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YaYi

Confronting past traumas to heal old scars and bring myself up from despair

About Me

Well, I'm pretty laidback, and kinda geeky and nerdy. I like to spend the little free time I have either sleeping or taking a walk around the woods and mountains of Delhi when i'm in the BX I walk in the park. I'm pretty upfront and honest about most things. I'm in a greek organization called ZETA PHI OMEGA and like I always say we are the unrecognized of the recognized. I write poetry and short stories whenever I have time that is. I love my little brother, Herix, he means everything to me. I also make a fool of myself a lot, like when I constantly trip over my own two feet. I like to say that I have a very diverse personality and don't like to be integrated or labeled as belonging to any specific group. I abhor the idea of violence if unnecessary and hate among the masses and LIES!!!If u lie to me that IS IT!!! I don't tolerate that! That's the easiest way to tick me off..lying to me and then me finding out about it. Right now I'm in the process of developing and recreating myself once again. So yeah that's a general overview of myself.
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My Interests

Girls, sports, books, human psychology,gurlz, poetry, djing, gurls, and uhmmmm.....girls

I'd like to meet:

GOD! (to see if he's really here so he can prove me wrong) Aliens, people who don't make my life more boring then it already is, open-minded people, assasins (as long as they are not coming after me), other organisms in our galaxy, black people, white people,asian people,hispanic people, Middle eastern people, FOREIGN peeps in general(no offense to Americans but they are kind of overrated and foreigns make up the Amer. population. And Mistress Juliya...She is so FUCKING hot and she keeps it real damn she's hot and Shakira too (hopefully they won't be asses in real life).

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Admirer

Close enough to visually appreciate every smile, every curve, every frown...close enough to feel her warmth like that of the sun... but forever cursed, unable to act on one's desires due to the tides ...
Posted by YaYi on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 08:52:00 PST

HATE so intense

What do you do when you so filled with anger and hatred that u just fill like killing urself. I'm so consumed by this two emotions that just won't let me be. How do I let go of this? when you gave up ...
Posted by YaYi on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 12:18:00 PST

Confused

k so it's been awhile since I've written a blog. Well life is ok. I'm angry, I'm sad, I'm confused. Everyday is so monotonous and tedious. I don't know, I feel like giving up everythin and go toa litt...
Posted by YaYi on Wed, 03 May 2006 06:51:00 PST

Dead Like Me

just a papercut to spill your blood.just a papercut to spill your blood.i hear screams come out the window.maybe next time your caress won't feel like rusted nails.i am the son of rejection.so hold me...
Posted by YaYi on Wed, 03 May 2006 06:42:00 PST

Coping

OK... SO life ...is ...just... great. Or gratr is just life. I need to free my mind nad live again and die again and be me again. Something is seriously wrong with me. I have issues ha-ha. How do you ...
Posted by YaYi on Mon, 28 Nov 2005 02:51:00 PST

Whatever...

Ok so tell me...why do two people insist on being together if there is no trust. Why do we hurt ourselves this way? Why are we together if there are so many forces that have tried and are still trying...
Posted by YaYi on Mon, 07 Nov 2005 05:56:00 PST

He's responsible...

Let the president answer a higher anarchy. Current mood: aggravated Just think of all the things Bush has lost: - The World Trade Center- Worldwide sympathy for America- Osama Bin Laden- Clinton's ...
Posted by YaYi on Tue, 25 Oct 2005 11:07:00 PST

prison

I saw the look in your eyes. It was the look of malevolence. The omnipotence in your attitude-you wanted me and you acquired me. Everything you ever wanted is in wait for you to arrive. Did you EVER a...
Posted by YaYi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST