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About Me

.....There aren't many words to sum up myself. Life is filled with many twists and turns, and for once, I have the wheel. I'm waiting for that feeling of love to take complete control of my body. You know, that feeling you get when you reach the top of the swingset before you plunge down. Like the wind just got knocked out of you and all that's left is that scared yet calm emotion that fills you....I am crazy, and I love music. I'm a sophomore in college (WOO HOO) and I am Pre-Law at the moment...at least until I ship out for the Air Force. I've had good days, and not so good days just like everyone else. The only thing that gets me through the days are my loyal friends, and without them, I'd be 6 feet under right now. Most days, I don't feel like getting out of bed because it seems there's nothing to live for, but eventually I get up and on occasion, I go out into the world and find people who make me understand why I wake up... ..

My Interests

music, movies, writing...There are a few people who are basically everything to me. Sebastian is my one and only. He has saved me from myself on many occasions, and I don't know what I'd do without him. Nate is my hero. He is doing his own thing in the Marines, and I value his friendship with all that I have. Jeremy is my favorite person in the world to drink with! He always listened to me and let me cry when I really needed him, even if he didn't know what to say. Justin is my other half. He is everything I could ask for in a friend. Eric is the person that knows me the best. I don't think there's anything he doesn't know, and even though things have been rough between us, we still manage to get through. Jennifer is my lovely guide in life! She is everything and more to me. I don't know anyone like her that I have gotten along with so well in female form. There is, of course, my Chili's family. I love them all dearly, even though I feel like shooting myself whenever I'm there. And then there is Fred...he is everything and anything in between...he has my heart. To Nate and Jeremy, come home. Just to see me for a bit before I ship out in a few weeks. :( You've all meant something dear to me. Thank you for always caring about me. I really need people like you guys in my life.

I'd like to meet:

Someone who will never lie and always be there......such a person does not exist I don't suppose...and these guys.

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Music:

Slipknot, Mudvayne, Korn, Disturbed, The Used, Kittie, Marilyn Manson, Rob Zombie, the old Papa Roach stuff, and many many more....

Movies:

HORROR HORROR HORROR HORROR HORROR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If someone is dying a gruesome death, then I LOVE IT!

Television:

Charmed, Law and Order, and random anime tv series. Loveless is amazing... Sukisho! is pretty much the best thing ever invented. Yep.

Books:

Anne Rice books mostly

Heroes:

I am my own personal hero, because sometimes, I even amaze myself.

My Blog

Where did time go?

Everything is different. Everyone has changed. And what can I say? Time flew by me like a tornado. And I'm hurting. I'm hurting terribly. I sorted through most of my stuff today. Packed it up for stor...
Posted by Tara on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 05:34:00 PST

I'm upset.

I'm actually so angry that I could cry. How about that? You know, I love everyone dearly, and I let people walk all over me alot, but then, there's that one person who just steps on you a little too h...
Posted by Tara on Thu, 17 May 2007 09:20:00 PST

Oh Jeez...

I keep having dreams that I am working. It is absolutely terrible. I keep saying "Welcome to Chili's, how many today?" and "Smoking or Non?" I think I'm going a little nuts. The real issue though, is...
Posted by Tara on Wed, 09 May 2007 11:28:00 PST

There's Life Outside These Walls...

I sat down to have lunch with friends of mine, and suddenly felt like nothing was worth it anymore. I work too hard for a teenager, and the one moment I had to feel like a normal kid was spent with su...
Posted by Tara on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 09:31:00 PST

Honey, If you love me...

How annoying. There are some things that you can't get out of your head, that you wish you could forget... Honey, if you love me, would you please, please smile? What a fucked up game. Why do teachers...
Posted by Tara on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 11:46:00 PST

Plague me.

Plague Me. I contemplate the things that could make me smile But my feelings are out of place I try to rid myself of these indecisions But I find myself bound in this lace Wasted away is...
Posted by Tara on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 06:38:00 PST

Okay, so here it goes....

I'm confused. I am not the kind of person that dwells on stress or overreacts about situations, but lately, I've been becoming someone that I'm not. Now, I'm not completely sure how to word myself pro...
Posted by Tara on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 08:01:00 PST

Shit.

I'm feeling odd today. Things are just wrong. I am searching for something that I will not find. Damnit. I hate being contemplative, and I hate not finding the answers to all of my questions. I hate t...
Posted by Tara on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 08:09:00 PST

No one will read this...

I woke up today, and I felt completely helpless. I haven't felt this way in a very long time.....When I began this journey towards a new life and a new attitude, I found a new me. Someone who could la...
Posted by Tara on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 12:43:00 PST

Tender Ages and Iron Cages

Ah, these tender ages and iron cages...I'm about to turn 17, and a few thoughts have crossed my mind. One, I am no longer a child. Two, I am not an adult. So, what am I? I'm at a point in my life wher...
Posted by Tara on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 12:52:00 PST