"when you have your chance to tell them what's on your mind you should take it. when you have the chance to give them a hug reach out and do it. when you have that chance to tell them you love them, say it. when you have that chance to give 'em that small kiss, go with it. when you spend the time with them.. do not take it for granted. cause the time will fly by and you just wish you could stop time. cause where you are is exactly where you want to be." - 6/12/07---6/10/07---6/23/07- 6/23/07
"Love takes time... and time makes love grow stronger.. " you can only do all that you can do and be happy for trying, you can only hate yourself for not trying at all. say what's on your mind & say what's in your heart. when you love someone you show them you care, don't forget them completly. you can't forget the person(s) that have been there for you through it all and who continuously want to be there for you. in this world we want to gain more friends then enemies. show the same respect to those that you call friend as much respect as you would want them to show you. we should not live life with regret.. but regret not doing what we should of done or what we should of said. I'll always love you and keep u close to my heart.... - "cherish those fond memories you had with the one you love, cause those memories can't be re-lived, but new memories can be made.." --- "FORGET NOT THE ONE YOU LOVE, BUT ALL THE BAD THINGS THAT HAPPENED BETWEEN YOU.... that's what keeps a friendship going"
"I HAVE DONE A LOT OF THINKING THESE PAST 4 STRENUOUS WEEKS.. AND I HAVE LEARNED PATIENCE IS A GOOD THING. I LEARNED ABOUT MYSELF AND MY LIMITATIONS... AND HOW FAR I COULD GO.... YOU LEARN PATIENCE THROUGH TIME, AND TAKING THE TIME TO FIND YOURSELF WHEN YOUR LOST.. LOVE IS A POWERFUL THING ITS A POWERFUL EMOTION WHEN IT IS TRULY FELT. IT ISN'T SOMETHING THAT YOU CAN TURN OFF AND ON WHENEVER YOU PLEASE. IF YOU CAN DO THAT .. THEN I'M SORRY YOU WEREN'T REALLY IN LOVE. LOVE GROWS AS TIME PASSES ON... IT GETS STRONGER THROUGH ALL THE TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS. SOMETIMES YOU NEED SHIT TO HAPPEN AND THAT'S WHERE YOU FIND OUT MORE ABOUT YOURSELF AND WHO YOU ARE, AND IF WHO YOU ARE IS WHAT YOU ARE HAPPY WITH? IF NOT CHANGE IT... YOU CAN ONLY TRULY BE HAPPY WITH YOURSELF AND YOUR LIFE IF YOU ARE HONEST WITH YOURSELF. THE ONE PERSON YOU CANNOT FOOL IN THIS WORLD IS YOUR SELF AND YOUR EMOTIONS. THOSE THINGS ARE REAL AND SOMETHING THAT SHOULDN'T BE MESSED WITH. I HAVE BEEN PATIENT FOR ALONG TIME BUT SOMETIMES TOO EAGER TO GET SOMETHING GOING OR PRESSURRING SOMETHING OR SOMEONE TO GET MOVING. BUT I FOUND OUT I CAN'T DO THAT. IT JUST DOESN'TWORK THAT WAY. LIFE DON'T WORK THAT WAY. THINGS TAKE TIME TO DEVELOP..... THINGS TAKE TIME TO FIX. PACE YOURSELF DON'T RUSH, INTO MAKING BAD DECISIONS ALL BASED ON YOUR CURRENT MOOD EVEN THOUGH AT THAT POINT THAT DECISION MAY SEEM LIKE THE BEST ONE.. IT MIGHT NOT BE AFTER YOU COME BACK TO REALITY. AND YOU COULD REGRET IT. DON'T MAKE QUICK DECISIONS OR JUDGE A SITUATION TO QUICKLY.. THAT'S HOW BAD THINGS HAPPEN ... AND ITS ALWAYS TO GOOD PEOPLE.... BUT WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES.. AND MISTAKES AREN'T ALWAYS FIXABLE BUT THEY ARE FORGIVEABLE.. LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO HOLD GRUDGES AND HOLD ON TO NEGATIVE THINGS.. IF WE DWELL IN ALL OF LIFE'S NEGAVTIVITY WE ARE LETTING SOMETHING OR SOMEONE GREAT PASS US RIGHT BY. THERE AREN'T THAT MANY GOOD PEOPLE LEFT IN THIS WORLD THESE DAYS. SOMETIMES YOU GET LUCKY AND FIND THAT ONE THAT IS JUST PERFECT YOU ... AND THEY MAY NOT BE PERFECT FOR YOUR NEIGHBOR ... EVERYONE IS PERFECT AND WHO THEY ARE IN THEIR OWN WAY. AND IT TAKES SOMEONE TO REALLY FIND YOU UNDERNEATH ALL YOUR FAULTS AND MISTAKES AND OPP-SY DAISIES TO FIND THE REAL YOU UNDERNEATH ALL THAT.. THAT PERSON KNOWS WHO YOU REALLY ARE.. THEY CAN SEE THE REAL YOU DEEP DOWN INSIDE.. AND DISPITE ANYTHING THAT HAPPENS THEY DON'T SEE YOU ANY DIFFERENTLY, ONCE THEY HAVE HAD THE PLEASURE OF MEETING THE REAL YOU.. NOTHING ELSE MATTERS.." - FROM MY HEART
may, had been the hardest month i have ever gone through. i learned so much about others and others feelings and their space. and alot about myself. i learned my limitations and that i can't fix everything i can't control others emotions, i can't control my own feelings, i can't have everything to go my way. i have learned patience, i have learned self control, i have learned to hope for the best but expect the worst. i did alittle soul searching i guess you would say.... i took some time for myself and for friends.. and i was happy at times.. but also suffering cause i was missing that part of me that wasn't there. i learned resistance., i learned it is ok to cry just let it alll out ... it helps. i learned to really trust someone ... even when they have lied and desived you so many times.. but you have to really trust someone... you your self have to trust them but if they take it for granted.... then its their lost.. you can only know that you have tried and U yourself gave them the time of day and you gave them all the trust in the world.. remember KARMA
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