About Me

We made love on the livingroom floor with the noise in the background from a televised war and in that deafening pleasure I thought I heard someone say, "If we walk away, they'll walk away"

I'm Italian and a feminist, which means I'm controlling and hate men. A childhood friend's dad used to call me "The Amazing Amanda Mengel"I'm a sensitive person (...and I'd like to stay that way)I empathize with inanimate objects I cry when I see deserted playgrounds & community stores that have gone out of business I keep things I find on the ground because I feel bad for themI'm old fashioned & new-agedI am in love with every person I meet ...and even characters in books I'm pretty sure the person I'm meant for lived and died 150 years ago or more or lives 4153231 miles away or is marriedI'm sensual I love seeing the human [{and the animal}] in peopleMy biggest fear is that I will die before fufilling whatever my life's purpose isequals lame: Militant straight edge kids Arrogant scene kids. Republicans. People who "hate myspace" and have myspace accounts I hate that its cool to hate yourself people who "don't read" (?!) brats George Bush people who treat me well & treat others poorly men who disrespect women soda rednecks straight girls who get drunk and make out with each other girls who think I'm hitting on them when I'm just being friendly ...and girls who don't pick up on when I am ;-) people who tell me I'm going to hell fake people cheesey guys dust (which I never do) & pineapple or mint anythingPlease message before adding me because I AM NOT YOURS TO COLLECT AS NUMBER 2748394973 ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST. Do this for me and win a free ipod.I love myself

I love my life

& No one is going to make me think otherwise

♥AIM-- PnkAmbrosiaSalad

My Interests

Equals Love:

Art wine New York City friendly strangers dance esp. ballet (everyone can dance) (...so don't deny it) La Musica moonlight laughing debating expanding my mind pirates classic cars/shows photography Performing arts reading and writing helping people meeting different people exploring religions philosophy elephants bats spiders & bugs hugs& kisses making clothes bags buttons sharpies shoes playing dress up salvo ♥ button candy pez soy milk skin blood bruises the human body altogether when people drool haha full names the oh-so-diverse human sexuality nature, trees, fresh air vegetarianism and serial killers. The Countess Bathory

I'd like to meet:

people who are happy ...but if you're not you should talk to me anyways :-)

"The draft is white people sending black people to kill the yellow people for the land they stole from the red people"

all colors, shapes, sizes, and styles I'll treat anyone with respect as long as they treat me with the samePeople who are / have : Sociable I just break shy people out of their shell, anyways Intelligent I've dated enough losers to realize how important this is to me. sincere smiles loud, hearty laughs messy hair obnoxiously large noses scars and other "imperfections" porcelin white skin or naturally dark skin [{Tans = human hotdogs}] crooked teeth spectacals ♥

I have a serious infatuation with brown eyes

[{It's psychotic, really}] [{The Dreamers}]

Send me art!

Music:

Anorexic Beauty Queen The Beatles Beck Bjork The Blood Brothers Bright eyes Charles Bronson Cursive David Bowie The Decemberists The Doors Erykah Badu Gym Class Heroes Immortal Technique Johnny Cash Liars Led Zeppelin Mindless Self Indulgence Morrissey Olive Drab and the Etceteras Pink Floyd The Rabbits Red Thread Saul Williams Sufjan Stevens The Velvet Underground

Movies:

Every Disney Movie ever made Willy Wonka & the Chocolate Factory ♥ (the old one) Clockwork Orange What's Eating Gilbert Grape Dead Poet's Society Gummo Four Rooms Sin City Pulp Fiction Mrs. Henderson Presents West Side Story Annie Rent Chicago The Rocky Horror Picture Show Life is Beautiful Kill Bill I & II SLC Punk May Reqium for a Dream The Breakfast Club The Nightmare Before Christmas Drop Dead Fred Fight Club Kids Clueless Lean on Me The Goonies How High A Christmas Story The Lord of the Rings I-III Spirited Away The Royal Tenenbaums The Squid and the Whale

Books:

East of Eden The Velveteen Rabbit The Giving Tree Junior ....I love everything. & any philosophies or religions.

Heroes:

Jim Morrison Christian Lindskog Chaz Ross Bettie Page Joatam Sanchez Mike Watson Tiffanee Hucks Derek Bullard ...the self defined. Seth Waterman The valiant, the sensitive, the great Tristan Cyrus ...I don't know what I'd do without you. Debbie Spiller The strongest person I know. I love you Ms. Ruthanne Main ...for being such an inspiration and role model Mrs. Amy Leicht ...for restoring my faith in humanity My little sister, Dani. Hurt her = your death

My Blog

Imagine

Imagine there's no heaven It's easy if you try No hell below us Above us only sky Imagine all the people Living for today Imagine there's no countries, It isn't hard to do Nothing to kill or die for A...
Posted by AmandaAbel {[will block out the light of the sun]} on Fri, 09 May 2008 10:07:00 PST

My sisters tagged me

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog w/ 10 weird random, things, facts, habits or goals about yourself. At the end, you choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names & why you ch...
Posted by AmandaAbel {[will block out the light of the sun]} on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 01:22:00 PST

Where Have All the Strong Women Gone?

I for one, am sick of being treated as second rate for being a woman. The worst part about it is that most women don't even seem to notice or care that they're being treated this way, anymore. The fre...
Posted by AmandaAbel {[will block out the light of the sun]} on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 09:42:00 PST