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Someday ill show you who I really am, but for now... This is me:I don’t know what I want right now but im working finding it out. My eyes are a shade of Ocean BlueIm trying to find all the neat things in life and you join me.I've recently thought about the best times of my life. Things like that are not meant to last.Every time I lose someone I lose a part of myself. I often find myself running from my past and problems.I smile when I think about the people who enjoy my Presence. I think its cute when girls blush when they laugh.I could listen to good music forever. I've always wanted a perfect life.Regret is what I have when I lose someone and remember.... all the times I was mad at them when we could’ve had fun together.I think girls with red hair look especially good in green.No one really knows the real me, few people ever did. Some people are worth remembering ex.(My Father) you’ll find that out one day sadly.I realized too late what I really need to be happy.I don't lable anyone. I just spelt "label" wrong.I don't quite know what's most important to me anymore.I mostly don’t know any of my family, only the immediate ones.I want to go back and change everything. I'm not the same person I once was.I haven't always made the right decisions. I'm learning to live again. I sleep late in the day because I don't really have any reason to get up)unless I have work to do.Living well is the best revenge. I try my hardest to be kind to everyone I meet.I don't really count on people because I always get let down. I treat everyone that talks to me like my friend.So don't be a total stranger.People shouldn't be so mean to others. There's a perfect time for everything.I don't very much know who I am. But if you try you could find something worth while.I'd like to think I'm a nice person. How I feel has a lot to do with the people around me. I want to see her again(the girl of my dreams.)I want to travel the world.When I'm not listening to music, im still wanting to listen to. I hate fights and miss my dad.that I'll never see again. But if I could I would trade the world for one touch and his insight.I've lost sight of what love is. I think everyone should find their own answers.I'm not a morning person, but if I get to see or do something I love I am. I don't know where my real friends went to.I'm a kind of orphan. And a product of too much loss.Im not a stranger to a certain kind of failure.If you need someone to talk to I'm a great listener. I meet lots of people and I've never been good with names.There's not a lot of people I can rely on. And fewer that I can trust.I'll speak the truth or nothing at all. I'm extremely persistent.Sometimes I want to give up. I'm afraid that one day I might.I don't let people in anymore.I could do without memories. And I'm thankful for the ones I've forgottenEveryone needs a hero, I’m Glad to say I currently have 2 My Dad and my Brother.Until we meet..