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wow. where to start. well, i have two baby boys, riley, who will be 2 in april, and michael, who will be 3 months on halloween. i tend to try to stay busy to support them, but its hard when the one person who is supposed to help me is currently a dead-beat inmate, soon to be cut loose. ive changed a lot in the last few years. lots of heartache, joy, tears, pain, disappointment, ya know, the usual. but im gonna make it through. i have to. its still hard to believe that my life is what it is...but im dealing. it could be worse. i have family and friends who support me, and thats all i want right now. fuck 'love'. im done with that shit. time to get my head on straight and stop wanting a faerie tale....time to leave neverland and grow up.Myspace Layouts
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Alright, so i just got back from chillin with one of my great friends for her birthday. And although she passed out waaay early, everyone there had a LOT of fun (from what i could tell). I met some re...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Aug 2008 12:22:00 GMT

lookin up?

so yea, things are looking up.. in a sense.. at least i no longer feel like everything is going wrong... i have an adorable son, a loving and supporting (sometimes lol) family, great friends... still ...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Jun 2008 06:39:00 GMT

well then...

okay, so im slightly confused about how shit went down... friday was great, as was saturday...sunday, idk, he felt so distant, and when i left i was just like 'fuuuck, what the hell is going on?' well...
Posted by on Wed, 07 May 2008 16:54:00 GMT

i didnt write it, just so ya know....

Our Love Is Torn by Miles, not by Choice Our love is torn by miles, not by choice. Soon, soon, my darling, I'll be coming home. At night I play your body and your voice, But soon the hands and cries w...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 19:27:00 GMT

what is death....?

telling a loved one goodbye.... that is death. seeing someone you love cry.... that is death. feeling the agony of a close friend.... watching a heart break that you cannot mend.... betrayel written i...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 09:30:00 GMT

~Love Unforgotten~

You course through my veins, Always a part of me I could slit my wrists And let you go But you'll still be there, Waiting for me I would drown in my blood Soaked with memories of you Your love gushing...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 20:20:00 GMT

love and loss

love and loss one in the same, piercing the heart, causing such pain, now i wonder what's to gain... but the look in his eyes when he says my name, the feel of his touch makes me wonderfully insane. i...
Posted by on Sat, 19 May 2007 23:00:00 GMT