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About Me

I stand ere in the river of rain, falling on me from tears unshed and stars glistening above. Soaked from the pain, soaked from the loss, soaked from the mess that this world has left me in. Can I be repaired, can I be put back together, a simple as the egg king in a child's fairy tale? I'm lost in despair, lost in the world of pain, lost in the world, not knowing where to turn to.Oh how I wish there was a face, how I wish there was arms to fall into each time this looming shadow creeped up darker than the pits that my heart has sunk into. Come free me from this shadows, come free me from this world doomed by man, forgotten by women, and clung to be innocence and ignorance.My only savior shall be the black steed, to ride, to roam, to free myself from this world of utter despair. So I ask you now do you hear my pain, do you see my wingless grace collapse from the heavens as there exists no true gods in human ignorance. Just the Child God which all wish to believe in, as I remain a guardian to one of the few sleeping True Gods of this world.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I see someone, in my dreams,
someone I cannot reach,
someone I cannot touch,
someone my heart yearns and cries for each night.
Soothing embrace, fearless power, strength beyond reproach.
I reach out, to touch the shadow of his person,
further and further away they get.
I cannot grasp, I cannot see them clearly,
as I reach out in desperation, in hope, in desire and need to just be held and told
everything will be alright
is there such a thing for me?
Will I truly be.. alright?

A BLACK Dragon Lies Beneath!

My inner dragon is one of two harmonious dragons (the other is White). Deep down I'm dark, foreboding, and just a tad wicked. *evil grin* Fun, no? Click the image to try the Inner Dragon Online Quiz for yourself.

My Blog

Poem : Standing Beside You

Title : Standing Beside You Here I stand with my umbrella in hand. Rain or shine I shall be your shade. Here I stand with my handkerchief ready, to wipe away tears or cover your nose when its running....
Posted by on Sat, 26 Sep 2009 11:10:00 GMT

Pissed and Depressed

So I recently got hacked, lost virtually everything on my toons I was storing up and after a long bath playing a pisy fit with myself... I find myself wondering why am I getting so upset with a game? ...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Sep 2009 18:19:00 GMT

The Haunting Dream

I had that dream again, neither good or bad omen simply a dream that will pop up now and then. Like all my dreams that have realism to them I start out in the dark, I can hear the rain so clear, so sh...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Sep 2009 08:55:00 GMT

Blizzcon... and its mutation

So I am sure those who play World of Warcraft have been hearing about the new expac due to come out. I find it rather sloppy that they speed up and create new things rather than fix the already appare...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Aug 2009 07:22:00 GMT

Beauty and the Beast

My last blog that I'm pretty sure not many people bothered to view, probably none of my ex boyfriends or anyone I mentioned; was a bit mean considering I ranted about those I loved and lost. Not reall...
Posted by on Tue, 26 May 2009 14:44:00 GMT

Boobs or Dick?

I admit I've been going through an interesting time since last year when I felt my current guy dropped me like a sack of potatoes but I realize I did not make him really want to stay with me; I simply...
Posted by on Sun, 24 May 2009 14:12:00 GMT

Blood and Lonilness

.. .. The days seemed to come and go a bit more peacefully. Storms were less in the lands of the Northrend continent and still the same beasts continued to float around its surrounding layers....
Posted by on Wed, 04 Feb 2009 17:19:00 GMT

The Dark Moods

Create a playlist at MixPod.com Various songs for my moods I go through
Posted by on Fri, 09 Jan 2009 18:30:00 GMT

Aylliris Back Story

[ World of Warcraft, tuesday, of course the servers are down and I am sitting here bored, well not fully I am watching CSI:NY with my BF sick off my ass but hopefully better soon so I can pick up job ...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Nov 2008 20:18:00 GMT

The Adventures of Bloodnite

Triple digit paw came through the kodo hide drapes that made the doors to the huts as horns blared their sounds of war, the camp was busy with activity as along side came the massive wolf, eyes of red...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Nov 2008 18:31:00 GMT