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distilled vision of a lie.
"Roads are getting nearer
We cover distance but not together
I am the storm and I am the wonder
And the flashlights, nightmares
And sudden explosions "
(yeah so, this might change later. grr, most of you don't even deserve to know this much.)
I've chosen to not align myself with other people's descriptions of me. I'm either quiet and observant or crazy loud whenever I'm on an emotional high. I do quail up at times out of shyness. Honestly, I'm not easily summarized. I have a circus of thoughts and many questions regarding life and our existence, pretty random most days. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about my fellow beings. Whether they piss me the hell off or make me smile, I appreciate them all so much. I often see myself in others and make it a habit to once in a while escape my selfishness to try and understand them. I smile and laugh a lot and so easily, sometimes for no other reason besides it feeling good. haha Cause I'm a dork like that! I only have a few close friends, but offer my support to anyone who needs it, and I stay loyal to those who have my heart. I hurt easily, and hate to feel left out. I always call music my anti-suicide, not that I've ever been suicidal.. haha I just think that love and music are a few of the things that keep me sane when all else fails YA KNOW? My taste in music is very eclectic, but I mostly listen to the good stuff. And I'm pretty much an R&B junkie above anything else. I don't consider myself ever truly changing as a person, just forever opening myself to new thoughts, ideas and influences. Maybe that does make me changing, interpret it as you may. I don't know what else to say about myself at the moment, nor care that much.. so, deuce nigguh.
