Sean

Ill add to this over time. I believe it will say alot about me if I can fill it in over time when I am in different states of mind whether it be happy, sad, mad, depressed etc. That way anyone reading this will get to know a well rounded view as to who I am and what Im about...and hey I may just learn some more about myself. Im the guy in the black shirt in the pic. Im 33 single, never been married and no kids. I am a busy body, always involved in different projects. I like to have fun, Im told I am a very funny person, I just love to make people laugh. I work in a steelmill as a machine operater and tool and die maker and have bartended on the side since I was 18. I am a major STEELERS fan. I signed up on here mainly to meet new people. Not that I do not have a great group of friends because I do. Many of us grew up together and over the years the friends friends, girlfriends, boyfriends, husbands and wives have been welcomed with open arms. I am not quite sure if anyone has as much fun as we do when we are all together and everyone of us would do almost anything for each other. Its something I would not trade for anything. I guess I should be writing this in a blog but since I am new here and not sure how that works I am writing it here. My personal life well I will not complain because we all learn from our mistakes. I let a wonderful girl go about 15 years ago. Was she the one? Who knows she was young as was I and I had the newly found fame of being a bartender in some popular spots before she was of legal age so in my young, dumb, and full of cum age I pissed that away. She by the way is happily married wih two beautiful children...go figure one boy and one girl. (wanna bet there is a white picket fence outside the house too?) Sorry just trying to be funny. Anyway I met a woman who I thought was the one...and at times still do, well we lived together for several years, only problem was I am an outgoing person and she is more the homebody type. Now dont get me wrong she let me do whatever I wanted...which god bless her was great...only I screwed it all up. You see guys if you are reading this sometimes what you think is a good thing is really a curse, and ladies I hope you can learn from my mistakes. I hate cheaters, but I became one because I was selfish. I had a great thing at home but the problem was...she was at home, and had no desire to go to parties or functions etc. So yes she made it easy to cheat...NO its no excuse but truth be told it was tempting and easy, now with that said when it was all said and done the old grass is greener on the other side theory reared its ugly head and yes I cheated. Years later I still hate myself for it, however I will admit Im glad it happened because it changed me...for the better. I guess to finish this off and to make my point to the men and women reading this. I am 33, no kids, never married etc...depending on your situation that may sound great, but it sucks. I learned my life lessons the hard way, unfortunatetly I hurt a good person in the process (which I have since talked to and apologized for) but like they say everything happens for a reason. If ladies you were ever cheated on before you throw away years of time and effort talk and find out why it happened...it may end up a good thing, I am proof of that. Guys.....THINK with the right damn head and be a man and talk to your women, dont cheat. Where does it get you? Me, well sure it taught me some good lessons and made me a better man, but in the same sense I am sitting here typing and preaching to all of you instead of laying in bed cuddling, messaging, kissing, and loving someone special. If my mistakes and pain can help just one lucky couple than I have my proof...EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON