love me for who I am.
hate me for who I am.
Thanks if you're actually taking the time to read this.
Rather than just adding me to be another little number in your [+2478k]** contacts -.-
Or just going to my pictures and judging me on how I look.
If you are doing that I probably won't add you.
Most people on myspace are real, y'know?
People with feelings.
I'm one of those people.
My name is Jessica Alexandra Hathaway
But you can call me Jessyka.
Or Jess.
In fact, you could call me pretty much anything, if I care about you, I'll respond anyway (:
I was born on 22nd August 1991.
So I'm 16
and I know you probably dont think I look it, but who really cares?
I go to school in Lincoln.
I wouldn't want to go anywhere else.
All my friends and all the people who REALLY care about me are there and I can't live without them. They are the reason I live and breath. The reason I'm still here. They keep me going.
My mum lives in Spain.
Call me foreign, call me what you will, I don't really care. I like living there most of the time. Thankfully I don't have to be there most of the time.
My dad lives in Yorkshire.
My mates can say what they want about my dad and how he doesn't let me do much stuff but I know he's only looking for my best interest.. It just sucks big time.
I'm unlabelled.
I'm not one of those people who's going to sit here and write for hours about how they're an "individual" and don't like being called an emo or whatever they call people nowadays. I used to be like that. Now I just can't be bothered. Accept me for who I am or don't accept me at all ^^
I could also sit here and say my best friends are better than yours like everybody else does.
In fact, they are.
My best friends mean the world to me. Hurt the people I love and I'll be after you.
I'm not joking.
Read about some of them if you want to. :]
Play me Synyster Gates' solo
From Seize The Day
And I will love you forever :)
I take alot of pictures.
You won't find me without my camera.
it's always somewhere.
i take pictures to remind me of where i've been
and also to find out where i'm going.
help me out? :)
I've found that I'm shit at making relationships work.
I can't keep one for long.
But I want to fix that.. I really do.
I just need to find the right person...
Maybe I already have :]
Let's wait and see shall we?
I have a rather strange taste in music.
Yes, I love emo music and I most definitly love metal, screamo and the likes
But at heart I love TECHNO!
Most people wouldn't guess that...
But if you really knew me you would.
That's why most of my close friends call me a rave kidd =]
Well, that's me in brief.
You won't really know what I'm like unless you know me in person.
because nobody can fully justify themselves in an "about me" section.
But you'll have a pretty good idea by now.
Like me for who I am or don't.
It's as simple as that.
Makes no difference to me.
I probably don't care if you do or don't anyway.
Depends who you are ^^
mehh. oh well
peace out ^^
<3
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Leave Me Love Bby :}
Righto, This is the Top Friend box (:
Where I'll write a little something about each and every one of my top friends :)
Hehe..
Lou --> You are the best friend a girl could ask for :) Hehehe. I really don't know what I would do without you!You look after me and always watch out for me when I fuck up.. Which is quite often :P But no matter what, I know you'll always be there, to hit me with a lightsaber or to sing Crack Chicken with me or to make up random songs on the spot or to just generally make me smile (: I love you to piecess Lou!
Abbie --> I've known you for like, a year now! How fucking fast has that gone by? :D Right from when I met you, I knew we'd make firm friends, coz you seemed like a right nice lass and I was right! You're always there for me, and I'm always there for you with my packet of cigarettes :D Haha. I don't know what I'd do without you, you're always there when I need to vent to somebody and you always listen, even when I'm drunk and talk complete bollocks that you need to recount to me in the morning coz I've forgotten :) Love you to pieces Abbie!
Tom ---> You've always been there for me.. Through thick and thin.. Even when I'm crying for no apparant reason, normally coz I am severely intoxicated, you're there telling me everything'll be alright. And everything will be alright as long as you're always here for me and my best friend :) Love you Tom
Bob ---> OK, this girl right here is pretty fucking amazing :) I mean, she's completely stark raving mad, but that's why I loev her to pieces ^_^ Hahaa. She can make me laugh no matter what, and me and her are gonna have a fucking kickass time at Download next year, I'll tell you that! Love ya Bob!
Lighton ---> My loveable skaterboy (: Hahaa. You really know how to light up someones day just by making them laugh :P Normally consisting of you falling off a skateboard or getting really angry and going Lighton on someone's ass! Either way :) You're a really special guy and I'm glad we're such good mates :D Love ya Lightoonn
Lewis ---> See, I only recently became good mates with Lewis.. I mean we've hung out for ages, but we've become solid mates recently.. Probably coz I vent to him so much about my tattered love life and how I'm a fuck up ^_^ But he always reassures me I'm not :) Making him a good liar. Haha. Love you Lewis!
Jacob ---> My gay best friend :) I've known him for two years, and hes always been there to make me laugh and feel better about my self. I love him more than any other gay person and he knows that ^^ Hehee.. I know he'll always be there no matter what, mainly to bitch about plastics but it's all good :) Love you Jacob!!
Stacee ---> When I first met her, I thought she was really quiet.. How wrong can one person be? This girl is really loud and lairy and I love her to pieces :D She can make you smile to matter how down you are and she can cheer you up in an instant! Love you Stacee
Toby ---> The best cousin in the world :D I don't need to say anything else, he knows how amazing I think he is :) Love you Toby!
Luke ---> Hehe, who ever thought that me and you would become such good mates after what happened Luke? You're always there for me when I need to vent about that and you don't judge me.. You're such a good mate and I'm glad I know you :) Love ya Luke!
Hayley ---> Read my Heroes section :)
Naomi ---> My lesbian turned bi buddy! Known her for two years and although we didn't get on amazingly last year, we do this year :D We've had our ups and downs.. Like when I threw milk all over you :P But we're cool now. She's my pot buddy :) Love you Nam
Sid ---> You know whenever you walk in the square and you see that goth guy with the makeup and the energy drink? Yeah, that's Siddy ^_^ Hahaa. Can't believe this boy used to scare me.. He's such a sweetie when he wants to be :D Lol. Love ya Siddy
Lee ---> This guy is such a LEGEND! He's always there for me when I'm drunk and stumbling about :P Normally coz I'm stumbling about his house :) Lol. He's such a good mate and such a good poet!! (check out his poetry people if you read this (: ) Love ya Lee!
Katie ---> You know, what happened actually brought us closer! This girl is a legend, I love her to pieces :) And I know we're gonna be mates for a long time. As far as I'm concerned, everyone makes mistakes, I wants about to lose one of my besties coz of that. Love you Katie!
Coral ---> I've only known you a little while but I can already tell you're a fucking ace lass :D Town wouldn't be the same without you :) Hehee. Love ya Coral!
Maffew ---> Me and this boy have been through so much.. And I wouldn't change one bit of it.. He's such a special guy and I can't wait for 6th form with him :) He's the best at russian sexy time :) Love you Maffew!
Kadie ---> This lass is so loud and I love her for it :D She's gonna take me on my first proper night out and I can't wait to get hammered with her :P It'll be funny as fuck. Love you Kadie!!
Nayfun ---> I'm the only person that is allowed to spell his name like so... Coz he's my special black man and I love him to pieces :D we have our own special language.. it has no written form.. Coz we're cool :D Love you Nayfun!
Andy ---> It's G.A.G! Otherwise known as Gay Actor Guy.. We've had our ups and downs.. But he's always there for me.. And to take the piss outta me :/ Oh well. Love ya Andy!
Jason ---> That uni guy ^_^ Haha. This guy is a bit of a legend :P With his weirdass airdrumming and how he never stops tickling me :P He just wants to hear me squeak :P That sounds fucked up but true :D He always takes me in when I have nowhere to go during the day :P Hahaa. Love you Jason!!
Leane ---> This girl is a legend :) She was there for me for the past year and a half and I don't know what I'd do with out her. Love you Leane!!
Luke ---> This boy is a fucking LEGEND, ya hear?!! I love him to pieces and always will do no matter what he says :P He's gonna be stuck with me for a long time :P Hahaha. We'll see what happens, ey baby? Love you Lukey!!
Hannah ---> These two years have held so much stuff.. Ups and downs.. Although we aren't besties anymore, I'm glad to have you as a mate.. You're a wicked girl. Love ya Hannah
