I loved you, you made me, hate me. You gave me, hate, see?. It saved me and these tears are deadly. You feel that? I rip back, every time you tried to steal that. You feel bad? you feel sad? Im sorry, hell no fuck that! It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife. This strife it dies, this life and these lies. And these lungs have sung this song for too long, and its true I hurt too, remember I loved you!I've , Lost it all, fell today, Its all the same I'm sorry oh I'm sorry noI've , been abused, I feel so used, because of you I'm sorry oh I'm sorry noI wish I could I could have quit you. I wish I never missed you, And told you that I loved you, every time I Fucked you. The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through. Obsessed with the thought of you, the pain just grew and grew! How could you do this to me? Look at what I made for you, it never was enough and the world is what I gave to you. I used to be love struck; now I'm just fucked up. Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts!Seems like all we had is over now you left to rest.And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound.Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest.And my fears are over now, I can leave with my head down.test
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Meet me in outerspace We could spend the night, watch the earth come up Ive grown tired of that place, wont you come with me We could start again How do you do it, make me feel like I do How do you do it, its better than I ever knew Meet me in outerspace I will hold you close, if your afraid of heights I need you to see this place, it might be the only way That I can show you how, it feels to be inside of you How do you it, make me feel like I do How do you do it, its better than I ever knew How do you do it, make me feel like I do Do oh oh oh oh oh You are stellar You are stellar How do you it, make me feel like I do How do you do it, its better than I ever knew How do you do it, make me feel like I do How do you do it, make me feel like I do, yeah.
I look alive, I'm dead inside. My heart has holes and black blood flows. We'll do some drugs, well fall in love and get fucked up while the world just shrugs. With no thought Logically. Were wondering the streets so aimlessly. I hate to see these kids just being put down so painlessly. And people say you Dye your hair and wear tight jeans, that doesnt mean. That you cant scream, or like loud noise, you got a choice, you have a voice. And just because you showed no love and hate on us you fucked our trust. Now watch we thrust this Knife Called Lust into my Chest until it Bust. This love , This Hate Is burning me away It's hard to face that we're all the same This love, This Hate Is Burning me away It's harder times like these that never change mad at the fact your dad is an addict, your friend takes pills he thinks it cures sadness, I'm not here to attack or make you kids panic, but i just think it's tragic the way these kids have it. and everybody sins and it all begins, it goes back around, nobody ever wins. and you stab yourself in the back, EVERYBODY JUST RELAX! it all just hits so close to home, we all got friends but we stand alone, and your on your own from a broken home, you keep the truth inside and it stays unknown. Nostalgia hit and its time to quit, and everybody acts like it don't mean shit. a and your friend will stab you just to fuck some girl, put your hands in the air and scream FUCK THE WORLD!!! Let goI'll bring you closerRight nowI'll hold on tightlyLet goWe're going no whereSomewhereAnd things aren't overHarder times like these!Growing up on the streets!Harder times like these!I'll put you back on your feet!And I fall to the ground with my teardropsAnd I get lost every time my heart stopsThis love this hate is burning me away
Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at allYou're sick of feeling down You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understandPain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at allAnger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understandPain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel painI know (I know I know I know I know) That you're wounded You know (You know you know you know you know) That I'm here to save you You know (You know you know you know you know) I'm always here for you I know (I know I know I know I know) That you'll thank me laterPain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Rather feel pain than nothing at all Rather feel pain
All your twisted thoughts free flow To everlasting memories Show soul Kiss the stars with me And dread the wait for Stupid calls returning us to life We say to those who are in love It can't be true 'cause we're too young I know that's true because so long I was So in love with you So I thoughtA year goes by And I can't talk about itOn my knees Dim lighted room Thoughts free flow try to consume Myself in this I'm not faithless Just paranoid of getting lost or that I might lose Ignorance is bliss cherish it Pretty neighborhoods You learn to much to hold Believe it not And fight the tears With pretty smiles and lies About the timesA year goes by And I can't talk about itThe times weren't right And I couldn't talk about itChorus Romance says goodnight Close your eyes and I'll close mine Remember you, remember me Hurt the first, the last, between Chorus Romance says goodnight Close your eyes and I'll close mine Remember you, remember me Hurt the first, the last, betweenAnd I'm praying that we will see Something there in between Then and there that exceeds all we can dream So we can talk about itChorus Romance says goodnight Close your eyes and I'll close mine Remember you, remember me Hurt the first, the last, between Chorus Romance says goodnight Close your eyes and I'll close mine Remember you, remember me Hurt the first, the last, healingAnd I'm praying that we will see Something there in between Then and there that exceeds all we can dreamAnd all these twisted thoughts I see Jesus there in between And all these twisted thoughts I see Jesus there in between
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I dropped a tear in the ocean . The day you find it is the day I will stop missing you.
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