time done spent : letters never sent |
trying, failing&
flailing limbs to feel for
this life I'd be okay with losing.
avoiding my dear friend sleep and forgetting to eat her friend, food.
[no really I forgot]
i feel so damn unpretty when ... Posted by on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 18:01:00 GMT |
L.A. it's a love hate thing. |
that's all. thanks for listening. Posted by on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 20:02:00 GMT |
self preservation |
i'm oblivious
and
obviously blanketed
with mystery.
the story of my life:
open ended,
huge and heavy,
weighty....wet.
so, what's in a name?
this missTERy is more than a show
it's too much
... Posted by on Thu, 04 Aug 2005 15:52:00 GMT |
touch my cup |
upstairs
from my
rusted out heart
sits an empty tin cup
" to bang along
the bars of [my] ribcage"
to shake, rattle
and roll with the punches
to make my void
something it's not
something i... Posted by on Wed, 08 Jun 2005 11:07:00 GMT |
otherwise speechless |
the always over stated,
simple and sincere,
"How are you?"
is so under the rug
it's actually gone right now
it's rendered completely obsolete
averting crisis through hiatus.
taking the cake for... Posted by on Wed, 02 Feb 2005 21:59:00 GMT |
rememberance is sad |
rememberance is sad
cause that too dies
i was "too young to remember",
mother says.
my youth is gone
and i don't remember.
what happened to those days?
those years?
these days?
coming years?
... Posted by on Wed, 02 Feb 2005 21:06:00 GMT |
After the Fall |
"after the fall"
my newborn lovechild
of:
crisis and reflection.
largely symbolizing
and universalizing
a healing heart,
liberating it of its hurt.
i hear,
"mirrors never lie"
but, from ti... Posted by on Wed, 02 Feb 2005 21:06:00 GMT |
Human Pain Unknown |
Human pain does not let go of its grip at one point in time.
Rather, it works its way out of our consciousness over time.
There is a season of sadness.
A season of anger.
A season of tranquillity.... Posted by on Sun, 09 Jan 2005 19:53:00 GMT |
every breath is recycled from someone else's lungs |
yea i do pretty good coping
considering my stubborn disposition
(if you call isolating yourself and smoking dope and watching TV coping)
see, don't let me fool you
i'm not so strong really,
... Posted by on Fri, 08 Oct 2004 15:57:00 GMT |