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About Me

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I've made a lot of changes in my life over the past few months... Finally letting go and walking away from the people in my life who only wanted to see me fail, hurt, or depressed all of the time. I have made a lot of mistakes and have come to terms with all I have done. I don't regret anything that I have been thru or done what so ever. All the ups and downs have made me into who I am today.. I have become closer to my family and developed friendships and relationships with people who make me smile and laugh all of the time.. I love my brother to death.. He is my world. I don't have any children at this time.. In the future.. but right now I am working on me and some other things ;o)~ I am happier now than I have been in years!!!!!!!I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)

My Interests

I love photography.. Baseball.. Yes I love the NY Mets even though they did blow it this year it is still my team!!!Reading, working out and thats pretty much what my life consists of these days!!

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet some family that is no longer here... I already met my Honest guy... so I am good on that level... but I would love to meet my *Angels*..The best of two worlds that collided from the very beginning ....

Music:

I like all kinds of music...I'm pretty much open for all different kinds... Alicia Keys.. Nickelback...Keyshia Cole..Jodeci..just to name a few..Old School R&B.. Love it all

Movies:

So many...Grease, White Oleander, How to lose a guy in 10 days, My Best Friends Wedding, Scarface, The God Father Movies, Dogma

Television:

The Shield, The Sopranos, Law and Order, Veronica Mars, Friends... Seinfeld!!

Books:

Too many to list.. Clare McNally and Mary Higgins Clark are my favorite authors

Heroes:

My lil bro and my Grandma.. R.I.P Gram...

My Blog

Live and Learn

There have come changes and issues with time that I have learned to deal with. When I look at how some people can still push my buttons with their child mentality and I fall back into the mode I was ...
Posted by *SuMMeR*MaRie* on Sat, 25 Oct 2008 12:29:00 PST

Shoebox

I was looking back at somethings that were written years agoThings that brought back feelings unknownIt's odd how they still pull at my heart stringsHow they can still hurt as if it was yesterdayThen ...
Posted by *SuMMeR*MaRie* on Wed, 08 Oct 2008 08:28:00 PST

A lil info for you....

So, Here is an update on all that is going on right now...For anyone with questions.. here you go... It took me a long time but I finally found 'The One'...Not like anyone else in my life... he is dif...
Posted by *SuMMeR*MaRie* on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 06:37:00 PST

He Is

I never thought I would find someone like you...I never thought I would be as happy as I am...He is.. Amazing, Lovable, Trustworthy.. Sweet..I never thought I would feel this way again...I never thoug...
Posted by *SuMMeR*MaRie* on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 10:17:00 PST

My Truth

Maybe I still love you or maybe I want to hurt you.... I know I still love you I just want to hurt you... The way you hurt me...   I never knew where I stood... Never knew who I was... I love...
Posted by *SuMMeR*MaRie* on Sat, 20 Sep 2008 12:16:00 PST

Time to go

I don't want history to repeat it self... I don't want to feel the way I did..Walking away is the right thing to do... Walking away isn't an option for me or you..The road I chose so long ago keeps me...
Posted by *SuMMeR*MaRie* on Sat, 30 Aug 2008 12:23:00 PST

So Confused

We've tried this over and over again... You walked way when I needed you most...Now you want to give this another try...I'm so confused.. I just wanna cry...I've waited years to hear you say this..I'v...
Posted by *SuMMeR*MaRie* on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 04:14:00 PST

:o)

I don't know why it's so hard to believe that I walked away from something that would never be..I know why I feel the way I do.. I just don't feel the same about you..Too many years of tears and bad f...
Posted by *SuMMeR*MaRie* on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 07:49:00 PST

Once Upon A Time

Once upon a time there was someone I loved... Once upon a time I held him in my heart..The feelings that were there were only real on my part...I remember once upon a time.. I felt safe and warm insid...
Posted by *SuMMeR*MaRie* on Thu, 03 Jul 2008 11:58:00 PST

Still

You're still the person I love the most... The feelings I can't help..Still the one who melts my heart and stole it with out a trace...The one who I still feel and wish I had you here... Knowing it's ...
Posted by *SuMMeR*MaRie* on Mon, 26 May 2008 11:43:00 PST