" Imma A Giver, Not A Taker " profile picture

" Imma A Giver, Not A Taker "

ITS NEVER TOO LATE TO FIGHT FOR SOMETHING THAT'S IMPORTANT TO YOU !!!

About Me

"i gave U everything, & never asked for nothing in return but Ur love" Must be nice, Having someone who understands the life you live, Must be nice Having someone who's slow to take and quick to give, Must be nice Having someone who sticks around when the rough times get thick, someone who's smile is bright enough to make the projects feel like a mansion, Must be nice Having someone who loves you despite your faults, Must be nice Having someone who talks the talk but also walks the walk, Must be nice Having someone who understands that a thug has feelings too, someone who loves you for sho' you just remember to never let 'em go. Even when your hustling days are gone, Must be nice Having someone you can come home to from a long day of work, Must be nice Having someone you don't have to show they know exactly where it hurts, Must be nice Having someone who trusts you despite what they've heard, Someone as mighty as a lion but still as gentle as a bluebird, Must be nice Having someone you don't have to tell you don't want to be alone Must be nice Having someone you can grow old with until God calls ya'll home Must be nice someone who loves you for sho' you never let 'em go. ^ June 16, 2007^ *^^^^^^^^ ( My night out with Maggie.. ) ^^^^^^^^^*I didn't know nothing I was stupid I was foolish I was lying to myself I couldn't have fathomed that I would ever Be without your love Never imagined I'd be Sitting here beside myself'Guess I didn't know you 'Guess I didn't know me But I thought I knew everything I never felt The feeling that I'm feeling Now that I don't Hear your voice Or have your touch and kiss your lips 'Cause I don't have a choice Oh, what I wouldn't give To have you lying by my side Right here, 'cause babyWhen you left I lost a part of me It's still so hard to believe Come back baby please, 'cause We belong together Who else am I gonna lean on When times get rough? Who's gonna talk to me on the phone Till the sun comes up? Who's gonna take your place? There ain't nobody better We belong togetherI can't sleep at night When you are on my mind I only think of you And it's breaking my heart I'm trying to keep it together But I'm falling apart I'm feeling all out of my element I'm throwing things Crying Trying to figure out Where the hell I went wrong The pain reflected in this song Ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside I need you Need you back in my life baby 6/20/2007

My Interests

"when you have your chance to tell them what's on your mind you should take it. when you have the chance to give them a hug reach out and do it. when you have that chance to tell them you love them, say it. when you have that chance to give 'em that small kiss, go with it. when you spend the time with them.. do not take it for granted. cause the time will fly by and you just wish you could stop time. cause where you are is exactly where you want to be." - 6/12/07---6/10/07---6/23/07- 6/23/07

I'd like to meet:

"Love takes time... and time makes love grow stronger.. " you can only do all that you can do and be happy for trying, you can only hate yourself for not trying at all. say what's on your mind & say what's in your heart. when you love someone you show them you care, don't forget them completly. you can't forget the person(s) that have been there for you through it all and who continuously want to be there for you. in this world we want to gain more friends then enemies. show the same respect to those that you call friend as much respect as you would want them to show you. we should not live life with regret.. but regret not doing what we should of done or what we should of said. I'll always love you and keep u close to my heart.... - "cherish those fond memories you had with the one you love, cause those memories can't be re-lived, but new memories can be made.." --- "FORGET NOT THE ONE YOU LOVE, BUT ALL THE BAD THINGS THAT HAPPENED BETWEEN YOU.... that's what keeps a friendship going"

Music:

"I HAVE DONE A LOT OF THINKING THESE PAST 4 STRENUOUS WEEKS.. AND I HAVE LEARNED PATIENCE IS A GOOD THING. I LEARNED ABOUT MYSELF AND MY LIMITATIONS... AND HOW FAR I COULD GO.... YOU LEARN PATIENCE THROUGH TIME, AND TAKING THE TIME TO FIND YOURSELF WHEN YOUR LOST.. LOVE IS A POWERFUL THING ITS A POWERFUL EMOTION WHEN IT IS TRULY FELT. IT ISN'T SOMETHING THAT YOU CAN TURN OFF AND ON WHENEVER YOU PLEASE. IF YOU CAN DO THAT .. THEN I'M SORRY YOU WEREN'T REALLY IN LOVE. LOVE GROWS AS TIME PASSES ON... IT GETS STRONGER THROUGH ALL THE TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS. SOMETIMES YOU NEED SHIT TO HAPPEN AND THAT'S WHERE YOU FIND OUT MORE ABOUT YOURSELF AND WHO YOU ARE, AND IF WHO YOU ARE IS WHAT YOU ARE HAPPY WITH? IF NOT CHANGE IT... YOU CAN ONLY TRULY BE HAPPY WITH YOURSELF AND YOUR LIFE IF YOU ARE HONEST WITH YOURSELF. THE ONE PERSON YOU CANNOT FOOL IN THIS WORLD IS YOUR SELF AND YOUR EMOTIONS. THOSE THINGS ARE REAL AND SOMETHING THAT SHOULDN'T BE MESSED WITH. I HAVE BEEN PATIENT FOR ALONG TIME BUT SOMETIMES TOO EAGER TO GET SOMETHING GOING OR PRESSURRING SOMETHING OR SOMEONE TO GET MOVING. BUT I FOUND OUT I CAN'T DO THAT. IT JUST DOESN'TWORK THAT WAY. LIFE DON'T WORK THAT WAY. THINGS TAKE TIME TO DEVELOP..... THINGS TAKE TIME TO FIX. PACE YOURSELF DON'T RUSH, INTO MAKING BAD DECISIONS ALL BASED ON YOUR CURRENT MOOD EVEN THOUGH AT THAT POINT THAT DECISION MAY SEEM LIKE THE BEST ONE.. IT MIGHT NOT BE AFTER YOU COME BACK TO REALITY. AND YOU COULD REGRET IT. DON'T MAKE QUICK DECISIONS OR JUDGE A SITUATION TO QUICKLY.. THAT'S HOW BAD THINGS HAPPEN ... AND ITS ALWAYS TO GOOD PEOPLE.... BUT WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES.. AND MISTAKES AREN'T ALWAYS FIXABLE BUT THEY ARE FORGIVEABLE.. LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO HOLD GRUDGES AND HOLD ON TO NEGATIVE THINGS.. IF WE DWELL IN ALL OF LIFE'S NEGAVTIVITY WE ARE LETTING SOMETHING OR SOMEONE GREAT PASS US RIGHT BY. THERE AREN'T THAT MANY GOOD PEOPLE LEFT IN THIS WORLD THESE DAYS. SOMETIMES YOU GET LUCKY AND FIND THAT ONE THAT IS JUST PERFECT YOU ... AND THEY MAY NOT BE PERFECT FOR YOUR NEIGHBOR ... EVERYONE IS PERFECT AND WHO THEY ARE IN THEIR OWN WAY. AND IT TAKES SOMEONE TO REALLY FIND YOU UNDERNEATH ALL YOUR FAULTS AND MISTAKES AND OPP-SY DAISIES TO FIND THE REAL YOU UNDERNEATH ALL THAT.. THAT PERSON KNOWS WHO YOU REALLY ARE.. THEY CAN SEE THE REAL YOU DEEP DOWN INSIDE.. AND DISPITE ANYTHING THAT HAPPENS THEY DON'T SEE YOU ANY DIFFERENTLY, ONCE THEY HAVE HAD THE PLEASURE OF MEETING THE REAL YOU.. NOTHING ELSE MATTERS.." - FROM MY HEART

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may, had been the hardest month i have ever gone through. i learned so much about others and others feelings and their space. and alot about myself. i learned my limitations and that i can't fix everything i can't control others emotions, i can't control my own feelings, i can't have everything to go my way. i have learned patience, i have learned self control, i have learned to hope for the best but expect the worst. i did alittle soul searching i guess you would say.... i took some time for myself and for friends.. and i was happy at times.. but also suffering cause i was missing that part of me that wasn't there. i learned resistance., i learned it is ok to cry just let it alll out ... it helps. i learned to really trust someone ... even when they have lied and desived you so many times.. but you have to really trust someone... you your self have to trust them but if they take it for granted.... then its their lost.. you can only know that you have tried and U yourself gave them the time of day and you gave them all the trust in the world.. remember KARMA

Television:

me being ME

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