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About Me

I'm barely twenty , and all I've learnt from life is that nothing is worth the pain, We're sliding into time ,knowing some people and forgetting others . I've learnt to open my heart to those i used to ignore before , those i ignored fearing i get attached too much to them , fearing they'll influence me , cos i found out that no matter what u do , u'll always get attached n it might be with the wrong ones ! It's just life anyway, we're meant to try every thing , meant to suffer , to fall, so then finally feel the satisfaction of living a good day .
I'm appreciating more my good days now that i finally understood that "FUCK OFF " , every one is dying , n every one is meant to nothingness so why care !
I've been blind , didn't see that compared to others i had every thing i could ever wish for, and as any normal human , i kept asking for more. I no more do ,I'll simply take what is meant to be mine n reject the scum .

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Metalheads and all those whom think that music is the only reason to keep struggling n continue to live. N by good music i don't mean the "move ur hips stuff" i mean the " BANG UR HEAD" master peaces.But if u gimme the chance to chose three people (dead or alive) i'll choose Chuck Schuldiners, Johann Hegg and Paco de Lucia( yes i know he's not a metal head still he's such a great guitarist)

My Blog

Zoom ,boum and badaboum

Hum hum Damn Life is so funny, it's a continuous comedy and guess what , I'm he main actor . Last year in this same period , I've been dumped with a text message , today i'v been dumped in msn . Well...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Jul 2008 12:42:00 GMT

life sucks

Hate all the man kind, it's nothing but another failure, nothing but more hate to feel towards humans, nothing but desillusion.Again, i've given my faith , my trust to people who doesn't deserve it, t...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 03:21:00 GMT

at least!

I have my ticket , I'm going to that fest n i'll have fun!If it was up to me (if i were the organiser) I would have booked Amon Amarth , Cryptopsy, Therion ( that's for Lemuria ), Dream Theatre (for ...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 08:21:00 GMT

Single n free again YESSSS

Mr shitty Yoghurt ( some will call him my ex boyfriend) have no courage to tell me that he wants to split so he sends a text message .I myself told him ( I sent an sms too , he's not worth the c...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 18:07:00 GMT

enfin

Enfin le supplice est fini, j'ai eut mon resultat du bac mais j'en suis pas satisfaite (15.10 sur 20) avec un peu de chance je devrai pouvoir obtenir la medecine dentaire sinon je devrai me conenter d...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 13:51:00 GMT

grrrrrrr

It's over , so over . Sitting for the exams is so over , still i have to wait two weeks to know wether i'll have o kill my self or party ( in the dark with some jerks with some beers) to the end of my...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 08:57:00 GMT

no life

Still two weeks n then i'll be free, free to sleep all day long , to date , to go to concerts ( even if this year we'll only have some doom bands it's so better than the local ones) , to go out with m...
Posted by on Fri, 25 May 2007 03:08:00 GMT

tired

heven't slept enought for the last month, studuing n sleepless nights have changed my skin; i'm always tired n I cannot concentrate on any thing else but books.turning mad , i feel so fool. When i tal...
Posted by on Tue, 01 May 2007 07:53:00 GMT

trouble again

Today I woke up sick ( I have the flu) n was hesitating tll the last minute wether I should go or not, I finally dressed up n walked in the damnation way. I was entring throught Hellheim gate when I h...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 07:39:00 GMT

myescape

finally did it. I left that hell n my emprisoner. I lef hoe n I'm a hundred miles away so I'm safe n feel so good. Every thing has changed: no more friends , no more routine n that's why I'm positive ...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 03:23:00 GMT