Vladimir♫

WHERE I BEENGreetings everyonefirst thank you very much for all your concern and notes as you know i have not been online since decemeber 2006 it was not my control for this absent.i was in jail since decemeber 2006 until my release march 25 2007 i was drunk with friends in city of Czech Republic celebrate holiday in decemeber in abandon building where i reside because i can not afford to pay for proper home to live in and we drink heavy and the police come inside and find us it was dark and we did not know they are the police they did not speak loud to say who they are so we only think they are the bad guys trying to harm us so we defend ourself with bricks and sticks we yell who are you and they did not id to say they are the policemen so only we think they are intruders to cause us harm so when they come up the long stepcase we throw bricks at the unknown people after they are hit they fire guns to us and we run to hide far in building i run and hide in room in the dark scared and panic not know who are these people now who are shooting guns to us.the abandon building is long time abandon with many people live inside it is i think old factory it has many rooms and it is safe place to stay to keep warm from cold weather and we do not make trouble. i can not afford to pay for good home becuase i do not have any family in my life to turn to for support me and i am adult i try my best to live my life best way i can and i never go look for problems. that night we are only celebrate with each other inside the building not in streets and we did not cause problems to anybody the unknown men who enter the building in strong force did not speak to id them self as policemen so we did not know who they are breaking doors and coming inside we only think they are coming in to cause us harm. if they announce they are police i would not of throw bricks and bottles at them when they are coming us stepcase.we say loud to them many times who are you and they did not speak! so now the damage is done and i was in jail for many months two of my friends who are also homeless and live in building were shot dead i was lucky i was not hit by the hundreds of bullets they fire into the darkness but again i live to suffer emotions of tramatic events again in my life.now i am live with friends in house and i pay what i can for food and the house rent to help pay for living expense. i am working and trying to save money for most part i am ok. life is crazy thing you know. i dont know how i survive so much pain and setback in my life but i have and i am still here.