Another day in hell |
Another day here, another day in hell. Someone is always trying to fuck things up for me. Theres always someone telling lies, hoping to fuck my world up. But this time its worse cuz theyre involving m... Posted by *NiCoLe* [ ♥ JeFFs BaBi ♥ ] on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 02:20:00 PST |
untitled |
"Some days i just want to disappear
close my eyes and stop the pain
I need to feel the warmth of the sun
but all i get is rain
Theres gray clouds up above me
will they ever begin to part?
everytime i ... Posted by *NiCoLe* [ ♥ JeFFs BaBi ♥ ] on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 04:03:00 PST |
"The Reason" |
I love this song.....
"The Reason"I'm not a perfect personThere's many things I wish I didn't doBut I continue learningI never meant to do those things to youAnd so I have to say before I goThat I jus... Posted by *NiCoLe* [ ♥ JeFFs BaBi ♥ ] on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 03:40:00 PST |
......... |
I found an old notebook today....used to write in it alot last year....I sat there and read every page. Damn i wish I wouldnt of done that. It brought back sooo much hurt that i had been trying to sup... Posted by *NiCoLe* [ ♥ JeFFs BaBi ♥ ] on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 04:23:00 PST |
Lil UpDaTe..... |
Figured its time for a personal blog, let u all know whats been goin on. Things have gotten a lil better. I havent heard from my kids dad in a while (which is a GOOD thing) Im sure it wont be long tho... Posted by *NiCoLe* [ ♥ JeFFs BaBi ♥ ] on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 07:40:00 PST |
FUCK U! |
900 miles away and still fucked up christmas....I hope u read this eric cuz i fuckin hate u and wish u'd just leave me alone!!!!!!!!! Wanna see ur kids??? Too fuckin bad...u dont do shit for em anyway... Posted by *NiCoLe* [ ♥ JeFFs BaBi ♥ ] on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 02:14:00 PST |
Love this song: ’Players Prayer’ |
[Verse 1:]Thou shall not run these streetsThou shall not hit these clubsEvery night of the week lookin for some groupie loveThou shall respect your heartThou shall not play you hardBut I didI was wron... Posted by *NiCoLe* [ ♥ JeFFs BaBi ♥ ] on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 03:27:00 PST |
Thanxgiving Sux |
Thanxgiving was freakin horrible!! Something really fucked up happened to my best friend....and I didnt know what to do or say to help her. I got in another fight with my psycho bitch mom....i swear t... Posted by *NiCoLe* [ ♥ JeFFs BaBi ♥ ] on Thu, 22 Nov 2007 03:41:00 PST |
*My Addiction* |
"In a world full of chaos I have lost my way
Same mistakes time and time again
Its seems like I'd learn eventually
But the lesson just doesnt sink in
Why do I do this too myself?
I dont think I'll eve... Posted by *NiCoLe* [ ♥ JeFFs BaBi ♥ ] on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 08:09:00 PST |
*BeAuTiFuLlY BrOkEn* |
You'd think that after all I've been through
that I'd hate the life I live
That I'd just throw my hands up, surrender to the pain
after giving all I had to give
Theres so many things no o... Posted by *NiCoLe* [ ♥ JeFFs BaBi ♥ ] on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 07:07:00 PST |