a wreck.
i like to suffer in a silent way. i can't get through the day, without a glaze across my face. so stupid and speechless. burned out, sedated and nameless.
manic/bi-polar disorder.
i wish i wasn’t so mathematic. i wish i hadn’t overheated. these drinks are hitting me so hard. set up another round, it’s raining. six more drinks before i drown. bottoms up and spirits down.
so smart and witty and funny and pretty.
archers of loaf . blood brothers . botch . broadways . can't face the falling . the clash . donna jean baxter . engine down . frank smith . guilt parade . halfacre gunroom . honor system . ida . jets to brazil . knapsack . lawrence arms . lucero . margot & the nulear so and so's . minus the bear . the new trust . okkervil river . pulp . quicksand . todd rundgren . smiths . tuesday . this is hell . unbroken . uncle tupelo . the velvet teen . white octave . xtc . yo la tengo . zero zero
i cry at the end of 'my girl'.
'marquee moon'
salinger . fante
my friends, living and dead, the ones i haven't met yet.