it.
i'm not that strong anymore.
If you're going to love me, love me deeply.
If you're going to break my heart, then break it all.
If you're going to care, carefor me completely.
If you decide not to hold me, then just let me fall.
If you're going to stay, then stay forever;
If you want to leave, then do it today.
If you're going to change, change for the better.
& if you're going to talk, please mean what you say
I SMILE AND ACT LIKE NOTHINGS WRONG-
itscalledputtingshit ♥
ASIDE AND BEING .. ----»» [ STRONG ]
to her he’s EVERYTHiNG
but to him she’s just
a n o t h e r g i r l<3
& ALL SHE REALLY WANTED
WAS SOMEBODY THAT CARED
I GUESS THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS IN THE END..
YOU START THINKING ABOUT THE BEGINNING.
YOUR LIFE IS A BOOK; DON’T JUMP TO THE END
TO SEE IF IT’S WORTH IT.
JUST ENJOY LIFE.
& MAKE THOSE PAGES FILLED WITH
BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES.
THERE IS ALWAYS S0ME0NE BETTER THEN Y0U. THERE IS ALWAYS S0ME0NE PRETTIER THEN Y0U. THERE IS ALWAYS S0ME0NE M0RE TALENTED THEN Y0U. THERE IS ALWAYS S0ME0NE SMARTER THEN Y0U. THERE IS ALWAYS S0ME0NE 0NE STEP AHEAD 0F Y0U... BUT THE GIRL WH0 IS BETTER THEN Y0U, MAY BE JUST THE L0NELIEST PERS0N. THE GIRL WH0 IS PRETTIER THEN Y0U MAY N0T BE S0 PRETTY 0N THE INSIDE. THE PERS0N SMARTER THEN Y0U, MAY N0T HAVE THE L0VE Y0U RECIEVE FR0M OTHERS. S0 NEVER EVER BE THE JEAL0US 0NE. L0VE WHAT Y0U HAVE. CAUSE 0NCE ITS G0NE.. ITS G0NE F0REVER
S0METIMES, N0 MATTER H0W MUCH FAITH WE HAVE, WE L0SE PE0PLE. BUT WE NEVER F0RGET THEM. & S0METIMES, IT'S TH0SE MEM0RIES THAT GIVE US THE FAITH T0 G0 0N
THERES S0ME0NE 0UT THERE F0R EVERY0NE, EXCEPT THiS iS LiKE THE W0RLDS LARGEST GAME 0F HiDE ND G0 SEEK, ND Y0U BET THAT B0Y F0UND THE BEST HiDiNG SP0T THERE ND HES WAiTiNG F0R Y0U T0 FiND HiM. 0R BETTER YET, MAYBE HE'LL GET TiRED 0F WAiTiNG ND FiND Y0U iNSTEAD.
WHEN i L00K BACK T0 THE BEGiNNING i THINK 0F Y0UR SMiLE. i THiNK 0F H0W F0R A M0MENT LiFE WAS W0RTHWHiLE. i THiNK 0F THE WAY Y0U HELD MY HAND, KiSSED ME S0FTLY, & C0ULD ALWAYS UNDERSTAND. i THiNK 0F THE DAY Y0U L00KED AT ME & 0UR EYES MET. THESE ARE THE THiNGS iLL NEVER FORGET. BUT N0W WHEN i SEE MY REFLECTION & i L00K iNT0 MY 0WN EYES, i THINK 0F H0W i L0ST Y0U. H0W WE L0ST EACH 0THER. i KN0W 0NE DAY Y0U WiLL BE BREAKING HEARTS iN HEAVEN.
THE IR0NY 0F L0VE ;; IS L0VING THE RIGHT PERS0N AT THE WR0NG TIME AND HAVING THE WR0NG PERS0N WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT., FINDING 0UT Y0U SOME0NE RIGHT AFTER THAT PERS0N WALKS 0UT 0F Y0UR LIFE, ;; S0METIMES Y0U THINK THAT Y0UR REALLY 0VER SOMEB0DY BUT WHEN THEY SMILE AT Y0U, Y0U SUDDENLY REALIZE THAT Y0UR JUST PRETENDING T0 BE 0VER THEM JUST T0 EASE THE PAIN 0F KN0WING THAT Y0UR N0T.' ..S0METIMES S0MEONE IS L0VED T0 MUCH && THE 0THER PERS0N IS L0VED T0 LITTLE :; S0 THERES A PIECE 0F ADVICE: -- LET G0 WHEN Y0UR HURTING T0 MUCH, GIVE UP WHEN L0VE ISNT EN0UGH, && M0VE 0N WHEN THINGS ARENT LIKE BEFORE.
0NCE Y0UVE BEEN HURT, Y0UR S0 SCARED T0 GET ATTACHED AGAiN LiKE Y0U HAVE THiS FEAR THAT EVERY PERS0N Y0U START T0 FALL F0R iS G0NNA BREAK Y0UR HEART
IF Y0U NEED T0 FALL APART, I CAN MEND Y0UR BR0KEN HEART. REMEMBER THIS FACT ; I'M HERE T0 KEEP Y0U 0N TRACK. LET'S STAY TRUE UNTIL THE END, I L0VE Y0U ALL, MY VERY BEST FRIENDS<3
THR0UGH0UT LIFE Y0U WILL MEET 0NE PERS0N WH0 IS UNLIKE ANY 0THER. THIS PERS0N IS THE 0NE Y0U C0ULD F0REVER TALK T0. THEY UNDERSTAND Y0U IN A WAY THAT N0 ONE ELSE D0ES 0R EVER C0ULD. THIS PERS0N IS Y0UR S0UL MATE AND BEST FRIEND. D0N'T EVER LET HIM G0.
STUCK BETWEEN TWO ;; WHO WOULD YOU CHOOSE? THE ONE THAT YOU LOVE , OR THE ONE THAT LOVES YOU?
OLD FOLKS SITTING ON A FRONT PORCH SWING STILL HOLDING HANDS LIKE THEY WERE SIXTEEN FIFTY GOOD YEARS; THEY WERE A LOVER'S DREAM... ...THAT COULD BE YOU AND ME<3
WALK A LITTLE CLOSER TO ME. FEEL MY HEART BEAT. I'LL SHOW YOU WHO I REALLY AM. YOU'LL BE ON THE EDGE OF YOUR SEAT. <3
I WANT TO BE HIS FRIEND, I REALLY DO BUT ITS SO HARD WHEN ALL I EVER WANTED WAS TO BE SO MUCH MORE.
I'M AFRAID OF NOT HAVING ENOUGH TIME. NOT ENOUGH TIME TO UNDERSTAND PEOPLE, HOW THEY REALLY ARE, OR HOW TO BE UNDETSTOOD MYSELF. I'M AFRAID OF QUICK JUDGEMENTS AND MISTAKES THAT EVERYBODY MAKES. YOU CAN'T FIX THEM WITHOUT TIME.
MADE THE CHOICE TO FINALLY LET GO BECAUSE MY HEART CAN'T STAND THIS PAIN ANY LONGER. IT'S TIME FOR MY LAST TEAR TO FALL && FOR ME TO SMILE AGAIN
& WHEN I'M WITH YOU; I FEEL THAT'S WHERE I BELONG. AND HONESTLY, THAT'S THE ONLY PLACE I WANNA BE.
& LOVE IS NEEDING SOMEONE. LOVE IS PUTTING UP WITH SOMEONE'S BAD QUALITIES BECAUSE THEY SOMEHOW COMPLETE YOU
& NOW I REGRET THE DAY WE MET PLEASE, LET ME FORGET YOUR NAME
HAVE YOU EVER HAD ONE OF THOSE DAYS... WHERE YOU FELT LIKE NOTHING COULD GO RITE... NO ONE COULD MAKE IT BETTER... AND THEN THAT ONE PERSON THAT YOU TRUELY LOVE... FINALLY GETS ON THE INTERNET OR CALLS YOU... AND YOU KNOW THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE JUST FINE.
I MUST BE A PRETTY GOOD LIAR FOR YOU TO THINK THAT I REALLY JUST WANNA BE FRIENDSS
SOMETIMES YOU JUST HAVE TO REALIZE THAT YOU CAN'T HAVE IT ALL, AND YOU CAN'T FIX WHAT YOU'VE DONE, YOU NEED TO MOVE ON AND TRY TO BE HAPPY, EVEN IF IT'S THE HARDEST THING YOU'LL EVER DO
YOU WILL NEVER KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I..VE LAID IN MY BED ALL NIGHT JUST THINKING ABOUT HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME && HOW MUCH I L O V E YOU
L0VEiNG S0ME 0NE iS 0NE THiNG, BEiNG L0VED BY S0ME0NE iS AN0THER, BUT BEiNG L0VED BY THE PERS0N Y0U L0VE; THATS JUST [ E V E R Y T H i N G ]
I THINK I NOTICED WHEN THINGS STARTED TO CHANGE. THE HUGS WERE QUICKER, THE PHONE CALLS SHORTER AND THEY WEREN'T EVERY NIGHT. WE DIDN'T HURRY TO THE PLACE WHERE WE SAID WE'D MEET. THE 'I LOVE YOUS' FELT MORE LIKE A FORCED, DAILY ROUTINE, AND REALLY HAD NO MEANING. WHEN WE SAW EACH OTHER, THE SMILES WEREN'T AS BRIGHT, OR AS BIG. OUR THOUGHTS WEREN'T ONLY OF EACH OTHER. WE SEEMED UNINTERESTED, WE FELT UNLOVED. WE HAD TOO MANY DOUBTS.