You're dancing in quicksand

About Me

Background from: http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/41776980/I am very straight-forward and I don't know if that's good or not. If you look through my profile and look at my pics.. I don't seem to add up I guess.. but after everything.. I'm just me.. a collection of the past, present and future. I don't have hardly any free time between work and school. I am switching my major to psychology, I think. I have an amazing collection of music and with that, lyrics.
"I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down."
"If I let you, you would make me destroy myself. But in order to survive you, I must first survive myself. I can sink no further and I cannot forgive you. There's no choice but to confront you, to engage you, to erase you. I've gone to great lengths to expand my threshold of pain. I will use my mistakes against you. There's no other choice. Shameless now. Nameless now. Nothing now. No one now. But my soul must be iron cause my fear is naked. I'm naked and fearless.- And my fear is naked!"
********** PLEASE DON'T **********
Message me with some lame comment about my name ~ you don't know me or what the name means to me.. which means that you don't know me nor want to take the time to know.
Add me just to post "whore me" bulletins. I don't care about YOUR popularity contest. If you want to add people just to add...leave me out of it. I have few people on my list for a reason. If you don't want to talk, that's fine... I won't stick around to find out if I like you enough to keep you on my list.
Message me just to say 'good taste in music,' give me more to work with (like why you like a certain band in my list or maybe if I might like a certain band) or else you'll get a 'you too' message or something else on the sarcastic side if I have time.
Ask me about a one-night stand. It says something about the maturity of your age. I'm happy in my relationship... and no, I don't know anyone low enough to sleep with you either. It's kinda sad when you have to put stuff like this on your profile.
I'm sorry, I can't tell what you could be like when your profile is set to private. I know that there are reasons, but it's also my choice to deny requests. You can block certain pics and blogs... put personal stuff there.

My Interests

music, reading, religions, skating. I like computers... especially UNIX scripting, though I'm just now learning about it, animals, psychology

I'd like to meet:

People that don't criticize me for being me. I have family for that. Someone that could perhaps share their understanding of what a song is saying, insights to life.. something like that.

Music:

(hed)pe, 10 Years, 12 Stones,3 Doors Down, 30 Seconds To Mars, 3rd Strike, 40 Below Summer, A Perfect Circle, Abandoned Pools, Adema, AFI, Akon, Alien Ant Farm, Alkaline Trio, All-American Rejects, American Headcharge, American Hi-Fi, Anthrax, Audioslave, Audiovent, Auymi Hamasaki, Avenged Sevenfold, Beautiful Creatures, Billy Talent, Black Label Society, Black Sabbath, Blindside, Blink 182, Box Car Racer, Brand New, Breaking Benjamin, Bun B, Bush, Candlebox, Chamillionaire, Chevelle, Coal Chamber, Coheed & Cambria, Cold, Coldplay, Coporate Avenger, Cradle of Filth, Crossfade, Damage Plan, Danzig, Dave Navarro, Days of the New, Deadsy, December, Default, Depswa, Die Trying, Dimmu Borgir, Disturbed, Dope, Drowning Pool, Earshot, Element Eighty, Eminem, Evanescence, Everclear, Filter, Finch, Finger eleven, Flaw, Foo Fighters, From Zero, Gettendeep, Glasseater, Godhead, Godsmack, Goo Goo Dolls, Good Charlotte, Gorillaz, Groovenics, Hinder, Hoobastank, Hot Hot Heat, Ill Nino, Incubus, Jaheim, Jamie Foxx, Jewel, Jimmy Eat World, Jordy, Kenny Chesney, Kid Rock, Korn, Lacuna Coil, Less Than Jake, Lifer, Linkin Park, Lit, Local H, Lostprophets, Ludacris, Luther Vandross, Madonna, Matchbox 20, Memento, Metallica, Mudvayne, Mystical, Nada Surf, New Found Glory, Ne-Yo, Nickelback, NIN, Nirvana, No One, Non-Point, Offspring, Oleander, Omarion, Orgy, Our Lady Peace, Ozzy, P.O.D, Papa Roach, Paul Wall, Pearl Jam, Pitchshifter, Postal Service, Powerman 5000, Primer 55, Puddle of Mudd, Queen, Queens of the Stone Age, Rammstein , Red Hot Chili Peppers, Revis , Rob Zombie, Saliva, Saves The Day, Seether, Sevendust , Shinedown , Shinedown , Simon Says, Simple Plan, Sinch, Sinisstar, Skillet, Skrape, Slipknot, Smash Mouth, Smile Empty Soul, Socialburn, SOiL, SR-71, Stabbing Westward, Staind, Stat Quo, Static-X, Stereomud, Stone Sour, Sugarcult, Switchfoot, Symbolic (Local band), System of a Down, Tantric, Taproot, Tesla, The Cult, The Cure, The Exies, The Prodigy, The Rasmus, The Starting Line, The Used, Theory of A Deadman, Three days grace, Thrice, Thursday, TI, TOOL, Trae, Train, Trapt, Trust Company, Type O Negative, Tyrese, U2, Union Underground, Vendetta Red, Yellowcard, Zeromancer + more

Movies:

the matrix, LOtR, bulletproof monk, practical magic, powder, firestarter, Interview with the Vampire (book is better by far), The Rundown, The Fast and the Furious, 2 Fast 2 Furious, Torque, Pitch Black, The Cronicles of Riddick...Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Second Hand Lions, Blue Collar Comedy Tour (Both), THX 1138, Knocked Up + a bunch more...

Television:

hmm... considering I get only 5 or so channels in my room I don't watch much... but when I actually go into the living room I like fuse, adult swim, Discovery Channel, Food Network, etc. I also like watching friends, house, bones and monk....

Books:

Sweep series, anything by Anne Rice, LOtR, Stephen King, Nora Roberts, Lian Hearn, Dean Koontz...oooohhh.... Fruits Basket, xxxHOLiC, Those Who Hunt Elves (mangas), Chobits, Immortal Rain, D N Angel, Homer, Dan Brown *looks at bookshelf* Angie Sage is OK (she writes stories like Harry Potter)

Heroes:

Heroes are for those who can't or refuse to believe in themselves and therefore will never know their true strength.
My only true hero can never be found... no one is perfect, everyone is so flawed.

Maybe I don't need a hero... maybe I can make something of myself without having to look up to anyone.

My Blog

Couldn't resist....

I found this in my journal from a while back.... I was laughing so hard I couldn't breathe...Goodness.. Katt and I were talking about stuff.. I don't even remember what but I told her what someone ask...
Posted by You're dancing in quicksand on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 08:16:00 PST

Stupid Microsoft

Well.. yeah no 360 for the moment. It died last night with less than 100 hours of playing time on it. I guess for it being a launch system.. it lasted a while but still... I was in ...
Posted by You're dancing in quicksand on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 09:04:00 PST

no work for me!!

Yay, when I got up the quarter inch of icy that I got off yesterday was fully replaced with snow added. It took me an hour to thaw my car yesterday and Idecided not even to mess with it today. I get t...
Posted by You're dancing in quicksand on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 02:30:00 PST

a ha... i did it

I was looking in a mirror last night (my lips are wind-burned.. bleh) and I noticed something on my nose. I start poking at it with an earring and it turns out that it was the hole from when I pierced...
Posted by You're dancing in quicksand on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 05:06:00 PST

I just love stupid people

Well, they are putting yet another new house out by us. This should be the last by us at least. But anyways... you would think that people from the city would know where telephone lines (and any other...
Posted by You're dancing in quicksand on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 08:15:00 PST

Blog

WWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! I changed my profile up a bit. There's still more that I want to do but I didn't have the time or energy yesterday (and really don't today either). I had to have keri st...
Posted by You're dancing in quicksand on Fri, 28 Jul 2006 06:31:00 PST

Something interesting

I will say that I did get this from D'Ana... It's true. I'm not racist, if I don't like you... it's because of YOUR personality, not skin color. _______________________________________________________...
Posted by You're dancing in quicksand on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 09:09:00 PST

Yay for me finally

I've been meaning to change my background up on both my main page and blog and finally did it.... I just hope it turned out good. And now for more changes in a few moments.... If there is something el...
Posted by You're dancing in quicksand on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 07:33:00 PST

Cleaning... again

I finally said screw it.. and most bands got deleted. I don't need 200 different bands and not actually listen to any of them. Next thing to mention... if you request to add me, doesn't that mean you ...
Posted by You're dancing in quicksand on Wed, 12 Oct 2005 05:36:00 PST