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Nicki

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About Me


Create Your Own PaloozaHead - Visit Lollapalooza.comOk, since there has been a dramatic change in my life recently, I figured I should update my profile. Many (ok well not TOO many, lol) years ago, I came face to face with a boy who looked right into my eyes and completely stole my heart. We were inseparable and I was so in love with him. I was 14 years old. We dated for quite some time and I was so happy. Then, it happened. He graduated high school and we broke up. I was devastated. We kept in touch for a few years but we eventually drifted apart. I married shortly after our last conversation and had my son, Alec, not too long after that. I found out he had married and had two boys of his own. I never stopped thinking of him and I never stopped loving him. I wondered every day if I would ever see him again. Not a day went by where I didn't want to be with him again. He was the love of my life, my soul mate. I knew it with every ounce of my heart that he was the man I was meant to be with. Yet, I couldn't find him. Nothing hurts worse than that. You move on, you meet new people, and you do love again. But it is never the same and you never forget. The love you have for others never comes close to the love you have for your soul mate. I guess you just settle for what you believe your life is suppose to be like. That's what I did. I lived every day, pushed through some very tough times, had some great times, and loved to the best of my ability. I kept him deep inside of my heart. Until one day, while living at my best friend Jamie's house, I decided to just put his name into myspace search and see what happens. OMFG!!! There he was, right before my eyes! I'm telling you, I could have fainted! I sent him a message immediately, along with a friend's request. We talked a few times, hit a speed bump with him being in a relationship, but we got through it. One awesome Thursday he showed up at my door and every feeling I have been holding deep inside came flooding back! It was incredible. I finally had my Brandon back after 16 years of waiting, hoping, and praying to see him again. We have not separated since that Thursday in June and my life could not be better!! I love him more than anyone could ever comprehend. He has not changed a bit. He is still the handsome wonderful man I remember him being. And he loves me with everything he is and everthing he has. He understands me and respects me like no other. He makes me laugh all of the time. We have the greatest time together. There is no feeling like it!! I love you, Brandon. I have always loved you. I promise you not a day will go by the rest of your life where you will ever question how much you are loved. Thank you for always loving me. I love you, baby, and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you!Layout made by Jamie

My Interests

Spending time with my son, alcoholic beverages, playing poker, fishing (the result of 4 older brothers and no sisters) and watching football (also the result of 4 older brothers, lol)!! GO BEARS!

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Dedicated to my brother Wayne. I will never forget to remember you! I love you, my bro. Rest In Peace
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Name: Nicki
Birthday: 6-25
Birthplace: Kankakee, IL
Current Location: Watseka, IL blah
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: blonde
Height: 5'7"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: French
The Shoes You Wore Today: slippers...hahaha
Your Weakness: a great kiss
Your Fears: being alone and spiders
Your Perfect Pizza: pepperoni and mushroom with extra cheese...yummy
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Its kinda personal
Your Most Overused Phrase On An Instant Messenger: lol and wtf
First Thoughts When Waking Up: i dont think so homie
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes
Your Bedtime: whenever i am tired
Your Most Missed Memory: holding my son when he was a baby and my brother Wayne
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: MacDonalds
Single or Group Dates: either is cool
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate... duh
Cappucciono or Coffee: Cappucciono
Do you Smoke: unfortunately
Do you Swear: all the time =(
Do you Sing: yep but you dont wanna hear it
Do you Shower Daily: of course....duh
Have you Been in Love: ummmm yeah
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: been there done that...not sure if i trust that whole thing again
Do you belive in youself: sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: kindof
Are You a Health Freak: ummm NO
Do you get along with your Parents: yep
Do you like Thunderstorms: I love them!!!
Do you play an Instrument: noooo
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: haha....no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: not a whole box...geez
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:
In the past month have you been on Stage: no thank god for you all
In the past month ahve you gone Skinny Dipping: unfortunately no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been called a Tease: hell yes
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: probably
How do you want to Die: in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I havent accomplished anything I wanted to
What country would you most like to Visit: Italy
In a Boy/Girl...
Favourite Eye Color: green or dark dark brown
Favourite Hair Color: doesnt matter
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: doesnt matter
Weight: not too chubby
Best Clothing Style: laid back/comfortable
Number of CD's I own: alot
Number of Piercings: just my ears pierced
Number of Tattoos: none =( I'm a wimp!
Number of things in my Past I Regret: not enough space to list them here =p haha

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Music:


I like a wide variety of music but I mainly listen to country. Some of my other favs are System of a Down, Nickelback, Chris Daughtry, Three Doors Down....etc.

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Movies:

The Notebook is my all time favorite movie. I like scary movies too...if I have someone to watch them with!!Photo and video editing at www.OneTrueMedia.com

Television:

Football, House,Grey's Anatomy, and I am a court TV junkie.

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Happy Happy Turkey Day!!

    HAPPY TURKEY                 DAY!!! JAMIE, YOU ARE WEARING ME OUT!!!  I'M EXHAUSTED!  ...
Posted by Nicki on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 04:58:00 PST