SECERETS keep me SICK what the hell am i suppossed to do.... |
there are so many secerets that i still have to keep
I feel this sickness overpowering me
although I am screaming for help from the inside out
there is noone i can trust or tell what is really going ...
Posted by **Even Though Nobodys looking shes falling apart** on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 10:37:00 PST |
TO MANY SECERETS Flashbacks, survivior role, confusion,lost,found,fighting,surviving,process |
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I don't talk about the details because I can't,
But there's so much going on that nobody talks about
I just figured that out with myself after so many years of not talking.
I wonder a...
Posted by **Even Though Nobodys looking shes falling apart** on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 10:32:00 PST |
Distorted |
..TR>
Distorted....
silly girl o how you distort things in your mind,
How you veiw nurishment as something negative,
How you veiw yourself as fat and others as thin
How everytime you eat you fee...
Posted by **Even Though Nobodys looking shes falling apart** on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 10:29:00 PST |
i feel fat |
I ATE TWO SALADS WITH HUMUS & I HAD 4 DIET COKES AND I DID NOT PURGE AND MY STOMACH IS BLOATED AND HUGE TO THE SIZE OF AN ETHIOPIAN CHILDS STOMACH AND IT HURTS REALLY BAD AND I FEEL SO DISGU...
Posted by **Even Though Nobodys looking shes falling apart** on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 10:07:00 PST |
The Dangerously Sharp CAGE |
I am stuck in a cage made of sharp barbed wire
I can’t seem to find my way out
The more I attempt to fight and escape the cage I’m in the more injured I become Therefore the closer I am to...
Posted by **Even Though Nobodys looking shes falling apart** on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 08:29:00 PST |
I AM SO HAPPY TODAY BECAUSE JEN CALLED ME!!!! |
I AM SO HAPPY TODAY!!!!
Jen called me and I love her and miss her so much and it was just so amazingly wonderful to hear from her!!!!
She told me that in staffing they are talking about letting ...
Posted by **Even Though Nobodys looking shes falling apart** on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 06:11:00 PST |
frustrated |
My sister is a liar and she is pissing me off she is telling me to stay out of her bussiness and whatever the thing is that it becomes my bussiness when it starts to effect me and her bringing substan...
Posted by **Even Though Nobodys looking shes falling apart** on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 08:24:00 PST |
only one online |
I am the only person 0nline at 6 in the morning because ive been up all night pretty crazy i know well then im out later
Posted by **Even Though Nobodys looking shes falling apart** on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 03:57:00 PST |
Thoughts I ponder at 4:30 in the morning I’m always thinking.... |
"There is a time for everything and everything in its place"’................ sometimes that does not always seem true because I know that at least in my life things very rarely happen at t...
Posted by **Even Though Nobodys looking shes falling apart** on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 02:30:00 PST |
To a dear friend who is struggling with ED |
I am frustrated.I am at a loss of what to do, not with myself but in terms of how to help you.I care about you so much more then you will ever belive or know.I wish you would stop this cycle of self-d...
Posted by **Even Though Nobodys looking shes falling apart** on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 11:37:00 PST |
