FireLightEyes - ProfilesArchive

About Me

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~I often wonder what it is that makes me unique. Then I remember that I, for one, love myself. At times I can be complicated and reserved. I tend to love with everything I have. My children are the most important thing in my life. They keep me going and brighten my every day. I love them with every fiber of my being. I should mention that I find pleasure in creative outlets such as writing poetry. I spend a large amount of time with my family. It's not because I have to or feel obligated, but rather because I find them amazing. I have dealt with things in my life that no one should ever have to go through and it has made me a stronger (and I hope wiser) person. People tend to either love me or hate me. I really do not care which way you feel. Thank you to all the friends and family who have helped and supported me along the way. And to the people who were a hindrance or harmful in my life.....you know where to go, right? If you know me, then perhaps you understand all this. If you don't know me and would like to...drop a line. I wish hope for those who feel hopeless and passion for those with lack luster emotion. Maybe I am not unique after all, then again I might just be.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

..........I will explain who I'd like to meet the only way I know how. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~Surrender is a powerful word. Its runs counter to everything I have been taught. I fought for dominance and strove to be the best. But after being unhappy for a long time I learned that winning is an illusion- a mirage. What happens if I give up, if I surrender willingly. Maybe this universe is not made to be dominated. It's an incomprehensible vastness which created us and to which we will return. So I surrender to the sea of bliss in which I could drown. This is an ever changing, every swirling, constantly moving sea. Surrender as I fall into the thundering, flowing waves below and above. I surrender, I yield, I give up my power with the hope that you will not use it to harm me. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ I wish to meet people with whom I can be vulnerable. I want to meet the kind of people that will not take advantage of me when I allow my guard to drop. If you are one of these people then I wish to know you and thank you. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Fear Me, Love Me, Do As I Say, And I Will Be Your Slave!

My Blog

One Quick Bite

One Quick BiteThere once was this guyTo me he seemed shyBut his heart was brokeThen to mine it spokeOf the hurts we sharedOur pains were pairedHe had lost his lady loveI was hurt from the shoveHe told...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Aug 2009 13:58:00 GMT

Pretender

PretenderWhy do you think I should careAbout the way you wear your hairDressing up in your very bestYou just look like all the restYou wanted me to see the real youWell then you should know, I doYou a...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Jul 2009 18:14:00 GMT

Hold Me

Hold MeI want to be held. No little hug will doI want to be held as if I belong to youSwaying together in the moonlightFeeling your arms wrap me so tightI want to be held tight and never let goTight e...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Jul 2009 02:30:00 GMT

One Nights Embrace

~*~One Nights Embrace~*~Laying together side by sideFeelings are left from the rideKissing your palm and neckYou give my forehead a peckSnuggling closer to your heatThe places where bodies meetSkin to...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Jun 2009 02:36:00 GMT

Forgiveness Wishes

Forgiveness WishesYour words make me weepWith tears on my cheekThinking begins to hurtMascara drips on my shirtThis pain is so realPain on and on I feelMy blood runs so coldThe spirit has been soldNot...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Apr 2009 01:25:00 GMT

So Many, So Little

So Many, So LittleSo many things, So little timeWhere are you but in my mindSo many thoughts, So little spaceWithout you I am without graceSo many smiles, So little painYou made my life better againSo...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Apr 2009 21:32:00 GMT

Vibrance

VibranceI'm looking at a picture of grayEvery little shade, black to whiteThings so cloaked in dark of nightI try to find color but it fades awayOnly the colors in my mind pave the wayShifting from gr...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Apr 2009 21:18:00 GMT

Home Is A Porch Swing

Home Is A Porch SwingAs I sit on this narrow porch swingI watch the horses run the ringThoughts from my mind driftMy heart and soul begin to liftThe country air and night skySlowly flood my sense as I...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Apr 2009 20:50:00 GMT

Who I See

Who I See .Being led to believe that this is meWho can this be, this girl I seeThe one in the mirror wearing my faceThose sad brown eyes that I can't placeThe smile turned simply upside downAlmost alw...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Apr 2009 20:41:00 GMT

For You

For You, My LoveThroughout these glorious daysI have seen your tempting waysLuring me with your stareStartling me with your careA heart as pure as a lilies first bloomIn an empty soul you found roomNo...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 18:38:00 GMT