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About Me

You don't know me like you knew me. You stopped listening the moment that I needed you the most. You can't see me like you saw me. Truth comes easy but it's hard for you to pull me from the ground. So I scream, scream cause it hurts. Your every word cuts me inside and leaves me worse. There's no way back. And what if there was? You'd still be you and I'd still need to say goodbye. Maybe you don't love me like I used to love you baby. Cause the broken in you doesn't make me run. There is beauty in the dark side. I'm not frightened. Without it I could never feel the sun. Nothing will ever change no matter what you say. I'm still gonna be the same. The harder we try, the harder that we fight, can't get it right. Say goodbye..
My names Kayla (kayla shea, kay). I go to Athens High School. I'm 18. I have a gambling problem already.. Haha. I love my family and friends. They're always there for me when i need them the most. I love bein outside and i can't stand it when i'm not. I tend to pass out if i hear someone talkin about blood, vain's, arteries, or see blood, or get a shot or get blood taken. I love muddin even though i haven't been in awhile. I LOVE ridin dirtbikes and 4-wheelers, anything with speed that i can fly on, i'll love. And fire, OMG, i love settin anything and everything on fire! I love tannin whenever i have the extra money and time. I usually stay busy during the week with workin, school, and h/w. On the weekends i try to take off work as much as i can and party. I'm pretty laid back around anyone and most of the time talk to you even if i dont know you. BUT, if i dont like you you're most likely gonna know. I can be a MAJOR bitch sometimes especially if you piss me the hell off and yeah i'm that way because there's no other way to survive.
My mom and daddy are my hero's. I dont have a clue what i'd do without them. They've been through a lot in their lives and i look up to that. I know that i'm not a perfect little angel anymore either and i give them hell most of the time and i'm sorry when i do mess up and glad that they let me off usually with a good ole chewin my ass out. I love ya'll very much.
My little sister is my best friend and i tell her anything and everything. Usually she's always with me if i go anywhere and if she wants something or needs something i'll always get it for her. I thank her for always listenin to my stupid stories and problems even though she probably doesn't wanna know or hear about it. She knows i'm always here for her and she's always there for me and we stick by each other through thick and thin. I know we don't get along sometimes but eventually we work things out. I loves j0000 baby sister!whateverlife.com
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I threw away my phone. I thought that you should know. I'd throw away my home if I had somewhere to go. Anything to stop the circle in my brain. Anything is better than you making me feel lame. Why should I be sorry? I've had enough of you. Please forget my name. I'm runnin around on empty still tryin to get away. Anything to kill the consciousness of you. Anything to end myself before the thought of you. Now you'll know what it feels like to bite your tongue. Now you'll know what it feels like to be the one who walks around with knots in your stomach. I've been there, and I've done it. And now you'll know what it feels like to always be afraid of everything you wanted to say. Who's sorry now?.. Who's sorry now? All my life I've been sorry for something. Something gets me nothing and nothings such a waste. All this time I've been sayin I'm sorry. But why the hell should I be sorry for all of your mistakes?

28 RANDOM THINGS PEOPLE SHOULD KNOW ABOUT YOU.
1. I sleep with a confederate flag blanket every night.
2. I want a big truck, with an 10 in. lift and 40's for graduation.
3. I hate the way i look, and most likely always will.
4. I hate people who think they know everything about you and lie and start rumors.
5. If you piss me off bad enough i can and will be the most spiteful, meanest, bitch you ever dreamed of.
6. I seriously hate people who are immature and don't know what the hell they want in life or if they want it at all.
7. The Notebook and Gone With The Wind are my favorite movies.
8. My little sister's my best friend, and if anyone starts shit with her you better believe i'd stomp your ass so far in the ground that you aint gonna be gettin back up.
9. I still cry every time i watch the movie Ghost at the end, haha.
10. I LOVE fire, i like playin with it, catchin shit on fire, and startin it!
11. I hate foreign food... like chinese and japanese.
12. My favorite color is blue.
13. I like eatin deer (deer steak, deer stew, etc.)
14. I want to go to UAB and go into sports med.
15. I love to tan!! If i could i would tan every day 5 times a day.
16. I love being outside.
17. I hate my toes... they're weird lookin.
18. A lot of times i dont think before i speak..
19. The color of my room is banana yellow. (It's very bright)
20. I wish i was a lot smarter sometimes.
21. I've learned all's fair in love and war.
22. My best friends are always there for me when i need them the most.
23. I wanna die in my bed, old, happy, and with the love of my life beside me saying "I'll be seeing you."
24. I've learned some people are childish and stupid and need to grow up and that sometimes you just have to over look them.
25. I've learned to forgive but I probably wont ever forget what you did to me.
26. I like just being myself around people.
27. I hate rumors and dislike the people who start them.
28. I think everyone deserves a second chance at anything, but after you've blown that with me you can forget it.
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I would've liked to have met Marilyn Monroe. I want to meet.. Hank Williams Jr., Taylor Swift, Gretchen Wilson, Oprah Winfrey
Name: Kayla
Birthdate: 11-30-88
Birthplace: Decatur
Current Location: Athens
Eye Color: green
Hair Color: dirty blonde
Height: 5'6
Weight: like a gazillion, i'm fat!
Piercings: 3
Tatoos: 1
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: single, for now
Overused Phraze: well shit
FAVORITES
Food: pepperoni pizza
Candy: reese's or starburst
Number: 8
Color: blue
Animal: dawg
Drink: mountain dew or mello yellow
Alcohol Drink: bud light! or smirnoff - any flavor
Bagel: dont like them
Letter: dont have one
Body Part on Opposite sex: his eyes
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: either
McDonalds or BurgerKing: BK
Strawberry or Watermelon: watermelon
Hot tea or Ice tea: dont like tea
Chocolate or Vanilla either
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: neither
Kiss or Hug: kiss
Dog or Cat: dawg
Rap or Punk: country
Summer or Winter: summer
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: both
Love or Money: love
YOUR...
Bedtime: when i feel like goin to bed
Most Missed Memory: when i was like 6, didnt have a care in the world, and a band-aid could fix anything
Best phyiscal feature: dont got one. i'm fuckin ugly!
First Thought Waking Up: that'd be.. i dont wanna go to school, or work, or damn its too early
Goal for this year: better grades
Best Friends: they're always there when i need them the most
Weakness: umm.. depends on the situation
Fears: growin old, alone, and with 9000 cats (ya'll know them old grand-maw types)
Heritage: southern by the grace of God! that's all i have to say about that
Longest relationship: a year and a half
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: yeah
Ever Smoked: yes
Pot: yuck! NO!
Ever been Drunk: yeah
Ever been beaten up: no
Ever beaten someone up: no
Ever Shoplifted: yeah when i was little and didnt know any better
Ever Skinny Dipped: yeah
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: yeah
Been Dumped Lately: nope
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: blue/green
Favorite Hair Color: blonde, brown, both, dont really care
Short or Long: average length for a guy
Height: tall, atleast 6 feet
Style: whatever he likes to wear
Looks or Personality: looks i dont really care about, but personality.. he's gotta be funny, a little sensitive, romantic at times, but then again spontaneous
Hot or Cute cute
Drugs and Alcohol: neither really.. but if i had to pick one, alcohol
Muscular or Really Skinny: muscular
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: i gotta few i wish i could go back and fix
What country do you want to Visit: Ireland
How do you want to Die: i wanna live forever
Been to the Mall Lately: no, dont got time
Do you like Thunderstorms: yeah, love sittin out on the porch like a redneck sayin "oh shit you'd see that lightning strike!?"
Get along with your Parents: most of the time
Health Freak: nah
Do you think your Attractive: uglier than hell
Believe in Yourself: i try...
Want to go to College: yep, Alabama or UAB
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Drink: i might sometimes
Shower Daily: yep
Been in Love: yeah...
Do you Sing: yeah, might in the car or shower sometimes
Want to get Married: yep
Do you want Children: yeah, some day
Have your future kids names planned out: haha, i like some names but i dont know for sure yet
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: ???
Hate anyone: i dont hate anyone... i dislike some people a whole lot, but dont hate them

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Music:

I listen to mostly anything

Movies:

I love any kinds of movies

Television:

I mostly watch MTV and MTV2 and VH1

Books:

I read magazines... does that count?

Heroes:

My parents and my little sister