Kenni [Dirty little secrets,Dirty little lies.]

About Me

Im Jennifer. Nice to meet you. I have come to find out that everything happens for a reason. Im not completely sure why those things do happen but it all gets better in the long run. I love to laugh,to live,and to love. I pretty much wear my heart on my sleeve. I am single but I'm not really looking. My heart kind of belongs to a boy already. I am a very outgoing person, my friends are my everything. I have 4 best friends who will always be there and I know I will always be able to tell them anything. Without them i dont know where i would be. I love animals mainly my baby Hanza, he is basically my kitten...as big as he may be. My family is kind of broken, but with a little duct tape and some glue it will be all better. My sister is the closest thing I have in my family. She is an amazing girl and anyone is lucky to have her.I have also learned the hard way that a broken heart can be fixed with some ice cream. Ben & Jerry's style :) I am the person for inside jokes. I am 17 years old, a sophmore in high school. Im a very easy going laid back person, and it takes alot to upset me. I blog ALOT So dont get fustrated. I honestly dont open up to people unless we are very close. I am a retard and pretty clumsy. I spill stuff on myself and i get fustrated easily. I'm one of those girls that does know what she wants. I have very low self esteem but I'm working on it. Javianna and Jahanna are the reasons why i love going home everyday. To walk through that door and see my little cousins smiling up at me. I get warm inside. I live in Washington. Perfect place for me. I think. I love the rain, i love the way it feels on my skin,the way it smells and how it seems to wash all of the dirt away and leaves the air clean and fresh. I love the way it looks too.Thats pretty much me :) A Spiffy Poem/Riddle
One fine day in the middle of the nightTwo dead boys got up to fight
Back to back they faced eachother,pulled out their swords and shot one anotherThe deaf cop on the beat heard the noise and came and shot the two dead boys.
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My Interests

Jack Mack says I'm the nicest girl ever :] Steel says:your amazing xD like if we were in the same house. it would blow up. cause one house cant contain that level of awesomenessMe&Anna love...
♥jumping off bunkbeds onto each other ♥only eating nutty bars&mt.dew
♥playing truth or dare with three guys♥dad denying he's mexican
♥mom laughing when teresa&i beat each other♥water fights with the rain
♥water fights when its cold outside♥your bomb ASS steaks :D
♥spending all day persuading grant to take of his clothes then freaking out when he does♥teresa singing My Little Pony in the bathroom
♥that damn goldfish that wouldnt flush ^_^♥bowling at safeway at midnight
♥HEY LOOK! WALGREENS IS AWAKE! Likes
AnimalsPhotography
Black&White PhotosSummer
NightimeThe Rain
Playing In The RainBeing With Friends
CuddlingSwings
Skateboarding At NightMusic
WritingPlaying Guitar
Playing DrumsPlaying Bass
Being Kissed In The RainPoetry
My FamilyTalking On The Phone
Hide&Seek At NightDriving Fast
SleepingWatching Movies
Video GamesColoring
Goofing OffSinging
TigersPartying
Water FightsStealing Dennis's Hat
Petting BradleyLaughing Until I Cry Dislikes
Whipped creamFailing
Being laughed atCheaters
the smell of VodkaBeing alone
Closed minded peoplehatred
Crying over himThe ablility not to do what I want
Not being around friendsDrinking till you throw up
HardXCore drugsThunder Storms
Slutty GirlsCheesy Comedies
Pointless moviesPointless people
BushWashington DC
Liarsguys who think they can tear a girl apart.

I'd like to meet:

People who care
&&&&&This Band

Music:

Here is everything i listen to *ALMOST EVERYTHING* A's
the Acadamy is...Aiden
AtreyuAvenged Sevenfold
Ademathe As Bridges Fall
As I Lay DyingAC/DC
Action ActionAerosmith
AFIAfroman
AkonAlexisonfire
Alice CooperAlice in Chains
Alien Ant FarmAlkaline Trio
the All American RejectsAnberlin
Andrew W.K.Anti-Flag
A Perfect CircleAqua
Armor For SleepArmy Of Anyone
the Ataris At the Drive In
Audio AdrenalineAudioslave
B's Bad Religion
BBMakBeastie Boys
the BeatlesBen Harper
Ben KwellerDierks Bentely
BeyonceBig & Rich
Billy IdolBilly Talent
Black Eyed PeasBlack Sabbath
Black Stone CherryBlaine Larson
Corbin BleuBlindside
Blink 182Blondie
Bloodhound GangBlue October
Bo BiceBob Marley
Bon JoviJon Bon Jovi
Bone Thugs and HarmonyDavid Bowie
Bowling For SoupBoys like girls
Brand Newthe Bravery
Breaking BenjaminBuckcherry
Bullet For My ValentineBush
Busta RyhmesBusted
C's Cannibal Corpse
Vanessa CarltonJohnny Cash
Chad KroegerChevelle
Chronic Future
CiaraCKY
Kelly Clarksonthe Clash
Coheed & CambriaCold
ColdplayCommon
Cradle Of FilthCraig David
Crash Test DummiesCrazy Town
Crossfadethe Cure
Cute is what we aim forCypress Hill
D's Damien Marley
the DarknessDashboard Confessional
DaughtryDave Navaro
Dead KennedysDeadsy
Death Cab For CutieDeep Purple
Def LeppardDeftones
Die TryingDilated Peoples
DistillersDisturbed
DMXthe Doors
the Dresden DollsDrop Dead, Gorgeous
Drop Kick MurhphysDrowing Pool
E's the Eagles
the Early NovemberEden's Crush
Eiffel 65Eisley
EmimenEmery
Eric ClaptonEvanescene
Evans BlueEverclear
Everlastthe Exies
F's ?Falling Up
Jimmy FallonFall Out Boy
FergieFinch
Finger ElevenFiona Apple
Fleetwood MackFlogging Molly
flyleafFoo Fighters
Foreignerthe Format
Fort minorFountains of Wayne
Frankie JFrickin A
From Autumn To AshesFrom First To Last
FuelFuneral For A Friend
Future Leaders Of The World G's
GarbageGet Up Kids
GodsmackGoldfinger
Goo Goo DollsGood Charlotte
the Gorillazold Green Day
Guns And RosesGwen Stefani
Gym Class Hereos H's
Hate BreedHawk Nelson
Hawthorne HeightsHead Automatica
HedleyHell is for Heroes
HelloGoodbyeJimi Hendrix
Taylor hicksHIM
Hinderthe Hives
HoobastankHorrorpops
Hot Hot Heatthe Hush Sound
I's I Can Mess Like Nobody's Business
Insane Clown Posse(ICP)Ill Nino
IncubusIron Maiden
J's Ja Rule
Jack JohnsonJack Off Jill
Jack's Mannequin?Jane's Addiction
Janis JoplinJason Mraz
Jimmy Eat WorldJudas Priest
Justin Timberlake K's
KasabanKeith Urban
Kelly OsborneKill Hannah
Killswitch EngageKiss
KittieKorn
KottonMouth KingsKutless
L's Lacuna Coil
Lady SovereignLed Zeppelin
Less Than JakeLifehouse
Lil' WhyteLimp Bizkit
LITLola Ray
Los Lonely BoysLost Prophets
Lucky Boys ConfusionLynyrd Skynyrd
M's Madison Avenue
MaeMarcy's Playground
Marilyn MansonMaroon 5
Matchbox 20Matchbook Romance
MeatloafMegadeath
MestMetallica
Method ManMindless Self Indulgance
MisfitsMissy Elliott
MorningwoodMotion City Soundtrack
Motley CrueMudvayne
MurderdollsMxPx
My Chemical Romance N's
NasNelly
New Found Glory
NickelbackNightwish
Nine Inch NailsNirvana
No doubtNo Use For A Name
Nobody's AngelNoFx
NonpointNothingface
O's the Offspring
Ok GoOur Lady Peace
OutkastOzzy Osbourne
P's Panic!At The Disco
Panic ChannelPantera
Papa RoachParamore
PennywisePhantom Planet
PinkPink Floyd
the Pink Spidersthe Pixies
Plain White T'sPayable On Death(p.o.d)
PoisonPoison The Well
the Postal ServicePowerman 5000
the Presidents of the United States of AmericaPretty Ricky
Puddle Of Mudd Q's
QueenQueens Of the Stone Age
Queensryche R's
RamonesRancid
Rascal Flattsthe Rasmus
Red Hot Chili Peppersthe Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
rehabRelient K
Rise AgainstRob Zombie
Rufio S's
SalivaSade
SantanaSaosin
Saves The DaySeether
Senses FailSevendust
Sex PistolsShe Wants Revenge
ShinedownShiny Toy Guns
SilvertideSilversun Pickups
Simple PlanSkindred
SkilletSlipknot
Smile Empty SoulSomething Corporate
Sonic YouthSoundgarden
the Spill CanvasSpineshank
StaindStarting Line
StereogramStatic-X
Stone SourStory Of The Year
SpartaStraylight Run
the StrokesSugarcult
Sugar RaySum 41
Taylor SwiftSystem Of a Down
T's Taking Back Sunday
Tech N9neTenacious D
Theory Of A DeadmanThird Day
Third Eye BlindThousand Foot Crutch ThriceTrapt
TupacTwisted Sister
U's Underoath
Unwritten LawThe Used
Usher V's
Van HalenVelvet Revolver
The VinesVixen
Vitamin C W's
WakefieldWarren G
Weezerthe White Stripes
White Zombiethe Who
Wolfmother Y's
YellowCardYing Yang Twins
Z's ZAO
Zolof And The Rock And Roll Destroyersthe Zutons
#'s 10 years
12 Stones30 Seconds To Mars
31136 crazy fists
3 doors downThere are alot more i just forgot about them at the time.

Movies:

American History X
Fight ClubDonnie Darko
Cry BabyJay And Silent Bob Strike Back
ClerksClerks 2
DogmaEdward Scissorhands
300Hairspray
Friday The 13thNightmare On Elm Street
Nightmare Before ChristmasCorpse bride
The Lion KingFox And The Hound
Ginger SnapsGinger Snaps 2
Ginger Snaps 3Marcy X
Memiors Of A GeishaInterview With A Vampire
MallratsSaving Private Ryan
The Great RaidThe Pianist
SuperbadBand Of Brothers
Flags Of Our FathersLetters From Iwo JimaPhantom Of The Opera
CasablancaRocky Horror Picture Show
RadioRudy
Schindler's ListCry Wolf
Silent HillSuper Troopers
Van WilderWhite Christmas
Party MonsterPurple Rain
Yours Mine and OursThe Parent Trap

Television:

Degrassi:TNG
ICarlyLife With Derek
The Real WorldA Shot At Love: Tila Tequila
I Love New YorkFlavor Of Love
MonsterQuestGhost Hunters
Headbangers BallFamily Guy
The Simpsons

Books:

Speak
TwilightNew Moon
EclipseInterview With A Vampire
Pet SemetaryEvil Genious
Blood and ChocolateThe Great Gatsby
A Child Called ItThe Lost Child
The Privilage Of YouthA Man Named Dave
CrankBurned
TwistedValient

Heroes:

Matt.
Derek.Michelle.
David.

My Blog

Looking back on memories.

It's summer,and midnight....I'm thinking back to a time when I was young,careless and gave a fuck about anyone. I remember sneaking out late at night to go skateboarding...only to find out I can't get...
Posted by Kenni [Dirty little secrets,Dirty little lies.] on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 12:13:00 PST

I hate the way you taste.

Silly boy,Your like the rest....You say your not,You say your the best.You take my handAnd try to be sweet....You think this will make meFall to your feet. All I wanted to beWas the first you've ever ...
Posted by Kenni [Dirty little secrets,Dirty little lies.] on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 11:57:00 PST

Confusion

I'm so randomly confused right now. I just don't know what to do exactly. I hate feeling like this. Everytime I try to share my thoughts or feelings with someone and I want to open up I get all tongue...
Posted by Kenni [Dirty little secrets,Dirty little lies.] on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 06:52:00 PST

dreams

I'm in such a deja vu type thing today. I had the weirdest dream last night...one I have many times it's the one where I'm in the woods well in the clearing of the woods and I try to stop myself from ...
Posted by Kenni [Dirty little secrets,Dirty little lies.] on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 11:33:00 PST

irritated

Fuck it. I'm done with trying and trying to figure out where I went wrong to end up with all this heartache and pain in my life. I'm getting tired of crying, tired of waiting. I'm tired of feeling lik...
Posted by Kenni [Dirty little secrets,Dirty little lies.] on Sat, 31 May 2008 07:00:00 PST

This is where i stand

I want to know where you stand. Do you stand here beside me?Or with them,against me?I feel like i face this on my ownIts harder than you know.Im scared that im hopeless.That i cant be saved. I want to...
Posted by Kenni [Dirty little secrets,Dirty little lies.] on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 01:30:00 PST

What the fuck is this shit.

I dont think i signed up to be someones girlfriend just so i can get harrassed by his damn Ex. She needs to realize that he doesnt want her. If he does he wouldve went after her again. Maybe he does w...
Posted by Kenni [Dirty little secrets,Dirty little lies.] on Mon, 28 May 2007 11:58:00 PST

Baby, your the best there is

Since the first day I saw you did I realize I was in love. Everyday I talk to you I seem to function better my mind is more clear. Im happier, even my friends have noticed a difference. There a...
Posted by Kenni [Dirty little secrets,Dirty little lies.] on Tue, 22 May 2007 03:52:00 PST

I need.

..> you to talk to.hearing your voice calm me down as i cry.I want to show you my pain.this is something i cant handleon my own.but if you were there telling me how everything will be ok.Id feel so ...
Posted by Kenni [Dirty little secrets,Dirty little lies.] on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 06:30:00 PST

Another blog about my story

..> As i continued to stare up at the stars these thoughts still running around my head, she stood in front of me... I looked at her...my eyes wandering her body, all of a sudden...
Posted by Kenni [Dirty little secrets,Dirty little lies.] on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 08:46:00 PST