Kaytee Blue [sihk]

... and drown me in love.
I can still see the light at the end of the tunnel shine
through the dark times, even when I lose my mind.
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I'm not like most girls. I don't stress over material bullshit. My life doesn't revolve around looking a certain way or acting a certain way. I'm just me, and I'm not going to change that fact to impress you, your parents or your friends. Let's just say... If you're always spending your time and your money on what you look like, you're wasting the beauty inside of you that makes it all worth it in the end.
By the way, I love EVERY kind of music. Just because I represent the MCRMY doesn't make me any less down, my friends. :]
About me:
Pay no attention to my URL.
My name is Katie Blue. =]
Potheads agree that my initials are choiiice!
I am short. Freakishly.
<[b>Warning]: If you don't have a sense of humor, don't talk to me.
If you can't take a joke, you need to lighten up and relizzax- that's rap for "relax".
My friends are my life. I would do anything for each and every one of them.
As of January 13, 2009, I am 'the new me'. :D
For the first time, I can honestly say that life is good. And I savor every moment of it.
You will never, EVER meet anyone like me.
I have love for Astrid Haven and ICP, I could care less if you disagree.
I listen to EVERY type of music, from Cradle of Filth to Brad Paisley, from T.I. to Hilary Duff. I know no boundries, keep that in mind.
Call me a freak, you're right.
I can't deny it, I am a freaky person.
And you know what? I'm okay with it.
I'll start by saying this:
I will never change myself for you.
If I have to 'impress' you to get you to like me, than you don't deserve to be liked in the first place.
No, I am not 'full of myself'. I just believe that you shouldn't have to go out of your way to impress anyone.
Unless it's a job interview.
Everyone's so obsessed with partying. Everything's just one big party.
As much as I love to have a good time, I don't make it the meaning of my life. Getting together with some close friends and having a good time is one thing,
But getting together with a swarm of party-goers that do nothing but talk shit about you behind your back? That isn't really my idea of fun.
Nes, Gabi and I are going to make a movie. And it's going to be fucking fabulous.
But let's get deep for a moment. xD
If I make a bad first impression… I’ll try my hardest to correct it.
I’m always trying to figure myself, and my life, out.
Laying in a field and staring at the stars on a beautiful summer night… ecstasy.
My worst habit? Over-analyzing.
Every now and then, I'm told things that leave me speechless and smiling.
Like the fact that I’ve made an impact on some people's lives.
Although a lot of people appreciate me for my absurd devotion to friendship,
there are more than a few people on this earth that do not like me, at all, for no reason.
So keep in mind, my friend,
Whatever you have heard about me...
Whatever somebody has said about me,
Well... If it's bad, It's probably not true. XD I don't do ANYTHING worth being hated over.
I love driving, it's the greatest freedom.
I hate being around people that don't talk. It makes me feel like I did something wrong.
I am pansexual.
I know that everything happens for a reason. That’s a goddamn fact.
I understand that there was a period of time when I was an arrogant bitch.
Those times were over a long time ago.
I hate when people call other people "posers". That word is so fucked up.
If you're suggesting that somebody is 'posing' by 'trying' to be different, than what the hell does that make you?
As for being 'fake', I know that a good portion of my 'friends' don't really like me. I don't give a shit anymore.
I go out of my way to be nice to people, and they choose to harbor internal feelings of resentment towards me. Why?
I suppose it's because I'm not "perfect" like them. I'm not some skinny party whore that fucks and sucks every nasty guy that claims to like me.
Honestly, that's the only reason I can think of that anyone has ever disliked me.
I’ve only been in one relationship, and there isn’t really any solid reasoning behind that.
It seems as though people are afraid to approach me, they don’t want to get to know me.
This problem would be fixed if I would just start dressing in Hollister, Abercrombie, you know… The works.
But, like I said- I’m not going to change myself for you. I love who I am.
Now, speaking of changes...
I've grown more than I can even say over these last couple of years.
I will never judge you. I’ll accept you and love you for who you are.
I never got anywhere "choosing sides" and I sure as hell lost more friends that way then gained.
I'm still the nicest person you will ever meet.
Basically, I will NEVER talk shit about you behind your back.
Since I no longer care about the decisions other people make, I have no reason to talk shit in the first place.
I don't have a perfect body. I'm not skinny, and no, I'm not PROUD of that,
but at the same time, I know that anyone worth being friends with is going to look past that little detail.
You can trust me with any secret.
When I fight with people, I don't bring looks into the equation...
If anyone has ever insulted your looks as a comeback then they are obviously and pathetically low on material.
Don't have originality? Don't claim to be original.
Am I above the influence?
I AM the influence.
HAHAHAHA. Jk.
Is your myspace riddled with threat?
"FUCK WITH MY FRIENDS I'LL FUCK WITH YOUR SKULL!"
Dearheart, nobody really thinks that way.
I've lived my whole life around the rule "Don't take shit from anybody".
I've only realized how foolish that is.
It doesn't matter how many times I've stood up for a friend, laid out my sanity for a friend's sake.
They will NEVER return the favor, so I've decided to just stop wasting my time.
Straight guys are scared shitless of me.
Boys my age tend to only be interested in talking to mini Paris Hilton’s.
Personally, the most interesting people I know fall under alternative categories.
The 'dare to be different' types. You know?
I see everyone from the inside, not the outside. It doesn't matter who you are.
I no longer give a damn what I look like.
I cared for pretty much my entire life.
Yeah, I'm not like that anymore.
People change. I'm the best proof of that statement you'll ever see.
I forgive, but I don't forget.
That goes for everyone.
In the past, I had HUGE problems 'letting go'.
These days, it's not the case. I could have thrown bombs through your window last year, fantasized about feeding you glass,
I don't even think about the past anymore. Let's talk. XD
I enjoy drinking Dr. Pepper and educating people about sex, drugs and everything in between.
As loving as I am, I hate babies. I'm sorry if that pisses you off... But it's true.
It's not that I'm heartless, it's just that I HATE unnecessary loud noises. Screaming and crying over nothing.
I also cannot stand dogs that bark over nothing, for the same reason I cannot stand babies.
I have a Juno approach to teenage pregnancy. If I get pregnant, I'm not keeping it. Period.
I love going to the mall, the Loop, Six Flags… Hahaha.
My family [friends included] are the most important thing to me.
I suck at styling my hair.
I get my license at the end of June… FINALLY.
My biggest fear is to die in a car explosion.
Or for a car to burst into flames while I'm stuck inside.
I love all of my friends ridiculously. And that amount of love can be overwhelming to some.
I don't even notice who is where in my top friends.
I know all of the lyrics to "Aaron's Party".
I am frequently quoting "Fight Club" and "Knocked up".
I LOVE SLEEPOVERS.
I love cuddling.
I give everyone a chance... I think shallow people are idiots.
I think the best way to express yourself is through words.
I suck at making plans... Make them for me.
I am constantly writing.
I have a collection of notes that I wrote for people in the event of my death.
My parents are fucking chooiiice. :D
I will not lie to you. And I will never hurt you.
I will ALWAYS be here for you, I will hug you if you're sad.
Fuck it, I’ll cry with you.
I’d die for my friends. I would lay my life on the line for every single one of them.
I'm not fake, fronting, or BS'ing you in any way.
I hope to God you like me as much as I like you =]
Because I promise that I will ALWAYS love you more.
♥
Triplesix
I have been made fun of in the past and even received hatemail for considering this girl a hero of mine. People think it's ridiculous that I look up to somebody I don't really even know personally. The funny thing is, this is coming from people who idolize Britney Spears, or Eminem, maybe even Brad Pitt...? Well, let me ask you something. Have you ever met Brad Pitt? Do you know anything about what kind of person he is, the things that he does? Has he ever put any sort of effort into being different or being original? The answer is no. Mandee is somebody I've been idolizing for awhile now. She is everything that I wish I could be. That's not to say that I'm gonna lose a bunch of weight and start wearing black and blond dreadfalls. I'm just trying to say that, after following her on livejournal and hearing from her a couple of times online, I've honestly realized that she is truly everything that I have ever wanted to be, the kind of friend I have always wanted to have. She's beautiful, funny, successful, she makes amazing hairpieces, she travels all over the place just to see her favorite bands, she gives back to her fans and she doesn't even realize just how amazing she truly is. She once said that she couldn't believe that she actually had "Fans". As if it were impossible. And I know I'm not the first person to tell her that I look up to her, but I think I'm the first one whose said it and meant it in the way that I do. I hope that I can have HALF of the fun that she's had, experience half of the things that she has by the time I'm 25. She is truly my hero, and I mean it SO much more than any of those other girls who only say it because they want to dress and act just like her. Fuck them. Mandee, you are AMAZING. I hope that we can hang out some day, sip on Boba and drive around the loop. I think we could have an absolute blastie blast. ;)
My best wishes to you and everything that you do.
Why “ifuckinglovewill”?
Because I was a dumbass. :D
Do you have extensions?
Yes, 18" human hair extensions that I hardly wear anymore... The whole 'scene' look got really old and annoying to me really fast.
What annoys you more than anything?
There are a few obvious things. Stupid people- or people that assume shit about me, little dogs, people that ignore my texts, quiet people, homework… Typical teenage bullshit.
How did you put those stripes in your hair?
Well, I had to bleach over the black dyed extensions about 8 times (seriously) just to get them... gray. It was horrible. Then I dyed them using SPLAT pink dye. The black stripes were done using a hair dye brush and I dabbed the black in a line across. Made a mess. :D
I'm thinking about getting extensions, what kind should I get?
I have 18 inch Euronext extensions, which I payed 100 dollars for. If you want to go cheaper, get shorter extensions, or get glue-in extensions. I hate glue-in extensions, just so you know.
Why are you so judgemental?
I'm NOT anymore. I can honestly say that I have changed so much that it's scary, I no longer give a damn about what people do with their lives.
Can you edit a picture of me?
I would looove to. Send me the picture in a message and I will edit it for ya. Be sure to specify just how much you want edited.
pc4pc?
Please don't ask me this. Recently, everyone's found it necessary to ask me to comment their pictures. It's annoying. If you comment my picture, I will comment one of yours naturally. I believe that you should always return a kind gesture and I ALWAYS comment back. So please don't comment me, add me, or comment my picture saying "PC4PC?!" because I will anyway. I'm nice like that.
Where do you shop?
Ready for this?...It's going to shock you... HOT TOPIC OMG. But seriously, Hot Topic is a JOKE now. Although I continue to shop there for most of my clothes, it’s still a complete disappointment.
Are you Gothic?
I guess.
YOU'RE A POSER!
Hey, you asked.
Are you a girl?
WOW. You are SO crafty and original.
Did you really have a hit-list?
The seventh grade is so five years ago.
Can I comment you?
YES! Please do! I love meeting and talking to new people, so please, drop by and leave me a comment whenever you want. ;) Just don't message me, please.
If I add you on livejournal will you add me back?
It depends... I write some pretty private stuff on friends-only. If I think you're trustworthy enough, sure thing.
Why do you idolize Mandee (Triplesix)?
Because she is fucking incredible, and she’s living the life I’ve always dreamed of living, myself. If I ever get the chance to drink Bubble Tea with her, my life will basically be complete.
Do you have a job?
Yep. Not going to talk about it.
What do you do for fun?
Whatever suits the mood.
Are you straightedge?
No.
Does Ian hate me?
Why am I always being asked this question?
What type of camera do you use for your myspace pictures?
Whatever I can get my hands on. I have a shitty digital camera, and an old camera phone.
Are you scene?
I’m Kaytee Blue, dude. What are you going to be for Halloween?
Alice in Wonderland.
Why are you so negative?
I'm not anymore! XD No more negativity, no more judgment. I'm just me. And I'm happy now. :)
If you're so 'dark', why do you put crap like John Mayer and DRR music on your page sometimes?
Because I can. And I LOVE it. :)
Have you ever ruined somebody's life?
No. Life-ruiners will die a horrible, painful, bloody, brutal death one day. I believe in karma... And as of recently, I have just kept my mind out of the art of pissing other people off.
Are you an atheist?
No.
Have you ever been pregnant?
HAHAHAHA no.
Do you want kids?
Depends on what’s going on in ten years.
What do you want to be when you grow up?
The next Marilyn Manson. I’d also love to be a comedian.
Is your last name really Blue?
YES it is.
Do you do well in school?
*maniacal laughter*
What is your favorite food?
I'm going to go ahead and say BOMB POPS.
Favorite show?
Dexter! Right next to Weeds, Californication, South Park and Anthony Bourdain: No Reservations.
Have you ever had a near-death experience?
One.
What's your favorite song of all time?
… Well, that’s fucking hard.
What is your favorite movie?
Wristcutters: A Love Story. Best movie ever made.
Do you forgive people easily?
Remarkably, yes, I do. I've forgivin just about every single person that has EVER done something horrible to me.
Do you believe in second chances?
Yes.
Do you like American Eagle/Abercrombie/Hollister?
Hollister and AE are just adorable. But FUCK ABERCROMBIE , they kicked me out for wearing scary clothes.
Would you think I was creepy if I told you that I admire you?
I LOVE HEARING PEOPLE SAY THAT. Please, if you feel that way, I wanna hear it. :D I've been hearing it more often recently from sweet, amazing strangers on myspace.
Do people REALLY ask you these questions?
Every single question on my FAQ has been asked to me at least 3 times. Most of them, I get asked weekly/daily.
Why are you so obsessed with your friends?
I'm not. I LOVE my friends and I would do ANYTHING for ANY of them. Period. :D If you call that obsession, then you're a shitty friend. Fuck you.
Did you really marry your cat? S T F U ! ! ! ! I was in the fourth grade, I thought it would be cool if I went around saying I was going to marry my cat. But I was very wrong. The fact that this has followed me several years afterward is just sad.
I think you're full of shit/fake, what are you gonna do?
... Okay, why do people say this to me? It's become apparent to me that if you are of 'darker' nature, than people automatically think you're full of shit. Well, guess what? I've been a little LYK OMGZ DISTURBED child since I was eight years old. Suck my kiss.
Do people like you at your school?
Yes. :]
Can I post my own question?
Be my guest.
<[b>sihk since '06]