As time passes in this short life that I lead. The other day I noticed the minutes passing by a little faster then usual. The saying "life is too short" is said so much, but how often do we actually walk that walk? I would describe myself as another young independent bum. I am stubborn as a bull with it's head in his ass and short-fused when it comes to raising my voice. I have a Superior memory when it comes to remembering anything not at all worth storing. I can wear the same pants for a week if I believe they aren't dirty and I sometimes forget to brush my teeth. My ears only hear what they want me to hear and my mind can not decipher human languages, even my own(I'm seriously mentally challenged). I can not eat/drink anything involving the word dairy, because... I guess, I don't do it as a courtesy to everyone else around me. It's an asian thing I think. I snore and grind my teeth in my sleep, loudly. I can't touch my own back. I am addicted to sugar and video games. I window shop on the Internet... too much. And I pick on my scabs...
That's a fairly decent start on my "self" description ey? I find everything there as a problem I have yet to find a solution to or "work in progress". Now, things that roll off my mind a little easier...... I believe in being friendly to everyone for the sake of BEING FRIENDLY and nothing beyond that. I try to exercise frequently enough release all guilt and open all doors to eating! Eating is an essential part of life, why deprive yourself from living life a little more. Eating makes me feel so good, it's worth working for. I've never smoked, snuffed, injected or swallowed anything in my life that hasn't been prescribed to me by doctors. I will drink alcohol if it's sake, almost no exceptions. I love to plan experiences, getting a group together to do something ordinary/extraordinary because in the end together whether with familiar faces or meeting strangers... it's always a good experience. I love to just get out and go, no plan, no thought, no preparation... I'm talking, get in the car with a friend and driving aimlessly. Ended up in weird places all the way down in Los Angeles on those aimless trips. My other addiction besides food is adrenaline. Anything to get my fingers shaking is the best best best way to get off any stress! I am a stressed guy, always thinking about something. Adrenaline is my personal vacation from myself. If I can get myself a rush, that relaxing sensation afterwords is absolutely priceless. If I like you, I will open to you completely and give you all my support. If I don't like you or agree with you, I will definitely let you know because I don't believe in being fake. Have the balls to lay it out on the table to sort out between you and an other. It's harsh, but I feel being truthful is the best route to take to keep yourself from being miserable. And like I was saying earlier, I'm now starting to notice how much faster the days go by. So, it's now time for me to kick it up a notch and start living harder. Life passes you by when nothing is being accomplished. That's when you get those people who have no idea how they got there or what they did for the past few years. I am not about to become "that". Life doesn't wait, you got to kick it's ass!
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