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Ryan

Save me a seat on the short bus to hell!

About Me

Dont get lost in heaven i've found my way to hell
"Life is not a journy to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in one pretty and well preserved piece. Its about skidding across the line broadside at 100mph, thoroughly used up, worn out, leaking oil, shouting "hell f**king yea!!"
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Ryan
Birthday: Oct 5
Birthplace: utah
Current Location: Chandler Arizona
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: blond
Height: 6 feet
Right Handed or Left Handed: both
Your Heritage: im prety much a european mutt
The Shoes You Wore Today: dvs shoes.... of teh brown color
Your Weakness: want a list?
Your Fears: failing
Your Perfect Pizza: I LOVE PIZZA
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: start school
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL (i do it)
Thoughts First Waking Up: where the "F" is my snooze button
Your Best Physical Feature: i have physical features?
Your Bedtime: n/a
Your Most Missed Memory: this question dont make sense
Pepsi or Coke: i dont drink soda
MacDonalds or Burger King: bk
Single or Group Dates: either
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: i dont drink tea either
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: i dont drink coffee either (i drink water milk and power aid)
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: Some times
Do you Sing: to the shower head
Do you Shower Daily: some times twice a day
Have you Been in Love: I dont know anymore
Do you want to go to College: YES
Do you want to get Married: If i find a girl to put up with me for that long
Do you belive in yourself: some days
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: No but im ok with who i am
Are you a Health Freak: some what
Do you get along with your Parents: yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: YES!
Do you play an Instrument: not anymore
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: the whole thing myself?... (yeah)
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: never ever in my life
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: its wintertime... skinny dipping = bad
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: no
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: in a flaming car crash (see pics for more details)
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: At this point i dont want to grow up
What country would you most like to Visit: ireland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: light blue
Favourite Hair Color: not red
Short or Long Hair: middle
Height: 5-6 feet
Weight: so long as they arent grossly over wieght and they carry it well.. i dont care
Best Clothing Style: cloths need to fit to big is bad to small is bad as well
Number of Drugs I have taken: 1 i smoked pot once... never do it again
Number of CDs I own: lots
Number of Piercings: 0
Number of Tattoos: 4
Number of things in my Past I Regret: uno
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My Interests

Music:

i listen to just about anything

Movies:

Boondock Saints, Reservoir Dogs, Pulp Fiction, Shawshank Redemption, Hitch Hikers Guide to the Galexy, serenity, aVp, the whole 9 yards, bandit, red vs blue, i could go on for ever but i dont feel like it.

Books:

Angels and Demons (fantastic) Da Vinci Code (also fantastic) Kong Anything Tom Clancy wrote. All the lord of the ring books (save the hobbit I couldnt get into that one) Eragon and Eldest The list goes one but I dont feel like typing anymore.

Heroes:

YOU are my hero

My Blog

Loosing faith

Im starting to loose hope in humanity.  I was out running some errands this morning, while getting off the free way there was a person standing there with a cardboard sign.  At first glance ...
Posted by Ryan on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 06:19:00 PST

Religion

  Before reading this I would like you to keep in mind this is EXTREMELY general there are alot of good people inside and outside all churches and religions.  Don't take it personal its...
Posted by Ryan on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 08:09:00 PST

A day late and a buck short

It happens from time to time. There is a story that I prefer not to get into. But thats the jist of it. you can make up your own story.  It probly has a happier ending.
Posted by Ryan on Tue, 28 Mar 2006 05:47:00 PST

year end post

i havent been bloggin for verry long so you havent seen most of this year so ill do a re-cap for yallif you couldnt tell by what you have seen it hasnt been the greatest year in fact i would go as far...
Posted by Ryan on Wed, 28 Dec 2005 07:25:00 PST

game over

well i am writing this from arizona its nice here not freezing cold like it is back home.  after tyler died and that whole feasco i decided i need a vacation so i did and now im here where its ni...
Posted by Ryan on Sun, 20 Nov 2005 10:45:00 PST

one more day

as time goes on i find myself more and more deppressed and upset i dont know anyone that had more to live for and to offer this world but most of all i miss him.  but i now have a much bette...
Posted by Ryan on Tue, 15 Nov 2005 05:20:00 PST

Tyler Poulson

One of my best friends was killed this weekend i really dont know what to think in all honesty i dont think i have even come to terms with it just yet.  I mean one day you sit...
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 14 Nov 2005 07:45:00 PST