♥♥TRUE LOVE is an ACCEPTANCE of all that is, has been, will be, & will not be.♥♥
♥♥Unless it's Mad Passionate Extraordinary Love, it's a waste of time- there are too many mediocore things in Life... LOVE should not be one of them!♥♥
- HAPPY ANNIVERSARY CHRISTIAN- Married 1 yr & going strong- Thanks 4 makin it BETTER than we could have ever conceived! INFINITY X ETERNITY +1
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I SET MY PAGE UP TO RECONNECT & STAY IN TOUCH WITH FRIENDS THAT I MIGHT NOT HAVE DONE SO OTHERWISE (GOTTA LOVE MYSPACE FOR THAT)- I DON'T HAVE ONE TO MEET RANDOM PEOPLE- EVERYONE ON MY FRIEND'S LIST ARE PEOPLE I KNEW WAY BEFORE MYSPACE AND PEOPLE THAT I TRULY WANT TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH (NOTE: I ONLY APPROVE PEOPLE I ALREADY KNOW ON MY FRIENDS LIST).
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WHO I'D LIKE TO MEET??? I MET HIM WHEN WE WERE JUST LOST LITTLE KIDS & OVER THE YEARS WE'VE HAD THE PLEASURE OF WATCHING EACHOTHER FIND OURSELVES & EVOLVE INTO THE PEOPLE WE ARE TODAY. ********* I SINCERELY WISH THAT EVERYONE COULD AT LEAST ONCE IN THERE LIFETIME MEET SOMEONE & FIND IN THEM WHAT I HAVE FOUND IN CHRISTIAN...IT MUST BE THE SADDEST THING TO NEVER EXPERIENCE THE INTERNAL HAPPINESS YOU GET WHEN YOU LOOK INTO THE EYES OF SOMEONE & HAVE NO DOUBT IN YOUR MIND THAT THEY LOVE YOU WITH EVERY OUNCE OF THEMSELVES AND WHEN THEY LOOK INTO YOUR EYES AND SEE RIGHT THROUGH YOU AND LOVE EVERY OUNCE OF YOU (FLAWS & IMPERFECTIONS AND ALL), TO KNOW THAT YOU FOUND THE PERSON THAT WOULD GO TO HELL AND BACK WITH YOU, OR FOR YOU, WITHOUT SECOND THOUGHT AND NEVER COMPLAIN ABOUT DOING SO, THE PERSON THAT WILL GO THROUGH ANY & ALL TRIALS & TRIBULATIONS WITH YOU KNOWING THE END RESULT WILL BE THAT THEY WILL BE THERE REGARDLESS BECAUSE THEIR LOVE FOR YOU IS UNCONDITIONAL, THE PERSON THAT AIMS TO PLEASE YOU & MAKES IT A "DAILY" GOAL TO ENSURE YOU HAVE A SMILE ON YOUR FACE (AND DOES SO BY LEAVING LOVE NOTES, CALLING YOU TO SING YOU A SONG THAT REMINDS HIM OF YOU, TEXTING JUST TO SAY "I WAS THINKING OF YOU" OR "I MISS YOU", RUNNING IN TO PAY FOR GAS & COMING OUT WITH ROSES 'JUST BECAUSE', SUPRISING YOU AT WORK WITH CHOCOLATE COVERED STRAWBERRIES), THE ONE YOU CAN LOOK AT IN A MOST ANGERED MOMENT & SUDDENLY SMILE OR BUST OUT LAUGHING FOR NO APPARENT REASON AND YOUR MOOD IS INSTANTLY IMPROVED, THE PERSON YOU CAN TALK TO FOR HOURS ABOUT NOTHING & EVERYTHING AND NEVER RUN OUT OF THINGS TO SAY- EVEN AFTER SO MANY YEARS HAVE PASSED (13 TO BE EXACT) AND YOU'D THINK YOU WOULD HAVE HEARD/SAID EVERYTHING THERE IS TO HEAR/SAY TO THEM, THE PERSON WHO LIVES TO PROTECT YOU AND WILL DO SO BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY (HE HAS NOT ONLY YOUR BACK, BUT YOUR FRONT AS WELL & STANDS STRONG BY YOUR SIDE), THE PERSON WHO SHARES YOUR SAME ASPIRATIONS IN LIFE, THE PERSON WHOSE ULTIMATE HAPPINESS LIES IN YOUR HAPPINESS... YEP... IT MUST BE THE SADDEST THING FOR THOSE WHO DO NOT HAVE "THIS" IN THEIR LIFE, WHICH IS WHY THEY TEND TO SPEND THEIR TIME HATIN' AND/OR JUDGING ON THOSE WHO "ALREADY HAVE" WHAT THEY CAN ONLY "HOPE TO ONE DAY FIND"! SO "THEY" CAN CONTINUE TO TALK & SAY IT'S NOT REAL OR IT WON'T LAST BECAUSE THAT IS THEIR HOPES, AFTERALL, "MISERY LOVES COMPANY" BUT IN THE END THEY WILL BE THAT MUCH MORE BROKEN-HEARTED WHEN WE ARE STILL TOGETHER & THEY ARE STILL ALONE. I WISH "THEM" NOTHING BUT THE BEST IN THEIR QUEST FOR "TRUE LOVE", COMPASSION, & COMPANIONSHIP. I HAVE THE MAN IN MY LIFE THAT PROVIDES ME WITH ALL OF THE ABOVE AND SOOO MUCH MORE... I GET TO FALL ASLEEP IN HIS ARMS EVERY NIGHT AND WAKE UP IN THEM EVERY MORNING AND NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS THROUGHOUT OUR DAY, WE BOTH KNOW IT IS GUARANTEED EVERY SINGLE DAY TO START & END WITH A KISS, AN "I LOVE YOU" AND A SMILE... AHH, NOW THAT'S HAPPINESS UNLIKE ANY OTHER. ISN'T THAT WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT? ... FINDING THAT HAPPINESS & HAVING THE STRENGTH & WILL TO KEEP & PERSERVE IT YOUR LIFETIME THROUGH...
THIS IS EXACTLY WHY I LOVE MY FAMILY SO MUCH... THEY ALWAYS HAVE A WAY OF PUTTING A SMILE ON MY FACE AND MAKING ME LAUGH MY A** OFF...
MY GREATEST HERO BY FAR IS MY DAD, JUAN "JESSE" TORRES (RIP: 53'-98'). HE EMBODIED EVERY CHARACTERISTIC THAT A FATHER AND DAD SHOULD AS WELL AS WENT ABOVE AND BEYOND TO ENSURE THE HAPPINESS OF HIS FAMILY. I AM FORTUNATE ENOUGH TO HAVE HAD AN AMAZING CHILDHOOD FULL OF LOVING MEMORIES; ALL OF WHICH INCLUDED HIM. THE MOST PROFOUND IMPACT HE HAD ON ME IS THAT HE TOUGHT ME THE MEANING OF "UNCONDITIONAL LOVE"- NOT ONLY IN HIS WORDS BUT EVEN MORESO IN HIS ACTIONS AND I'VE COME TO LEARN THAT IT HAS BECOME MY GREATEST STRENGTH (THOUGH SOMETIMES A WEAKNESS) AS NOT ONLY A WOMAN, BUT A WIFE & MOTHER. HE WAS A MAN WITH A HEART OF GOLD AND CONTINUES TO LIVE ON IN MY HEART WITH EVERY BEAT.
"DAD, IT'S BEEN 10 YRS AND YOU ARE STILL A DAILY THOUGHT ON MY MIND- I LOVE YOU SO DEEPLY AND MISS YOU MORE WITH EACH PASSING DAY. THERE'S NOT TOO MUCH IN THIS WORLD I WOULDN'T GIVE FOR JUST ONE MORE CONVERSATION WITH YOU- AS THE WOMAN I HAVE BECOME AND AM TODAY; NOT THE LITTLE GIRL YOU LEFT BEHIND. I KNOW YOU'RE WATCHING OVER ME AND I'M SURE YOU KNOW THAT CHRISTIAN IS TAKING CARE OF ME AND OUR FAMILY IN A MANNER I KNOW HAS YOU PROUD AND SMILING BECAUSE I'M HAPPY- I'M SMILING TOO DADDY..."
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-YOUR BABYDOLL, BELINDA