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Straight from the Heart

Black is not just black

About Me

Black is not just black it is made up of so many different colors but people are just to blind to see it."Alternative State of Mind" would be the way to describe me. Sad part is its self induced alternative state of mind. Many thoughts race through my head all the time I can not stop these feelings and emotions that have. I wish I could just make them all just go away but I know that I cant. So for now I will just distract them and make my emotions fade into the back round.But with that said I would like to move onto another topic. Mindless Idiots, jerks that think their shit don't stink. Now that I have defined men I would like to know why it is OK for these jerks to have PMS 364 days a fucken year! Reason for only 364 days a year is that there is always that one day out of the fucken year when they don't have a tampon shoved up their ass. I mean don't get me wrong I love Sex and some of the details that go along with a relationship but i don't think it is worth the emotional trauma that a relationship causes. But with that said I am a full time college student and I work...well most of the time. If I'm not at work, school or putting myself in an alternate state I am hanging out with a very select few friends. I just don't like people they create unwanted drama that I don't need to deal with. So that's me in a nut shell.
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Sarah-Katelyn-Smurf
Birthday: 11/21/87
Birthplace: Bethlehem
Current Location: New Tripoli
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Dirty Blond
Height: 5'2
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: German and Indian
The Shoes You Wore Today: Sandles
Your Weakness: Heart breakers
Your Fears: Being left alone
Your Perfect Pizza: Just cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Claiming my sanity
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: This is a fuck you situation
Thoughts First Waking Up: Damn it im going back to bed
Your Best Physical Feature: My face
Your Bedtime: Sleep what?
Your Most Missed Memory: My Mom
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: Group first make sure hes not a physco
Single or Group Dates: Group first make sure hes not a physco
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee-java java java
Do you Smoke: Yes!
Do you Swear: Fuck no
Do you Sing: Yes
Do you Shower Daily: Yea personal hygiene comes first
Have you Been in Love: Yes unfortunately
Do you want to go to College: Im in college
Do you want to get Married: Someday
Do you get Motion Sickness: Nope
Do you think you are Attractive: In some respect
Are you a Health Freak: NO
Do you get along with your Parents: Yes
Do you like Thunderstorms:
Do you play an Instrument: Yes, a lil bit
&..39;In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:' Yes
&..39;In the past month have you Smoked:' Yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Pain killers- Codeine is my friend
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Nope-never
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: YES- those were the good days
Ever been called a Tease: That is my top talent!
Ever been Beaten up: Yes
Ever Shoplifted: NO
How do you want to Die: In my sleep or I want to go out fighting
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Documentary Photo Photographer
What country would you most like to Visit: Africa
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue with a little gry
Favourite Hair Color: Brown
Short or Long Hair: Both
Height: 5'6-not to tall or to short
Weight: 150-180
Best Clothing Style: Nothing prepy
Number of Drugs I have taken: Not a clue
Number of CDs I own: No idea
Number of Piercings: 12
Number of Tattoos: None
Number of things in my Past I Regret: To many to count
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You Are a Blueberry Margarita
Honestly, there's no one quite like you. And believe it or not, most people think that's a bad thing!
You're open, wild, friendly, wacky, and tons of fun. You have a big personality... and a big heart. What Flavor Margarita Are You?

My Interests

My first love is traveling but I don't have the opportunity to run away I mean travel any time I would like to. I also love to hike, rock climb, and go horse back riding. And my new found interest is photography.
You Are a Centaur
In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person.
However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways.
You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order.
You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily. What Mythological Creature Are You?

I'd like to meet:

God, to ask him why the HELL he created men first! I mean i know that there is always a rough draft before the finished project. But damn it just made their ego so damn big!
Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?
How will you commit suicide? You will set your house on fire and sit alone in the corner as the flames consume you
How many tries will it take? 83
When will you commit suicide? October 6, 2040
What will your suicide note say? Now there"s simply one less heart left to break

Music:

I listen to everything and anything. From HateBreed to A7X to Three Days Grace and even the Dixie Chicks.I did this year go to QzzFest which was one of the greatest experiences of my life.

Movies:

don't really get to watch alot of movies because I live

My Blog

I'm back....

So I came back to two dead pets, messed up taxes and no more boots . But hey I came back that has to count for something. Washington was amazing, everytime I go it's so hard for me to get back on the ...
Posted by Straight from the Heart on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 06:56:00 PST

To everyone that has decided to befriend me.

Why me, why do I always get the shit end of the stick?Why do I always hurt everyone around me?Why cant anything ever go right for me just once?Why do I always have be the one that hurts all he time?Wh...
Posted by Straight from the Heart on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 07:50:00 PST

Love V.S. Being in Love

I wish people knew what the word Love means and the difference of loving someone and being IN love with someone. This is an expression of an emotion that one is feeling. Such a stong feeling is o...
Posted by Straight from the Heart on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 05:36:00 PST

Mice

So I named the mice Katie and Mitch it just took me a lil bit.         &n bsp;         &n bsp; &n...
Posted by Straight from the Heart on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 11:47:00 PST

New Year

Well i'm going into this year with high expectations for my self. Where i'm going, where i've been, the friends I hang out with, what i'm going to school for this fall, my family and the people around...
Posted by Straight from the Heart on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 04:01:00 PST

2006

In 2006TEN memorable things I did, sad and happy: 1.) Became an Aunt again. 2.) Became a Girlfriend again. 3.) Stopped drinking as much. 4.) Made alot of new friends. 5.) Gaining control of my life. 6...
Posted by Straight from the Heart on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 06:38:00 PST

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MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!   .........I Miss Her ......I Miss Having a REAL Christmas ....It's Just Not the Same Without Her.... ~Sarah
Posted by Straight from the Heart on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 04:20:00 PST

The past month

Ok so In the past like month going back to my birthday till now, I have had alot of ups and downs. First down, Jason died a couple of days before my birthday which means the old crew g...
Posted by Straight from the Heart on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 01:56:00 PST

Worst day ever!

Ok well first of all I am having problems with my college so thats in the back of my mind and not helping my issues at all. But as for my day, I knew it was going to be a bad day just because its...
Posted by Straight from the Heart on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 06:50:00 PST

Yo-Yo and Door Mat

I am used as eveyones yo-yo and I know it. I get used as a door mat and yet I do nothing to change the situations in which I let people use me. Wow im really just pitiful right now. I know by not chan...
Posted by Straight from the Heart on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 01:00:00 PST