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About Me


i could never let you go
after all that you've been to me
♥


♥ my name is jillian marina
♥ i'm 23.
♥ i live in tulsa, oklahoma. ♥ i've also lived in md, virginia, delaware, nyc, houston..
♥ music is my passion.
♥ my friends and family are my life.
♥ it's good to be on my good side. really.
♥ i've been to over a thousand shows.
♥ hanson, salt lake city, 2003 wins.
♥ yes, i'm a hanson fan.
♥ jennifer and emily are my bests.
♥ my other best, penny, died four years ago.
♥ she lives on in my hall-of-fame.
♥ i just married the most amazing boy i've ever known.
♥ i'm crazy in love with him.
♥ we just had a baby boy.
♥ his name is aiden taylor jatras shupert.
♥ i LOVE being a mommy.
♥ i promo every chance i get.
♥ check out curtis peoples
♥ check out pictures in pieces
♥ see?
♥ i'm obsessed with laguna beach.
♥ and even more with greys anatomy.
♥ more later ;)
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A melody as the initial attraction.
The notes that turn our heads,
get us grooving along with the beat,
and tunes us in to actually listen.
The lyrics are what you find out as you
get to know a person better..
The thoughts, beliefs, and message
that will either lead you to identify
with the song even more,
or to decide that as catchy as its beat is,
the song is just not really your thing.
It's the combination of the two that's magic.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

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Try as I might
I'm a fool in a losing fight
Can't escape the bullet's bite
'Cause the enemy's inside
Sign on the dotted line
Take your pick, have a bite
When seduction starts I know it won't stop
'Til I give you the things I can't deny
You've got me wrapped up in your cancer
But I'm not quite what you thought I'd be

You really got a hold on me
You really got a hold and it's feelin' good
You really got control of me
I should've gotten out when I thought I could

I get my fix for the last time
One more trip to the other side
Scratch my skin cause you leave me dry
I'm makin' deals with thieves and liars

Walk the roads down the boulevards
Past the dollar shows for the bleeding hearts
You've used me up down to the last drop
But I'm more than what you thought I'd be

You thought you had a hold on me
You thought you had a hold and it's feelin'good
You thought you had control of me
I should've gotten out when you thought I would
You thought you had control of me
But you never had your hold on me
You never had control of me

"i've got this theory that there's two types of people in this world. there are lyric people and there are music people. you know the lyric people tend to be analytical, all about the meaning of the song. they're the ones you see with the cd insert out like 5 minutes after buying it, pouring over the lyrics, interpreting the hell out of everything. then there's the music people, who could care less about the lyrics as long as it's got a good beat and you can dance to it. i don't know, sometimes it might be easier to be a music girl and not a lyric girl. but since i'm not just let me say this: sometimes things find you when you need them to find you. i believe that.. and for me it's usually song lyrics." - peyton sawyer ♥

My Blog

♥ haven’t posted since april, 07? wow.

Well, if I haven't posted since April, 2007 then needless to say two things.  1)  I've seriously been slacking, and 2) god, there's a lot to tell.   First off, I met a guy named Shawn b...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Aug 2008 10:36:00 GMT

♥ i don't wanna loose you slowly

so, once upon a time there was a girl.this girl had a different life than most she knew.she's experienced more highs, and more lows than anyone else her age that she's come across.she's at one of thos...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 07:01:00 GMT

r.u.l.e.s that girls should follow, yet never do.

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.  Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you fro...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 14:19:00 GMT

Here's to Forgiveness..

I found this in my computer, and I remember writing it a year ago while I was living in New York, dating Jeremy. I think it's a little bit of insight on how I handle relationships, (badly) and why th...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 22:32:00 GMT

here's to it never being the same.

So i'm sitting in work. And i've started thinking about what is to come tomorrow. And it starts here. So, when something happens - I'm going to say for instence when Penny died, it felt like.. It had...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 10:26:00 GMT

it's been a long time coming down this road..

So much to say, It's been a while since I've filled everyone in on everything.1 - I've moved to Tulsa, Oklahoma. Leaving my sister, and the babies was... Heartbreaking. I miss them every day. But, ...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Mar 2006 12:00:00 GMT

My girls will finally understand me :)

So, somehow this morning on the radio there was a country song... on a non country station, and it played its way into my head though, i've never before paid attention to that type of music with the a...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jan 2006 14:35:00 GMT

for those who can't get past mmmbop, and say they don't have passion...

Well first off, when we wrote that, I was TEN. Second, if you think indie cred is something you have because you think it's awesome, you play every Thursday night for 50 people at a bar that aren't pa...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Oct 2005 17:17:00 GMT

and so they say - watch me bleed

For some, music is not just a pastime, its an undeniable fact of living, a blissful slavery of mind, body and soul. to rise above the ashes of mediocrity is rare, yet the gift of song is freely handed...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Oct 2005 06:39:00 GMT

the words a best friend writes...

So, I just woke up - to see my best friend texting my phone going, "You never check your email anymore, damnit!"....So I get on to check it, heres what I found. ---------------------------------------...
Posted by on Wed, 31 Aug 2005 14:12:00 GMT