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Kayleigh/May/Kaz
18-03-1990
Bristol, England

I...
Say safe, sound, init, man, awesome and mate all the time
Have 13 piercings and 2 tattoos, and love the pain
Wash my hands alot. And I carry handwash
Like parallel lines and lists
Find bad spelling and grammar irritating
Take the piss out of myself and other people constantly
Am pretty laid back until something pisses me off
Am defensive and overprotective
Talk alot or not at all. Rarely anything in between
Am uncomfortable with emotion, but trying to change that
Sometimes, I worry about our generation
We're all so desperate for attention
Spending hours on hair and make-up to hide behind

Everyone seems to be so arrogant these days.

I'm a bit of a mess by todays standards.
But, you see
I've realised I dont have enough time to obsess over what people think of me
Life is for fun

Dream big, sure, plan for the future
But live today.

I see real beauty in personalities.
Learn to look beyond the face.

I think I come across as stupid sometimes.
And I'm always ill
I think I'm finally paying for the years of abuse I've given my body.

I work at HSBC
In the pensions department.
Its a bit wank.

I'm Still Searching
I'm not sure what for.

My Blog

Ill.

I've been ill for too long.Bah!Its been really bad since new years dayI havent been able to leave the house since thenI thought at first that it was just because I'd got so fucked on new years eveBut ...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 07:55:00 GMT

Sleeping Pills

This is the second night of taking themHopefully they'll actually help tonightI've got a lot on my mind thoughHe took me to dinner tonightIt was lovelyI got all dressed up Nice change.We had real conv...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 17:28:00 GMT

Lack of Sleep

This has reached a rediculous point.My body is running on emergency energyI'm going to take some sleeping pills in a minuteThat should help.But the weekend was worth itI love Noush's walls XD
Posted by on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 15:55:00 GMT

Eventful Day

So today I quit college(Well, yesterday, technically)Its over.Its such a reliefAnd I'm absolutely fucking terrifiedBut thats life.Sometimes scarys good, right?Also, I nearly burned down my houseI was ...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 17:56:00 GMT

Bah

I just dont know anymore I think I need a hug.  It was nice to hear his voice[[Always]] 
Posted by on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 14:11:00 GMT

So Heres The Thing

Life bores me.College...no...Winter is making me sexually frustrated (which everyone really needs to know)I'm not getting the attention I need, people!People either seem to get attatched or only stay ...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 14:04:00 GMT

These Songs Haunt Me

I cant stop listening to them because I love [most of] the memories, and I love the songs, but I hate the feeling I'm left with. They are just memories now. Nothing more. I'm lost and empty And More i...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 16:27:00 GMT

Nanny

My nan died just over a week ago. I went to her funeral on Friday. I was surrounded by family I didn't know. My cousin read a poem he wrote for her when he was 10. I'm not sure anyone there particular...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Mar 2006 08:02:00 GMT

The Modem

It was going so well. Haha. I'm not quite sure but I think I managed to behave like a dick last night. When I drink, I phone and text people. I really would be better off if I didnt. I always regret i...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Mar 2006 06:58:00 GMT

Lets Get These Teen Hearts Beating Faster

I'm bored of everything. School, home, life. YAWN I need something interesting...but NO!!! pshh I crave excitement I crave the feeling of my heart racing It seems so long since thats happened I'm gi...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 12:06:00 GMT