My other half is on the other side of the looking glass:
Laughing Nameless Antihero
Yes, I really am blue.
Some strange changes have occured. My life has taken on some interesting new directions, and I followed the pattern which I saw before me in hopes of living a slightly less chaotic life. It worked. I think.
I am no longer looking to meet anyone for a relationship, and for the time being I have happiness perhaps as much as I ever do. My creepy crazy kooky goth chick is all the woman I need.
But I changed my mind about something. I was going to simply merge this profile back into my main one, but somehow I feel it has been a good thing to have. So instead it became my parallel existence, and I will synchronize my 2 profiles in some strange and conscious form of digital multiple personality.
This profile will become the space for Mr.Hydra, while my other one becomes more purely Dr.Jackal.
So, yes; Dr.Jackal and Mr.Hydra will occupy their opposite sides of the looking glass, and maybe I will have done something new in some sense (but what is ever truly new?).
I never said I was normal!
:D
And about me? ...Yatta yatta yatta
I like privacy a lot.
The cliff notes version of what I like: Modplug, EBM, Stealth, Scars, Zelda, Wolves, Energy Drinks, Mutants, Tea, Gravity, Anomalies, Order, Tears, Isolation, Pleasure, Disinformation, Life, Entropy, Dissolution.
I never get scared, except when something truly fatal is imminently possible (gun to the head usually does the trick). I am semi-immune to confusion and boredom also, and basically free of them. I am not fully immune to negativity, but I am content to be without some of it.
There is much I could say, but of course I am a secretive bastard. Don't try to look too close, because you never know where serpents sleep. Whatever I do with my time isn't your concern anyhow. Those who need to know, know.
Perhaps I have an odd sense of humor. I tend to find the concept of death funny in general. I am also highly amused by the easily frightened.
I spend my time well, on things I enjoy, or which suit my ends. I have already started some groups for others who share my tastes or outlook in certain particulars.
I have tried to be a nihilist, but have settled for general existentialism. Buddhism also makes some sense to me, as does hinduism and paganism. Science is truth, and I explore my mind and reality when I can.
I tend to keep people at a distance, and generally prefer for them to do the same. I don't bother anyone, but if you bother me, I will usually strike back. I only get close to a few people, and they have to be tough and smart to get near me at all.
I tend to be calm and centered, but I do like feeling explosive or venomous sometimes too. I used to have a rather serious problem there, but I have had it under control for a while. When I am able to force myself to let go these days, it can be a good feeling.
I once drank a LOT and did LOTS of drugs, but these days I tend to stick to energy drinks, and pot. It seems to be more than enough to keep me happy. ("I like things that make me go!")
Your civilization is now ending, so have your last Kodak moments while you can. Nature is slowly retaking your world, and human idiocy will also cause more problems for you. You can't get along with nature, so nature doesn't want you anymore. Do time and entropy a favor and kill yourselves now. But only if you are OVER 18, thanks. I don't need your retarded parents suing me because you listened to some random maniac on the internet. Go get some heavy metal and listen to them instead!
Don't let aliens invade this place, or I will probably make a deal to feed you all to them in exchange for a cool spaceship, and rulership of australia.
I serve nature and justice, and I try to do what must be done.
Enough about me already!
What else is there? It's not so fascinating! Fine.
Favorite Flavor: Blood, Cherry, or Chocolate
Favorite Color: Metallic green, purple, metallic blue, neon green, blood red, and duh...black and grey.
Favorite Drink: The blood of the innocent? Mountain dew, Green Tea,
Favorite Drug: Energy Drinks (or weed).
Favorite Show: Jamie Kennedy Xperiment. Ha!
Favorite Position: In total control with a vicious sneer.
Favorite Sport: Outrunning death itself
Favorite Country: Scotland, Finland, New Zealand, Argentina, Afghanistan, Egypt, Cambodia, Switzerland.
Favorite Band: Too many to choose one.
Favorite Holiday: Every fucking day man!.
Celebrity you most resemble: Tarzan
Celebrity you want to date: Either Angelina Jolie, or Icon of Coil. Or both.
The meaning of existence in 5 words:"Nothing has any true meaning"
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