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My Name is Natalie. I am married to a wonderful man. I am the mother of 2 beautiful boys that I love very much. My husband, children, family and friends are a big part of who I am. I lost my mother back in Dec of 2001. It was a very hard time for me. I hope nobody ever has to loose thier mom the way I did. She was my best Friend. She was around for my oldest child till he was 2yrs old. I guess she knew my youngest child before I knew him. At least that is what I wld like to think. My husband, Family and friends were very supportive during that tragic time. They say as time goes by things get easier, but to me it doesn't seem true @ all. I miss her more and more each day, cuz it has just been that much longer since the last day I saw her. She will always be in my heart. When I lost my mom, I also lost a person that was suppose to be my father the man that was suppose to love my mother till death do they part. I think he did love her, but he was so messed up on drugs and the Devil had such a hold on his life. He is the reason I lost my mother. Now he sits in a prision with the thought on his mind of how he got there and what he lost. I have forgiven him for what happened but I can never forget. I just hope and pray one day for an explanation for what he did. Till then I will keep living my life wondering why did this had to happen. I thank God everyday for everything I have now and the times that I had with my Mother and Father. I know one day I will get to see my mother again. Till then I will be the mother to my children that I am suppose to be and the wife that my husband deserves. I will cherish the time w/ everyone that is dear to me. I have this wonderful Aunt that has always been there for me and I know I can count on her for whatever I may need her for. She is my mother's Sister. Thanks to everyone that is my friends. I love being with each and everyone of them. This is everything that has made me who I am. a href="http://www.layouts2u.com" target="_blank"
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I had to do one of the hardest things this morning. I had to wake my oldest son Austin up and tell him to say goodbye to his dog Bobby. Jason got up this morning and found Bobby laying in the floor an...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Sep 2008 17:34:00 GMT

"Hope for Hunter" Benefit was Awesome!!

We Raised $1,716.00!!!! I was very happy and satisfied with the way everything went for the benefit show. I couldn't have done it w/o my husband, my friends, and all the singers and bands that helped....
Posted by on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 21:34:00 GMT

This is very important! This is for a baby that needs help!!

Place: Moose Lodge, Airport Rd, JonesboroDate: March 1, 2008Time: 7pm- 12amCost: DONATIONS MINIMUM $5.00Hosted By: DARK EMBRACE, Natalie Barker and friendsMUST BE 21YRS!!!Music by: ERICA BOULANDMARK U...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 17:43:00 GMT