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About Me

I am NOT confident in myself.
I have realized i am not the best person in any way, and i dont plan on improving that.
I warn you, I'm terrible at keeping up with people and their lives.
So you're going to have to talk to me every day or close to it for me to actually care.
I'm a sophmore @ PHS, don't ask me if i like it.
Honestly, i cant stand Pennsylvania, nor the people who live here.
i dont think i'm cool.
but i'm seriously blunt.
hate and regret, not the thing for me.
I'm afriad to lose people who are very close in my heart.
Ohkay, so honestly; drama is dumb. We're NOT in middleschool kiddies.
Either GROW UP or GTFO.
The chances are, i'm like you but not exactly a mirror image.
My advise to you; Live your life, don't let it live you.

Music does NOT = Life, it IS NOT Life, it's GREATER than Life.

Talk To Me:: Speedy McCainee

My Interests

Goals.
1. Go to a Paramore or New Found Glory concert.
2. Get an 80gig iPod.
3. Get my camera working again.
4. Have a good relationship.
5. Get good grades.
6. Get texting.
7. Make it 12 years with Mel :]
8. Get my permit.

I'd like to meet:

hot-lyts.com Someone to make 2008 worth while.

Music:

She smiles at me, then brings coffee to the table
Then pours sugar in my cup, I need her here like she's a drug
Whispers that she wants me, "Then take over my body"
From the Kitchen to the bedroom
You're just like the day i met you
Cold and Calm
That rings not on the hand i know that i left it
She's Packed her bags cause now she's had it

Don't look at me with those eyes I'm still leaving
Oh Yeah the sugar in my cup has lost it's flavor like your touch
With one call to the taxi
She walks right past me
From the stairway to the front door
One goodbye then i was no more...

I've got apologies on napkins with all the things to say
I say "Im Sorry" For a reaction but you're still walking away
And i know it's too late
She's screaming "Dont wait by the bedside, I'm not coming back this time"

Run After her
This could be just like a movie
See me standing in the Rain, How easily she looks right through me
Go inside she's crying...The last 3 years she's been lying
My life's a rainstorm of "I Love You's"
I miss you stepping in the puddles
Drive Away, Go against Fate
You screwed me over like always
Babe one day you will be sorry

I've got apologies on napkins with all the things to say
I say "Im Sorry" For a reaction but you're still walking away
And i know it's too late
She's screaming "Dont wait by the bedside, I'm not coming back this time"

I started playing in the rain
I'm who i am, I'll never change
and i hope lightning strikes me down
I'll show you and this whole town that i'm 1 in a million
I never wanted to fit in any place except your heart but we grew apart
Now rainy days are all i have and i keep dreaming in the past
You keep me awake
No more i can take
and i'm still breathing
Keep Me Breathing
You Keep Me Breathing

Heroes:

My Best Friends Mel, Jackie, Kara, Kalen and Kevho.

My Blog

I’ve learned that...

i took this from ashley ziegler.I've learned that you cannot make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be lovedI've learned that no matter how much you care, some people just dont ca...
Posted by L0LZ0RZ@J355!! [SM] on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 09:44:00 PST

FUCKIN EMO KIDS!

Don't come to me about your "emo" bullshit. 1. I don't care about your problems, with your cutting. not to be a bitch, but seriously, GET THE FUCK OVER YOURSELVES! you're not the ONLY one with pr...
Posted by L0LZ0RZ@J355!! [SM] on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 04:28:00 PST

i wish i knew...

who looks at my blog.kuz i see views.alot...but idk who looks.leave a cmmt if you took a look.even just writing "hi" would be fine.i just wanna know.--EDIT--I'm serious. if you're fkn reading it cmmt ...
Posted by L0LZ0RZ@J355!! [SM] on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 11:35:00 PST

my hair.

how/what color[s] do you think i should dye my hair??message me back with answers k?[]red highlights[]purple highlights[]lbue highlights[]red/purple mix[]blue/purple mix[]red/blue mix[]all mix[]c...
Posted by L0LZ0RZ@J355!! [SM] on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 03:03:00 PST

MY photography :]

yesterday 12/18/06 getting off the bus.in the bathroom in the HS.Ali+Jessii=[L?VE].the glass ceiling in the audion.Catriona doesn't know how to take pictures. isn't it lovely?...waiting for the 4...
Posted by L0LZ0RZ@J355!! [SM] on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 03:46:00 PST

friends...like i have any.

yea...so supposidly i have about two real friends that i can trust to never let me down.one of my BEST friends since 1st grade....let me down by completely LIEING to me and KEEPING things from me.beca...
Posted by L0LZ0RZ@J355!! [SM] on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 02:40:00 PST