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Reue nimmt Zeit

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About Me

.. My name is Matthew, I am 24. I was born In Southern California. I have attended LCCC and just recently found out that I have the credits I needed to graduate with my second A.A.S. in computer science! I plan next to start working on my bachelor's degree in Network Engineering, where the big money is. I do not know where I will be attending college at this time, but have some ideas. My ultimate goal is to get back to my home town of Los Angeles and be around people I know, as well as be back where my mom is and where I grew up.I like hanging out with friends and always try to keep busy. During the summers I enjoy mountain biking and racing.
Born July 1947, Mother to 3 children, and a loving wife, My mom, Nancy L. Boucher passed away 5/12/2007 at 6:35am. She was rediagnosed with cancer 11 years ago, with doctors giving her no hope and only 2 years to live, she amazed everyone, and lived a normal life style for 11 more years. In the previous 6 months she has struggled in everyway losing all mobility, although still fighting the cancer every minute. After two days in hospice care and a very rough last night she is now at rest in a different, better place and in a different form. Her final wishes are to be laid at rest in San Diego California looking over the ocean. She will be missed and always loved.

My Interests

Honda's Mostly, Building Racing, and everything really. N20 makes ya silly... I hang out with friends and Bretnie most of the time, and I work in the computer industry, and sometimes the darker side of it.

I'd like to meet:

I have met alot of people in my day and the one thing I have learned is that not everyone is what they seem to be. I have been lied to, stabbed in the back and made to believe things that aren't true. There is one thing I will never understand though, and that is why one would degrade themselves, and would not stop trying to better themselves and instead of growing up, start regressing. Who would settle for a mediocre life, when one could live a life of which some only would consider a dream. Is it fear, fear to go beyond what everyone else around here settles for? Why would one want to be like everyone else around here, when once they wanted to be and have so much more...

I will never change my beliefs and my state of mind, which is who ever I am with will have the best life possible, I would never lie to the one I am with and will never make that person second best. I always faithful and once there is that one there is no one else, something I have yet to see anyone else possess.

That one that always got away isn't getting away anymore. I may have changed but only for the better, I am now not only everything I was but so much more. Who knew I had a romantic side, let alone did I think I could even

Music:

Staind, Buckcherry, Papa Roach, Hinder, Three Days Grace, Nickelback, Linkin Park, Static X, Matchbox Twenty, Crossfade, Cold, Default among too many others to list...

Movies:

Hackers, The Fast and the Furious, 2 Fast 2 Furious and of course Tokyo Drift. What dreams may come is also a strange but very meaningful movie.

Television:

I really don't watch too much TV...

Books:

2600 Hackers Quarterly

Heroes:

My mom will always be my hero the things she did and the words she said will never be forgotten. And to this day it's like she knew everything that was going to happen. My Dad always offers advice some of which I could never think of and those words have made a big difference in some of the hardest times.

My Blog

Linkin Park in Denver!

8/12... We'll be there!
Posted by Reue nimmt Zeit on Fri, 16 May 2008 10:38:00 PST

There is nothing better than words that hold meaning...

I found that out today, such a little thing could make such a big difference. Words spoken in the past must have been just that... no meaning only a waste of air. Life is better knowing that what is s...
Posted by Reue nimmt Zeit on Fri, 16 May 2008 05:39:00 PST

Seeing is always believing...

It is very unsettling to see things that affect someone else, especially negative things, and yet when you feel it is best to tell them, you can't because they will never listen, or just call you a li...
Posted by Reue nimmt Zeit on Thu, 15 May 2008 01:03:00 PST

Final thoughts before going away for the weekend...

Well it has definately been a long, yet interesting week. There is so much that has gone on lately it is hard to focus on one thing. I am glad I will be getting out of here for atleast a couple of day...
Posted by Reue nimmt Zeit on Fri, 09 May 2008 12:18:00 PST

Words of Wisdom about Trust among other things...

We all go through hard times in our lives, some worse than others, sometimes it's losing a family member to awful circumstances and sometime it's losing someone that was more than just a friend but me...
Posted by Reue nimmt Zeit on Sat, 03 May 2008 12:13:00 PST

Lust, Pain And True Love.

I have learned in my experiences with relationships that all of them start out with lust. No one ever loves someone straight out of the gates. It is not possible, nor is it smart. I have obviously don...
Posted by Reue nimmt Zeit on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 12:57:00 PST

Definately amazes me...

How some people can sit back and be lied to, cheated on, played, left alone, made to feel like dirt, and yet they find every excuse not to believe any of it. What would cause a person to do that? I ha...
Posted by Reue nimmt Zeit on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 01:01:00 PST

The past... The future a thought about both.

Well lets start with the future, can anyone predict it? Nope. We can only wonder what tomorrow will hold, let alone a few months or years down the line. The most I can do is try to make it as good as ...
Posted by Reue nimmt Zeit on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 05:01:00 PST

Stolen from Bedroom Gangsta, true statement...


Posted by Reue nimmt Zeit on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 12:00:00 PST

California Again!

Ya May 9th were out... Just for the weekend but thats how we do... Rockstar! Universal City is where's it's at!
Posted by Reue nimmt Zeit on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 03:04:00 PST