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Christa

I remain, in shadows growing wings

About Me

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My Interests



I'd like to meet:

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Music:



I cannot leave here, I cannot stay, Forever haunted, more than afraid, Asphyxiate on words I would say, I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue,There are no flowers, no not this time, There'll be no angels gracing the lines, Just these stark words, I find, I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak, I'd share with you could I only speak, Just how much this, hurts me,I cannot stay here, I cannot leave, Just like all I loved, I'm make-believe, Imagined heart, I disappear, Seems...no one will appear here and make me real,There are no flowers, no, not this time, There will be no angels gracing the lines, Just these stark words I find, I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak, I'd share with you could I only speak, Just how much this hurts me,I'd tell you how it haunts me, I'd tell you how it haunts me, (cuts through my day, as i sink into my dreams) I'd tell you that it haunts me, (cuts through my day, as i sink into my dreams) You don't care that it haunts me,Oh! There are no flowers, no, not this time, There will be no angels gracing the lines, Just these stark words I find, I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak, I'd share with you could I only speak, Just how much this hurts me, Just how much this hurts me, Just how much you... -A.F.I. -"This Time Imperfect"

Books:

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is youhere is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars aparti carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) ee Cummings

Heroes:

"The Jersey girl: A lover of an unpretentious good time and a certain sense of style. Jersey girls are about attitude. They're about eatin pizza, drinkin beer, havin great hair and enjoyin it all. She's got a mouth on her. She says what she means. And she's got a nice, cheerful laugh. bottom line, all of them are sexy as hell." -The Star Ledger"

My Blog

as for me, I wish I was anywhere with anyone making out

DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL "Screaming Infidelities"I'm missing your bedI never sleepAvoiding the spots where we'd have to speak,And this bottle of beastIs taking me homeI'm cuddling closeTo blankets and s...
Posted by Christa on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 02:35:00 PST

Just give me your hands and I'll let you feel the wounds they put in me

A.F.I. 37mm Bring your secrets to me.Just give me your hands and I'll let you feel the wounds they put in me.If you believe in me, how can I be dissolving?If you'd believe me, I'd tell you everythingD...
Posted by Christa on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 06:19:00 PST

I need you defenseless, dependent, and alone

Taking Back Sunday"One-Eighty By Summer"Go on just say it, You need me like a bad habit, One that leaves you defenseless, dependent, and alone.Go on just say it (Are you afraid to), You need me like a...
Posted by Christa on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 06:47:00 PST

And silently sparkled my own way

Now the World A.F.I.   Summer, I painted a scene that lit the stars for me.                        Said, "I can erase it for you dear."...
Posted by Christa on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 06:17:00 PST