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Melany

oh that stupid broken thing? it's just my heart, don't worry it will go away soon.

About Me

I'm a renoite who tried to move to Austin TX but got pulled back. I'm looking forward to finishing school and seeing more places. I have amazing friends and value every moment with them. I have a tenacious work ethic and love to volunteer for various organizations. I used to work an open mic night and met amazing people and heard great music. I now do research for the ARS/USDA/UNR AKA the acronym group. I work with invasive plants and desert animals and love every minute of my job. I work with black bears in my spare time and help people with dog training when I can. I know quite a bit about our closest canine friends and if you have any questions about your crazy canids(yeah nerdy I know) just let me know.
Please excuse the sappy stuff on my page for as much as I try not to dwell on the past I secretly hope the past dwells on me. I would like to think that was only a trial run in love and life but I have a funny feeling this is the only round I get. So shit, all well pour me a good beer take a shot with me and let's bitch, drink and laugh about how we all really want is someone to listen and agree this ride is better when shared.
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Love that we can not have is the one that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest...

To whom it may concern,consider forgiveness
You forgive me for liking you too much,
And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.
You forgive me for missing you so,
And I'll forgive you for being so cold.
You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
And I'll forgive you for not hearing it.
You forgive me for playing your games,
And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.
You forgive me for finding you so attractive,
And I'll forgive you for not noticing.
You forgive me for raising you up so high,
And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.
You forgive me for wanting to be with you,
And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.
You forgive me for being so pathetic,
And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.
You forgive me for not being able to let go,
And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.
You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,
And I'll forgive you for crushing them.
Forgiveness brings inner peace.
Do we have a deal?

My Interests



I hate this beer but I love the SPUDS.
I love being outdoors and look forward to being a wildlife biologist. I nerd out with all my friends and call the plants and animals we see by their Latin names, yeah I know it's lame, I already admitted it was nerdy. And I like being part of land management or lack there-of. I really like fishing and rafting and love to camp. If you didn't understand the pictures above, you might want to leave now because this sarcasm gets a bit thick, but I love watching GREAT baseball like what the DODGERS play, not the giants. I dig most sports and like sitting at the sports bars having a cold draft and watching the games, although I do not like being asked "you like sports?" or "why don't you like the giants?" or "is that really your beer?" by dumb guys that seem to gravitate towards me at these bars. Yes you idiots I like sports that's why I'm here and not at fucking claim jumper, umm like I said I like good baseball that should explain why I don't like the giants, and yes dick that is my beer and it's defiantly not the budcoorlite shit you’re drinking. I do enjoy having random conversations with people at these bars, as long as none of those questions come up, and I love meeting new people who have an opinion. I will respect it I promise, just don’t bring up the fucking giants. I guess that girly side to me loves to be loved, taken out to ummm sports events, shit, ummm dinner?, and I want to work with large carnivores not that I think that's girly or anything, but some might? I currently do black bear relocation and I love it. I also like to travel and throw darts at maps and move there, those of you who know the story understand that one. I also really like going to wine and beer tasting events, no not the reno wine walk. Some of my favorite beers are Bear Republic beers, Rogue, Stone, Arrogant Bastard, Tahoe Red, Lost Coast Brewing, Butte Creek and BJ’s Jeremiah Red and many other IPA’s and Red ales. There are too many wines I like, and most are expensive, of course, so let’s just stick with the beers. Send me recommendations!

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GEMINI - Irresistible

(the Twins - 21 May - 21 June)
* Nice.
* Love is one of a kind.
* Great listener.
* Lover not a fighter, but will knock you the fuck out.
* Trustworthy.
* Always happy.
* Loud.
* Talkative.
* Extremely random and proud of it.
* Outgoing.
* VERY Forgiving.
* Loves to make friends.
* Has a beautiful smile.
* Generous.
* Strong.
* The Irresistible one.

I'd like to meet:

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Music:



I don't want to go nuts here so I'm just going to cop-out and say I like it all. Jazz, rock although not as much as I use to, punk, yes still like ska, country, blues, acoustic stuff, funk, very little techno, rap, underground everything- just about all the stuff that has not made it main stream seems to have its own thing going on, and I dig it, instrumental arrangments- as long as they don't put me to sleep or sound like muted elevator music, and I like everything in between any combination of these is just as sweet. I could list all the CD's I own but I havn't bought a new one in a very long time and considering I'm broke there will not be anything new. So I guess if you really give a shit about what I like you should ask what I don't like first. ;-)

Movies:

I love movies! All sorts. I'm trying to see more foreign and indi films. If you can recommend any let me know. My favorite so far is A La Folie, Pas Du Tout. AKA He loves me he loves me Not.

Television:



If you havent seen it, watch it! The bastards took it off showtime so you'll have to rent it now. Or check out this link! AWESOME! http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1079444/

Books:



Ben Sherwood is by far one of my favorite writers! Along with David Guterson in "Snow Falling on Cedars". I've read a lot of amazing writers, to many to name. The list is long and continuous, cuz along with being a tree-hugger im a book nerd. Just what every boy needs a vegetarian know it all!

Heroes:

Anyone who can open their mind see their own prejudices/differences confront them and accept others for theirs. People who can love unselfishly and still be ok with who they are and how their life turns.
People who see life as: learn from yesterday, live for today, and hope for tomorrow.