Well I like taking care of the baby and going to the movies, the mall, just having fun whatever it is.learning to trust::as i gaze into your eyes
i start to realize,
realize how much you actually do care,
and how whether things are good or bad you're always there.
you always tell me how you feel
but i won't allow it to be real.
it's not that i don't want to trust you,
because believe me i'd love to.
i'd love to believe every word you say,
but it's my past experiences that have made me this way.
i've given away my heart,
and it seems it just got torn apart.
at one point i trusted just about everybody,
or at least the ones that said they loved me,
when i first met you,
if there was anything i could've done to get close to you
i would've done it.
now i can't believe,
that we're together you and me.
now that i'm close to you
i don't know what to do
does it bug you to know,
how many years are between us?
it bugs everyone else because they're still putting up a fuss.
when i try to express how i feel,
i get all queasy inside,
and wish that i could just run and hide.
my past experiences have made me trust very few,
and i'm still trying to trust you.
i'm lost between my teenage dreams and reality,
or at least that's the way it seems to be.
some days i'd love to just curl up in my room all alone,
don't take it offensively
those are the days every little thing bothers me,
well i've made it another day
and everything seems to be okay,
so please don't put up a fuss,
because i'm still trying to build up my trust.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Shayla
Birthday: march 15 1989
Birthplace: cali
Current Location: minnesnowta
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: light brown
Height: 5'3
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage:
The Shoes You Wore Today: umm some white and pink ones
Your Weakness: Mah boo
Your Fears: love
Your Perfect Pizza: i dont care
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get outta here
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: what the fuck
Thoughts First Waking Up: who called me
Your Best Physical Feature: i dont know ask yo self
Your Bedtime: i neva sleep
Your Most Missed Memory: bein a kid again lol
Pepsi or Coke: both
MacDonalds or Burger King: MACDONALDS
Single or Group Dates: single. i like my man to myself
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: both
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate :) melts in yo mouth
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino
Do you Smoke: nope
Do you Swear: hell yeah
Do you Sing: in the shower
Do you Shower Daily: HELL YES
Have you Been in Love: It was a big mistake
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: in the future
Do you belive in yourself: yes of course
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: yes
Are you a Health Freak: nope
Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: it depends who im with :)
Do you play an Instrument: nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: nope
In the past month have you Smoked: nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yeapz
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: hell yea they the best
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: FUCK THAT
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: hell naw
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope. wanna go wit me
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: YES
Ever been called a Tease: HELL YEA
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: yeapz
How do you want to Die: the way im supposed to
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a nurse or something in the medical field
What country would you most like to Visit: anywhere but here
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: something pretty
Favourite Hair Color: dont matta
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: taller than me
Weight: something nice
Best Clothing Style: whateva it dont matta
Number of Drugs I have taken: 4
Number of CDs I own: tooooooo many
Number of Piercings: 4 workin on a couple more
Number of Tattoos: none but bout to get my daughters name
Number of things in my Past I Regret: FUCKIN WIT JIMMIE LAZY ASS
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Hopefully one day I'll be able to meet a man that loves me and my daughter. And that actually wants to be with me because im me not because of what I can do for you or give to you! I need a real MAN!A man to love me and cherish me the way I deserve. I dont need these low life aint going no where lil ass boys no more. Im tired of dealing with the stress. I want a man with a head on his shoulders and who knows what he wants in life.
I like all types of music but country its too depresing for me to listen to. I rather not be depressed.There may be different channels of approach, yes. For not all peoples walked in the field when the wheat was ripe. Neither did all stand at the tomb when Lazarus was called forth. Neither were they all present when He walked on the water, nor when He fed the five thousand, nor when He hung on the Cross. Yet each experience answered, and does answer to something within each individual soul-entity. For each soul is a corpuscle in the body of God.
Waist deep. Thats my favorite movie probably ever. Oh and I'll pretty much watch anything thats on it really dont matter.
Classic comicview that shits funny as hell. I watch alot of little cartoons now that I have the baby. lol
I really dont read too many books
My daughter Angelique Harmony Edwards