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api

puff the magic dragon!

About Me

am simple but kinda sophisticated...im a walking contradiction. im the type of person na di nakikipagplastikan! kung ayoko syo, sorry ka nlang! im not pretty, i dont have a body of supermodel but i know im nice and i have a brain that's full of sense! i love socializing, im always out somewhere. i like going out...i like traveling to different places...i like to try extreme adventures...im kinda sentimental...i like writing,reading,dancing,acting,laughing,eating,shopping... anything goes with me! i wanna be a surgeon (cadaver lover!) someday bec im really amazed about life and i wana know all the things that i could possibly know... and also an entrepreneur bec id love to wear corporate dress ( they're so classy!)...am a versatile person...maypagka-loka, mejo weird minsan, seryoso when it comes to serious stuffs pro di ko mashadong dinidibdib lahat, pa-easy-easy lang plagi, even sa studies & problems...but i can say that im a very responsible person. minsan moody but it depends who i am with...anything goes with me, i can deal with you as long as you let me have my space. i like trying new things.i love to experiment! mahilig ako sa clothes, slippers and bsta mga nice stuff...i like things that are in my fave color... _____________________________________________________the look on your face it can never explain your heart and the touch of my lips it can never tell you my thoughts then you want me to change but I can't get used to all you want me to be I just can't pretend to be anyone else coz it's not really methis is my world this is who I am and I'm not gonna give up myself to make your life better this is how it is I got my own life to live you can either accept me or baby let me goand if it's love that we share then we can withstand all the obstacles that life brings for then I will receive you all you are,who you were and baby who you will be but you want me to change still I can't get used to all you want me to be and I just can't pretend to be anyone else oh coz it's not really methis is my world this is who I am and I'm not trying give up myself to make your life better this is how it is I got my own life to live you can either accept me orbaby this is my world this is who I am and I'm not trying give up myself to make your life better this is how it is I got my own life to live you can either accept me or baby let me goyou said I promised you the stars then I'm giving you all I can now you say love is not enough then I know you will see if your life turns around in my heart there is room for you with me in my world.this is who I am and I'm not trying give up myself to make your life better this is how it is I got my own life to live you can either accept me orbaby this is my world this is who I am and I'm not trying give up myself to make your life better oh this is how it is I got my own life to live you can either accept me or baby let me gothis is my world, my world baby let me go this is who i am where i am got my own life to live this is my world im not trying to change you ______________________________________________________Someti mes, I find another world inside my mind When I realize the crazy things we do It makes me feel ashamed to be alive It makes me want to run away and hideIts all about the money, its all about the dum dum duh dee dum dum I dont think its funny To see us fade away Its all about the money, its all about the dum dum duh dee dum dum and I think we got it all wrong anywayWe find stranges ways, of showing them how much we really care When in fact we dont seem to care at all This pretty world is gettin out of hand So tell me how we failed to understandIts all about the money, its all about the dum dum duh dee dum dum I dont think its funny to see us fade away Its all about the money, its all about the dum dum duh dee dum dum and I think we got it all wrong anywayIts all about the money, its all about the dum dum duh dee dum dum I dont think its funny To see us fade away Its all about the money, its all about the dum dum duh dee dum dum and I think we got it all wrong anyway

My Interests

im interested in alot of things...science, clothes, sandals, accessories, music, parties, food, retro, vintage style, cars, vanity stuffs, medical stuffs, fitness stuffs, latina stuffs, celebrities' houses and cars, desserts, tap dancing, flash dancing, salsa, FYIs, movies, beach, silverlining, photography, nature tripping, boiz!!

I'd like to meet:

someone i could have a genuine dialogue and would see me as a "Thou"

Music:

paramore, postal service, rufio, funeral for a friend, flyleaf, up dharma down, no doubt, car box racer, goldfield, amplexus, 311

Movies:

the one i MaDe BaCk In H.S. =ThE CaTcHeR In ThE RyE... killing me softly, willy wonka and the chocolate factory, save the last dance, the good girl, swept away, white oleander, harold and kumar, without a paddle, fear anf loathing in las vegas and a lot more!

Television:

discovery channel, animal planet, mtv, lifestyle network, fashion tv, etc, 2nd ave, jack tv at shempre pa kapuso!

Books:

the catcher in the rye, the notebook, veronica decides to die, 11 minutes, miss fanny's voice, my psychology and biology books, funk&wagnal's encyclopedia, purpose driven life!

Heroes:

the ones with those stupid looking tight costumes that really shows their cuts and wear underwears over their pants!

My Blog

Questions

Stare into God's face Trying to find my place Keeps avoiding me That trace of who I want to be Suffered injustice Don't know what trust is It slipped away But I trust I'll find it someday Been disconn...
Posted by api on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

These Days

Some days I couldn't get up I couldn't get down Bored of everything Somehow a little black cloud Rained over me Someone was making me mad Good turned bad and I lose everything Just to get you back But...
Posted by api on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

life for rent

I haven't ever really found a place that I call home I never stick around quite long enough to make it I apologize that once again I'm not in love But it's not as if I mind that your heart ain't exact...
Posted by api on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

broken

I wanted you to know that i love the way you laugh i wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph And I know it serves me well i wanna hold you high and steal your pain Because ...
Posted by api on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

barenaked

Do you ever have that dreamwhere you're walking naked down the streetand everyone just staresDo you ever feel so deepthat you speak your mindto put others straight to sleepYou wonder if anybody caresS...
Posted by api on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

always was your girl

I know you're down againYou see nothing but rainYou put your friends through hellThat's why we get along so wellYou seeI always was your girlAlways will beYou and me against the worldWe know the years...
Posted by api on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

never a day goes by

Even though we're heart to heart I know you wonder when we part Do I start to lose my desire for you Will tomorrow be like tonight Will I always treat you right Will our love go on forever Well....
Posted by api on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

swetp away

I never had anything happen so fastTook one look and I shattered like glassI guess I let it showCause your smile told me you knewThat youre everything I ever wanted at onceTheres no ordering this h...
Posted by api on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

make me whole

Darling I want you to listenI stayed up all night, so I can get this thing rightAnd I don't think there's anything missingCause a person like you, made it easy to doI've waited for so long, to sing to...
Posted by api on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

minamalas

Ang ugali mo'y iba Hindi bagay sa ating dalawa Paki-usap sana Makisama ka naman Huwag kang balahura Ayoko na Ang labo mo Pagmaginaw naiinitan ka Minamalas Kasi wala na akong mahanap... Na ib...
Posted by api on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST