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About Me

i'm just an ordinary girl who lives life normally. i am not materialistic. i am strong but weak at the same time. i am hopeless but hopeful on the other hand. i am fun of collecting true friends, people who are true to themselves and true to the people around them. a year is enough for me to know a person, if they're not worth it, then i dump them. PEOPLE WHO MISJUDGE ME DESERVES TO BE IGNORED. i am the person who make things calm. problems???naaah!!! i don't let them absorb in my mind, for if i do then maybe i am already insane at this very moment. problems are countless in my life. they don't wanna leave me, be it on family, friends or academe,,,even in love!!!love??? when it comes to that thing i do admit i am possessive but submissive in return. i am not after those hugs, kisses and other stupidities.i don't need pity either. all i wanted is the presence of the person physically, mentally and heartily.PRESENCE OF AFFECTION IS ALL I NEED. the more i love a person, the more i get hurt, but the more i get hurt, the more i want to love even stronger. even if i try to change things for the better, they just change for the worst. because of being hurt for billion times, i don't know how it feels to be happy now. i am immune to feel pain instead of happiness. Love and happiness being replaced by pain and sorrow. i am now starting to become numb and emotionless. yes, it feels so good to be free from pain and worries but why i still feel incomplete??? this is my story, my life...this is me...destined to live life without having anything at all. Nothing at all. All that i have lived for is gone. I keep all the things inside me, i know it's hard but it's more harder if i ignore it....%D%A%D%A%D%A
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how did i get here? how did i fall? why didn't i see this coming? i didn't predict this at all. you love me no longer. you want me no more. my heart is shattered, my soul has drowned. i feel a great darkness embrace me, and i cannot fight free. am i so worthless, of so little value? why am i never enough for anybody? why don't you ever notice how much you make me suffer? why aren't you ever sad, or lonely, or pained? i love you so much, every single thing about you. in my eyes no one will ever be as perfect as you. the laugh, the kiss, the touch, the voice, the eyes and the soul. for you i've cried a thousand tears, and they've never lessened the pain. every morning i wake up and my heart is sore. no one can save me from this bottomless pit of misery but YOU. you don't even know how broken i am.