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Haley Ryan

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About Me

I have been described as "intimidating" on more than one occasion, but I have never thought that about myself until I heard it from different people. It just takes me awhile to decide if i should waste my time on you. Not so much waste...but I do believe time is the most valuable thing you can give someone since we never know how wealthy we are in it. The older I get the less I care about people who don't matter and the more I let the people who do matter know. I'm very genuine and honest. I will tell you what I think, so if you don't want to really know....it's best not to ask. And I tend to have the habit now of telling you what i think even if you don't want to hear it. I have this weird passion for furniture and home decor, thus going to school with the ultimate goal of becoming a furniture designer. It's weird how a trip to Home Depot to look for new paint colors excites me. Lame I know.
***Little Facts about myself*** *I absolutely love the smell of wood being sawed. *I think nothing is better than hearing someone say your name. Especially if they love you. *I don't usually start crying until someone touches me. *I like to dance around in my underwear to postal service and the killers while doing random chores. *I like getting tools for christmas. *I have two middle names and my ears were pierced when I was only two weeks old. *My passion is interior design and furniture. *I'm usually the sober one. *I think smoking pot is dumb. *I don't eat a lot. *My mom makes me cry everytime she says I'm beautiful. *My best friend died awhile ago, and not very many friends have matched him since. *I'm a firm believer in "Nice people finish last". *I have big expectations on love which always lets me down. *I love tattoos. *I will never wear a thong. *I like non-cheesy skulls with crossbones. *I love the summer. *I love Halloween, but an ancient gypsy must have put a curse on the first born daughter of my family dealing with the whole month of October. *I like myself more each day. *None of my pants fit right. *I won't care if you don't care. *I have the ability to read people. I'm a lot better at it than i thought. *Sometimes i pretend my life is a movie. *Sometimes I care too much for people that aren't worth caring that much about. This is my biggest downfall. *I love night time thunderstorms. *I like to wear my hair messy. *My eyes are three shades.....blue, green, and yellowish brown. This profile was made at Whateverlife.com! :)

My Interests

Margarita Madness, Tetris, floods, people who don't suck, NYC, Art shows with my work in them, wearing pjs out to dinner,and boys who are eventually good at everything including cooking

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who can make all this dumb shit go away.People who will lay on my bed with me in the dark with the music cranked listening to whole albums....who will dance with me....who look at the ceiling before they fall asleep.....people I can call and ask what my best quality is....people who win pic nic baskets at work functions instead of playstations....people who whisper things into my ear when they are drunk...people who help me with my homework....people who sing made up songs for me.....who love hanging out with me as much as i love hanging out with them....people I can talk to about anything.....people who care.....who will walk with you and not run from you when things get tough.....people who feel like home.

Music:

Her Space Holiday, Radiohead, Bright Eyes, The Cure, Postal Service, Death Cab For Cutie, Interpol, Taking Back Sunday, Damien Rice, and Ugly Casanova

Movies:

Vanilla Sky, Adaptation, Lost in Translation, Memento, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Donnie Darko, The Girl Next Door....and apparently a lot of porn.

Television:

Dawson's Creek and anything on HGTV.

Books:

I've been reading a lot of Chuck Palahniuk's books to see what all the hype is about......and if you ask me he is highly over rated. Go rent Fight Club people and quit trying to act like you read him before it came out.

Heroes:

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My Blog

UPDATES

UPDATE ONE:   I have a new phone number everyone! I tried to text everyone the new number, but if by chance you didn't get it let me know....that is of course if you believe i would of text ...
Posted by Haley Ryan on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 02:16:00 PST

Amazing

Update on Pittsburgh: I love living here. I love knowing that there are so many things to do within five minutes of where I live. I love that I don't even have to do any of them because I have such a ...
Posted by Haley Ryan on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 12:24:00 PST

Boo For Today

Things I hate today. I hate that i have to get up at six in the morning to be at Kent on time for my Color Theory class, and because of this i tend to zone out apparently and miss my exit...makin...
Posted by Haley Ryan on Fri, 17 Feb 2006 10:56:00 PST

Her Space Holiday lyrics.....two songs for the long drive home.

You know it kills me to see such a pretty girl so tiredYou've got your mother's cheekbones and your father's crooked smileForget all those places that you've never really beenAnd all those sit...
Posted by Haley Ryan on Wed, 09 Nov 2005 10:57:00 PST

Leaving Las Vegas

Sometimes you need to let go of things. Ironically he told me as we were on our way to where adults deposit checks and apply for loans that will hopefully bring them somehow closer to their futures. H...
Posted by Haley Ryan on Thu, 08 Sep 2005 01:12:00 PST

the wind usually blows before the storm

It's a beautiful tragedy when his lips part from mine. So fragile is the space, that one can forget the distance.
Posted by Haley Ryan on Fri, 02 Sep 2005 12:19:00 PST

Hoodie weather boyfriend application

It's getting to be that time of year again. When all the leaves will soon turn, the air will get that certain crisp smell, and hoodies will suffice as jackets until the first touch of snow. And I want...
Posted by Haley Ryan on Fri, 19 Aug 2005 11:48:00 PST

Stealing Glances

Boy comes over. Boy leaves in the morning. I can smell the sheets after he is gone and they smell just like him, tempting, attractive, and almost magnetic. I think about washing them before I get used...
Posted by Haley Ryan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

This guy sucks and everyone should call to tell him so.

  From: Haley Date: May 31, 2005 3:26 PM POST: To all the people who went to Mikenna's house on Sunday.Someone stole her video camera and her portable dvd player. Why does something always ge...
Posted by Haley Ryan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The Haley Star Syndrome

When I was a little girl I always looked at the sky and pointed out how bright this one particular star was. It soon came to be known as the "Haley Star" by my parents. Everytime we drove home at nigh...
Posted by Haley Ryan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST