About Me
you only have one life . . . THERE'S NO TIME TO BE AN IDIOT K "you've go your whole life ahead of you" people always say, yet they never really know. what do you want to do?? Is it even worth your time? tomorrow is not promised to anyone young and old alike, and tonight may be the last chance you get to hold your loved ones tight. Swallow your pride, I'm begging you on my knees. Hug you mom, and hold her, tell her what you feel. Remember back to all those beautiful times you guys have shared, and the ones that were also quite trying, but let her know that she played a huge part in helping you pull through! Don't just say thanks dad/daddy. Hug him, hold him if you want, I don't think you understand how your going to feel once he's gone. Don't give yourself the oppourtunity to live with "I could have's, or I should have's", those are a never ending torment to live with!!! Forget all the times your siblings made you angry, or annoyed you, remember instead the times that they in some form or another showed you that they cared, wheather or not they were corageous enough to use words to tell you. hug them, hold them, play whatevet games you've never liked with them, and love it, and enjoy it, because they are. REMEMBER WHAT LOVE IS. Making them happy should make you soooo happy!!! Tell your relatives that you've always cared about them, and sometimes you've even missed them, but there was always something getting in the way of you telling them. Tell them now, today, while you still can. Don't think other things are more important than this, because I promise you, they are not. NOthing is more important, or life changing than letting someone know that YOU love them, the person that they are, (not the person that they appear to be). There is some sort of healing behind these small, but most powerful words. Tell your frinds that your greatfull for all the times they've stayed awake with you even when they were insanely tired, and didn't even care or think to tell you because you matter too much to them or all the times they randomly brought you flowers or your favorite food for no specific reason, but just because you love them. no way would they ever leave you alone feeling how you were. Thank them. Do something nice and unexpected for them. Don't let your pride get in the way of telling them that you love them!! Please, I cannot stress the importance of this. If there is a special someone in your life, please, please go out of your way, to hold them close to you, today, and whisper in their ear, that you love them, (in every sense of the word), and that you will always hold them near, no matter where life will lead, because no one ever knows. If you honestly feel it right now, like in your mind, in your heart, and even right down to the pit of your stomach . . . SAY IT!!! you have nothing to lose, but the chance of someday looking back, and regreting something with all your heart, might mind, and strength, which if you did, would slowly eat you away. If you want to hold your brother or sister, do it, if you want to hold their hand, do it, if you want to write them a letter stating how you feel because it would be too awkward for you in person, DO IT!! If you want to cuddle with your mom, or your dad, do it!!! If you feel like dropping by unexpectedly at your relative's house, do it! If they're not home, wait, and ponder all the beautiful moment you've been ABUNDANTLY blessed to experince, and even shared with them!! Do something for your friends so they know you care about them, even if your best friend is family, do something that they love!!! Tell your special someone exactly what they make you feel. Tell them when your thinking about them, it never gets old!!! It's ok to tell them that you miss them, I know they would appreciate it. Most of all, Please, I honestly beg of you, please be honest with yourself, and with others!!! Don't push feelings aside because you yourself don't want to admit them, and don't create fake feelings out of desperation to try and forget someon else! Be honest, and don't play games. When you honstly care about someone, and want only the best for them, and nothing less, when you can find happiness by seeing them happy even if it means that they're happy with someone else, when you can find joy and laughter just by playing those stupid games with your brothers, but your having so much fun and you find yourself genuinly happy because they're having fun, when you can just sit with someone in complete and absolute silence, and just enjoy the presence of their beautiful company, when you can stare at someone for hours, just to always remember what they look like, when you can speak your mind, and not worry what that person is going to think, or ask them whats on their mind without expecting them to freak out, when you, or if you already can do all or some of these things, I think you owe it to yourself and to another person to tell them what on your mind, even if it doesn't make much sense. So to whom it may concern, I once again ask you with all the sincerity of my heart, please, please, please, be honest, and don't let your stupid pride get in the way of something that should have been or could have been simply a beautiful moment, or prhaps even a beautiful lifetime, don't ruin the chabces you have now, for you might never have them again!!!!! I for the sake of privacy will not reveal to whom this letter was written, but you know who you are, and I love you so dearly, and because I do, I don't want you to have to live with these life eating regrets. please, for your own sake, be honest. Time is running out, and you'll soon find yourself in a situation in the which you absolutely cannot be honest!!! I love you and you can always come here whenever you need to get away, or simply just to visit. My home is your safe haven, never forget! Hasta Pronto ~jazmine~ DON'T BE AN IDIOT!!!!!!!
