I am a strong believer in opposites attract. I have friends who have the sweetest girlfriends and don't appreciate them and some of them treat there women like sh*t. I, unfortunately, am what everyone I know calls "a nice guy". Of course this means I attract lying, cheating, psycho b*tches. The last girl I was talking has finally made me decide to take a lesson from my brother and my friends. If I want a nice girl I have to be a Asshole. She had me looking like a fool the entire time we were talking. I Loved and would of done anything for the person she pretended to be. Do you people who play people like she did, realize how not only do you make the person feel like a complete idiot once they realize what is going on, but it also emotionally destroys people. I have never been more hurt than when I found out she was a pathological liar and had been with ten times the amount of guys that she said she had been with, including while we were together. What makes it worse is I knew in my gut that she was a whore and everytime I confronted her about it, she would start crying and say that I was like everyone else and No one ever trusts her, she never cheated on anyone, and didn't understand why every one she loves treats her this way. Of course I felt like sh*t, and the small part of me that wanted to believe her convinced the part of me with common sense that maybe she was telling the truth. This went on for a while until I couldn't lie to myself any more. And when I told her I was done she had the nerve to tell me she was pregnant. Of course I did't believe her. But that stupid side of me showed itself again and I thought, Well what would be worst staying with her and finding out it was a lie, or leaving her and finding out it was true. So I stayed. For the next two weeks she tried to make feel guilty about the way I treated her and said she was glad that she doesn't have to tell her child that it's father treated it's mother like shit and left when she told him she was pregnant. I just bit my tongue and stayed by her side all the way up until she lost the baby, "alledgedly". Of course I wasn't allowed to see her for a couple of days while she was recovering. After that I just wished her the best and stopped talking to her. I think what makes it worse, I know this may seem shallow but, I wasn't attracted to her at all when we first met. Our mutual friend just kept telling me how great a girl she was. And I asked myself, did I want to be the guy who missed out on a great girl because she wasn't Pretty. I think the decision I made was the worst one I had ever made in my life. I think her being unattractive also made her lies about cheating more believable. I still can't understand how some that looked like her, be even uglier on the inside. I am just being mean now, even though a lot of truth is said in jest. No matter how mad and disgusted I am with her right now, I miss her sometimes. Then my brain kicks in and reminds me it was all a lie. I consider myself to be pretty smart, but I still don't understand this, but every once in a while when she calls, I actually call her back and talk to her. Maybe someone can explain this to me. Am I crazy? Looking at what I just entered in this box I must be. Maybe right now wasn't the best time to update my profile. Using your hands
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Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com %D%AI work in sales and hopefully will own my own business one day. I spend most of my time working, but when I do have free time I like going to the movies, and spending time with my pets.
Name: Matthew Madison
Birthdate: 07/04/1776
Birthplace: Texas
Current Location: Alaska
Eye Color: grey
Hair Color: blue
Height: 7'9"
Weight: 600
Piercings: 2000
Tatoos: 0
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Bertha
Overused Phraze: Shut Up
FAVORITES
Food: crackers
Candy: tobacco
Number: k
Color: sand
Animal: malibu
Drink: pizza
Alcohol Drink: gin and pizza
Bagel: chocolate
Letter: 8
Body Part on Opposite sex: ass
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: rum
McDonalds or BurgerKing: pizza hut
Strawberry or Watermelon: cherry
Hot tea or Ice tea: coffee
Chocolate or Vanilla strawberry
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: tea
Kiss or Hug: wet wille
Dog or Cat: fich
Rap or Punk: country
Summer or Winter: fall
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: science fiction
Love or Money: sex
YOUR...
Bedtime: whenever
Most Missed Memory: i don't remember
Best phyiscal feature: breasts
First Thought Waking Up: i am aroused
Goal for this year: think of a good goal for next year
Best Friends: my left and right potatoes
Weakness: kryptonite
Fears: i fear that I dont have any fears
Heritage: white and mexican
Longest relationship:&..39;
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: always
Ever Smoked: no
Pot: no
Ever been Drunk: no
Ever been beaten up: no
Ever beaten someone up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
Ever Skinny Dipped: no
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: no
Been Dumped Lately: no
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: black and blue
Favorite Hair Color: bald
Short or Long: medium
Height: 2'11"
Style: naked
Looks or Personality: bedroom skills
Hot or Cute willing
Drugs and Alcohol: ?
Muscular or Really Skinny: obese
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: 19
What country do you want to Visit: alaska
How do you want to Die: nuclear holocaust
Been to the Mall Lately: n
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Get along with your Parents: yes
Health Freak: no
Do you think your Attractive: no
Believe in Yourself: no
Want to go to College: if I am not attractive and don't believe in myself you igure this one out
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Drink: no
Shower Daily: if by daily you mean once a wekk than yes
Been in Love: only with myself
Do you Sing: yes
Want to get Married: no
Do you want Children: onlky ifd they come with fries
Have your future kids names planned out: regular and extra crispy
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: don't know yet
Hate anyone: yes
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