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twisted serenity.

About Me



My name is Ryann, with 2 n's.
And yes, I am very aware that it's a boy's name...

I'm very moody.
I'm always confused.
I never know what I want.
And when I finally figure it out.
I realize I can't have it anyway.
...
I'm a difficult person.
I'm extremely stubborn.
I'm always right,
You're always wrong.
so you better get used to it.
...
I'm a very passionate person,
which can get in the way of a lot of things.
...
I'd also like to think of myself
as a hopeless romantic,
who never gets the chance to show her true colors.
...

GREEN is the way to go.

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animals are my passion.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


someone who won't fuck me over.

My Blog

i need to vent...

actually i'd really like to scream...have you ever met a person, and you just knew within 5 seconds of a conversation that you were never going to like said person b/c they're a FUCKING IDIOT?!!? omg....
Posted by on Wed, 11 Mar 2009 09:43:00 GMT

never in my life

have i been so fucking angry. this shit is personal. now i have no job, an increasingly creepy stalker, and proof that i'm a complete idiot. and i can't do a damn thing about anything. this isn't fair...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Feb 2009 19:42:00 GMT

i'm trying...

to do things to make myself a better person. forgive. forget. learn to bite my tongue. it's just that some things are harder than others... i know i've done some stupid shit in my lifetime. but now i ...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 17:30:00 GMT

twisted serenity.

X marks the spotwhere fire burnsand blood is shed. in moments of weakness, when desire triumphsand strength is lost; when peace is nearand pain goes unnoticed.
Posted by on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 20:10:00 GMT

destroy all humans.

even if it's the last thing i do, and i spend/waste (however you wanna look at it) my entire life trying to accomplish this, i WILL find a way to make everyone on earth completely green and poor....
Posted by on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 14:41:00 GMT

just think about it.

Simple things can have very complicated effects on people. One word can trigger a thousand emotions, and one event can set one's brain into a mad mess of thoughts. The sky holds a million secrets. Ju...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 22:02:00 GMT

hmm

what is it about me that says: rip out my heart and tear it to pieces? i'd like to know. for future reference. maybe one day i can fix it.
Posted by on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 14:56:00 GMT

i've decided...

that i'm an idiot. a foolish human being who gets silly little ideas in her headabout things that will never happen.
Posted by on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 11:15:00 GMT

liars.

liars. fucking liars. every last one of you.
Posted by on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 06:56:00 GMT

so sorry.

I've lost you. You're gone. It's my fault. I should have stopped it. And you'll never be the same again. You don't know how I miss you. The good times. Even the bad. The screaming. The lies. The conf...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Dec 2005 01:54:00 GMT