Sometimes the most important things in life are right in front of you, but you don’t notice till there not there anymore, then you miss them. First you mad, then sad, then lonely………. But eventually you ok enough to do what it takes to get that important person back. Just realize it takes time and effort, there’s a reason there not there anymore, find out what it was that drove them off and try to fix it change it. No matter how hard if that person is as important as you think then changing will be easy. Some people can’t change there to bullheaded they have too much pride, I say swallow you pride and get that light back do whatever it takes it’ll only be dark without them. Sometimes waitings hard, you get angry lash out,that means you have time to go, more changing to do. You start to rethink it, is this person worth it? But the answers always yes, and i know it hurts, you cry at night, you smell them, see them but you always wake up alone.just keep moving forward keep trying, keep changing.It might feel like its taking for ever but if you really love them then forever's not that long.